CHAPTER XL
SCARLETT SLEPT little that night. When
the dawn had come and the sun was creeping over the black pines on
the hills to the east, she rose from her tumbled bed and, seating
herself on a stool by the window, laid her tired head on her arm and
looked out over the barn yard and orchard of Tara toward the cotton
fields. Everything was fresh and dewy and silent and green and the
sight of the cotton fields brought a measure of balm and comfort to
her sore heart. Tara, at sunrise, looked loved, well tended and at
peace, for all that its master lay dead. The squatty log chicken
house was clay daubed against rats weasels and clean with whitewash,
and so was the log stable. The garden with its rows of corn,
bright-yellow squash, butter beans and turnips was well weeded and
neatly fenced with split-oak rails. The orchard was cleared of
underbrush and only daisies grew beneath the long rows of trees. The
sun picked out with faint glistening the apples and the furred pink
peaches half hidden in the green leaves. Beyond lay the curving rows
of cotton, still and green under the gold of the new sky. The ducks
and chickens were waddling and strutting off toward the fields, for
under the bushes in the soft plowed earth were found the choicest
worms and slugs.
Scarlett’s heart swelled with
affection and gratitude to Will who had done all of this. Even her
loyalty to Ashley could not make her believe he had been responsible
for much of this well-being, for Tara’s bloom was not the work of a
planter-aristocrat, but of the plodding, tireless “small farmer”
who loved his land. It was a “two-horse” farm, not the lordly
plantation of other days with pastures full of mules and fine horses
and cotton and corn stretching as far as eye could see. But what
there was of it was good and the acres that were lying fallow could
be reclaimed when times grew better, and they would be the more
fertile for their rest.
Will had done more than merely farm a
few acres. He had kept sternly at bay those two enemies of Georgia
planters, the seedling pine and the blackberry brambles. They had not
stealthily taken garden and pasture and cotton field and lawn and
reared themselves insolently by the porches of Tara, as they were
doing on numberless plantations throughout the state.
Scarlett’s heart failed a beat when
she thought how close Tara had come to going back to wilderness.
Between herself and Will, they had done a good job. They had held off
the Yankees, the Carpetbaggers and the encroachments of Nature. And,
best of all, Will had told her that after the cotton came in in the
fall, she need send no more money—unless some other Carpetbagger
coveted Tara and skyrocketed the taxes. Scarlett knew Will would have
a hard pull without her help but she admired and respected his
independence. As long as he was in the position of hired help he
would take her money, but now that he was to become her
brother-in-law and the man of the house, he intended to stand on his
own efforts. Yes, Will was something the Lord had provided.
Pork had dug the grave the night
before, close by Ellen’s grave, and he stood, spade in hand, behind
the moist red clay he was soon to shovel back in place. Scarlett
stood behind him in the patchy shade of a gnarled low-limbed cedar,
the hot sun of the June morning dappling her, and tried to keep her
eyes away from the red trench in front of her. Jim Tarleton, little
Hugh Munroe, Alex Fontaine and old man McRae’s youngest grandson
came slowly and awkwardly down the path from the house bearing
Gerald’s coffin on two lengths of split oak. Behind them, at a
respectful distance, followed a large straggling crowd of neighbors
and friends, shabbily dressed, silent. As they came down the sunny
path through the garden, Pork bowed his head upon the top of the
spade handle and cried; and Scarlett saw with incurious surprise that
the kinks on his head, so jettily black when she went to Atlanta a
few months before, were now grizzled.
She thanked God tiredly that she had
cried all her tears the night before, so now she could stand erect
and dry eyed. The sound of Suellen’s tears, put back of her
shoulder, irritated her unbearably and she had to clench her fists to
keep from turning and slapping the swollen face. Sue had been the
cause of her father’s death, whether she intended it or not, and
she should have the decency to control herself in front of the
hostile neighbors. Not a single person had spoken to her that morning
or given her one look of sympathy. They had kissed Scarlett quietly,
shaken her hand, murmured kind words to Carreen and even to Pork but
had looked through Suellen as if she were not there.
To them she had done worse than murder
her father. She had tried to betray him into disloyalty to the South.
And to that grim and close-knit community it was as if she had tried
to betray the honor of them all. She had broken the solid front the
County presented to the world. By her attempt to get money from the
Yankee government she had aligned herself with Carpetbaggers and
Scalawags, more hated enemies than the Yankee soldiers had ever been.
She, a member of an old and staunchly Confederate family, a planter’s
family, had gone over to the enemy and by so doing had brought shame
on every family in the County.
The mourners were seething with
indignation and downcast with sorrow, especially three of them—old
man McRae, who had been Gerald’s crony since he came to the
up-country from Savannah so many years before, Grandma Fontaine who
loved him because he was Ellen’s husband, and Mrs. Tarleton who had
been closer to him than to any of her neighbors because, as she often
said, he was the only man in the County who knew a stallion from a
gelding.
The sight of the stormy faces of these
three in the dim parlor where Gerald lay before the funeral had
caused Ashley and Will some uneasiness and they had retired to
Ellen’s office for a consultation.
“Some of them are goin’ to say
somethin’ about Suellen,” said Will abruptly, biting his straw in
half. They think they got just cause to say somethin’. Maybe they
have. It ain’t for me to say. But, Ashley, whether they’re right
or not, we’ll have to resent it, bein’ the men of the family, and
then there’ll be trouble. Can’t nobody do nothin’ with old man
McRae because he’s deaf as a post and can’t hear folks tryin’
to shut him up. And you know there ain’t nobody in God’s world
ever stopped Grandma Fontaine from speakin’ her mind. And as for
Mrs. Tarleton—did you see her roll them russet eyes of hers every
time she looked at Sue? She’s got her ears laid back and can’t
hardly wait. If they say somethin’, we got to take it up and we got
enough trouble at Tara now without bein’ at outs with our
neighbors.”
Ashley sighed worriedly. He knew the
tempers of his neighbors better than Will did and he remembered that
fully half of the quarrels and some of the shootings of the days
before the war had risen from the County custom of saying a few words
over the coffins of departed neighbors. Generally the words were
eulogistic in the extreme but occasionally they were not. Sometimes,
words meant in the utmost respect were misconstrued by overstrung
relatives of the dead and scarcely were the last shovels of earth
mounded above the coffin before trouble began.
In the absence of a priest Ashley was
to conduct the services with the aid of Carreen’s Book of
Devotions, the assistance of the Methodist and Baptist preachers of
Jonesboro and Fayetteville having been tactfully refused. Carreen,
more devoutly Catholic than her sisters, had been very upset that
Scarlett had neglected to bring a priest from Atlanta with her and
had only been a little eased by the reminder that when the priest
came down to marry Will and Suellen, he could read the services over
Gerald. It was she who objected to the neighboring Protestant
preachers and gave the matter into Ashley’s hands, marking passages
in her book for him to read. Ashley, leaning against the old
secretary, knew that the responsibility for preventing trouble lay
with him and, knowing the hair-trigger tempers of the County, was at
a loss as to how to proceed.
“There’s no help for it, Will,”
he said, rumpling his bright hair. “I can’t knock Grandma
Fontaine down or old man McRae either, and I can’t hold my hand
over Mrs. Tarleton’s mouth. And the mildest thing they’ll say is
that Suellen is a murderess and a traitor and but for her Mr. O’Hara
would still be alive. Damn this custom of speaking over the dead.
It’s barbarous.”
“Look, Ash,” said Will slowly. “I
ain’t aimin’ to have nobody say nothin’ against Suellen, no
matter what they think. You leave it to me. When you’ve finished
with the readin’ and the prayin’ and you say: ‘If anyone would
like to say a few words,’ you look right at me, so I can speak
first.”
But Scarlett, watching the pallbearers’
difficulty in getting the coffin through the narrow entrance into the
burying ground, had no thought of trouble to come after the funeral.
She was thinking with a leaden heart that in burying Gerald she was
burying one of the last links that joined her to the old days of
happiness and irresponsibility.
Finally the pallbearers set the coffin
down near the grave and stood clenching and unclenching their aching
fingers. Ashley, Melanie and Will filed into the enclosure and stood
behind the O’Hara girls. All the closer neighbors who could crowd
in were behind them and the others stood outside the brick wall.
Scarlett, really seeing them for the first time, was surprised and
touched by the size of the crowd. With transportation so limited it
was kind of so many to come. There were fifty or sixty people there,
some of them from so far away she wondered how they had heard in time
to come. There were whole families from Jonesboro and Fayetteville
and Lovejoy and with them a few negro servants. Many small farmers
from far across the river were present and Crackers from the
backwoods and a scattering of swamp folk. The swamp men were lean
bearded giants in homespun, coon-skin caps on their heads, their
rifles easy in the crooks of their arms, their wads of tobacco
stilled in their cheeks. Their women were with them, their bare feet
sunk in the soft red earth, their lower lips full of snuff. Their
faces beneath their sun-bonnets were sallow and malarial-looking but
shining clean and their freshly ironed calicoes glistened with
starch.
The near neighbors were there in full
force. Grandma Fontaine, withered, wrinkled and yellow as an old
molted bird, was leaning on her cane, and behind her were Sally
Munroe Fontaine and Young Miss Fontaine. They were trying vainly by
whispered pleas and jerks at her skirt to make the old lady sit down
on the brick wall. Grandma’s husband, the Old Doctor, was not
there. He had died two months before and much of the bright malicious
joy of life had gone from her old eyes. Cathleen Calvert Hilton stood
alone as befitted one whose husband had helped bring about the
present tragedy, her faded sunbonnet hiding her bowed face. Scarlett
saw with amazement that her percale dress had grease spots on it and
her hands were freckled and unclean. There were even black crescents
under her fingernails. There was nothing of quality folks about
Cathleen now. She looked Cracker, even worse. She looked poor white,
shiftless, slovenly, trifling.
“She’ll be dipping snuff soon, if
she isn’t doing it already,” thought Scarlett in horror. “Good
Lord! What a comedown!”
She shuddered, turning her eyes from
Cathleen as she realized how narrow was the chasm between quality
folk and poor whites.
“There but for a lot of gumption am
I,” she thought, and pride surged through her as she realized that
she and Cathleen had started with the same equipment after the
surrender—empty hands and what they had in their heads.
“I haven’t done so bad,” she
thought, lifting her chin and smiling.
But she stopped in mid-smile as she saw
the scandalized eyes of Mrs. Tarleton upon her. Her eyes were
red-rimmed from tears and, after giving Scarlett a reproving look,
she turned her gaze back to Suellen, a fierce angry gaze that boded
ill for her. Behind her and her husband were the four Tarleton girls,
their red locks indecorous notes in the solemn occasion, their russet
eyes still looking like the eyes of vital young animals, spirited and
dangerous.
Feet were stilled, hats were removed,
hands folded and skirts rustled into quietness as Ashley stepped
forward with Carreen’s worn Book of Devotions in his hand. He stood
for a moment looking down, the sun glittering on his golden head. A
deep silence fell on the crowd, so deep that the harsh whisper of the
wind in the magnolia leaves came clear to their ears and the far-off
repetitious note of a mockingbird sounded unendurably loud and sad.
Ashley began to read the prayers and all heads bowed as his resonant,
beautifully modulated voice rolled out the brief and dignified words.
“Oh!” thought Scarlett, her throat
constricting. “How beautiful his voice is! If anyone has to do this
for Pa, I’m glad it’s Ashley. I’d rather have him than a
priest. I’d rather have Pa buried by one of his own folks than a
stranger.”
When Ashley came to the part of the
prayers concerning the souls in Purgatory, which Carreen had marked
for him to read, he abruptly closed the book. Only Carreen noticed
the omission and looked up puzzled, as he began the Lord’s Prayer.
Ashley knew that half the people present had never heard of Purgatory
and those who had would take it as a personal affront, if he
insinuated, even in prayer, that so fine a man as Mr. O’Hara had
not gone straight to Heaven. So, in deference to public opinion, he
skipped all mention of Purgatory. The gathering joined heartily in
the Lord’s Prayer but their voices trailed off into embarrassed
silence when he began the Hail Mary. They had never heard that prayer
and they looked furtively at each other as the O’Hara girls,
Melanie and the Tara servants gave the response: “Pray for us, now
and at the hour of our death. Amen.”
Then Ashley raised his head and stood
for a moment, uncertain. The eyes of the neighbors were expectantly
upon him as they settled themselves in easier positions for a long
harangue. They were waiting for him to go on with the service, for it
did not occur to any of them that he was at the end of the Catholic
prayers. County funerals were always long. The Baptist and Methodist
ministers who performed them had no set prayers but extemporized as
the circumstances demanded and seldom stopped before all mourners
were in tears and the bereaved feminine relatives screaming with
grief. The neighbors would have been shocked, aggrieved and
indignant, had these brief prayers been all the service over the body
of their loved friend, and no one knew this better than Ashley. The
matter would be discussed at dinner tables for weeks and the opinion
of the County would be that the O’Hara girls had not shown proper
respect for their father.
So he threw a quick apologetic glance
at Carreen and, bowing his head again, began reciting from memory the
Episcopal burial service which he had often read over slaves buried
at Twelve Oaks.
“I am the Resurrection and the Life …
and whosoever … believeth in Me shall never die.”
It did not come back to him readily and
he spoke slowly, occasionally falling silent for a space as he waited
for phrases to rise from his memory. But this measured delivery made
his words more impressive, and mourners who had been dry-eyed before
began now to reach for handkerchiefs. Sturdy Baptists and Methodists
all, they thought it the Catholic ceremony and immediately rearranged
their first opinion that the Catholic services were cold and Popish.
Scarlett and Suellen were equally ignorant and thought the words
comforting and beautiful. Only Melanie and Carreen realized that a
devoutly Catholic Irishman was being laid to rest by the Church of
England’s service. And Carreen was too stunned by grief and her
hurt at Ashley’s treachery to interfere.
When he had finished, Ashley opened
wide his sad gray eyes and looked about the crowd. After a pause, his
eyes caught those of Will and he said: “Is there anyone present who
would like to say a word?”
Mrs. Tarleton twitched nervously but
before she could act, Will stumped forward and standing at the head
of the coffin began to speak.
“Friends,” he began in his flat
voice, “maybe you think I’m gettin’ above myself, speakin’
first—me who never knew Mr. O’Hara till “bout a year ago when
you all have known him twenty years or more. But this here is my
excuse. If he’d lived a month or so longer, I’d have had the
right to call him Pa.”
A startled ripple went over the crowd.
They were too well bred to whisper but they shifted on their feet and
stared at Carreen’s bowed head. Everyone knew his dumb devotion to
her. Seeing the direction in which all eyes were cast, Will went on
as if he had taken no note.
“So bein’ as how I’m to marry
Miss Suellen as soon as the priest comes down from Atlanta, I thought
maybe that gives me the right to speak first.”
The last part of his speech was lost in
a faint sibilant buzz that went through the gathering, an angry
beelike buzz. There were indignation and disappointment in the sound.
Everyone liked Will, everyone respected him for what he had done for
Tara. Everyone knew his affections lay with Carreen, so the news that
he was to marry the neighborhood pariah instead sat ill upon them.
Good old Will marrying that nasty, sneaking little Suellen O’Hara!
For a moment the air was tense. Mrs.
Tarleton’s eyes began to snap and her lips to shape soundless
words. In the silence, old man McRae’s high voice could be heard
imploring his grandson to tell him what had been said. Will faced
them all, still mild of face, but there was something in his pale
blue eyes which dared them to say one word about his future wife. For
a moment the balance hung between the honest affection everyone had
for Will and their contempt for Suellen. And Will won. He continued
as if his pause had been a natural one.
“I never knew Mr. O’Hara in his
prime like you all done. All I knew personally was a fine old
gentleman who was a mite addled. But I’ve heard tell from you all
“bout what he used to be like. And I want to say this. He was a
fightin’ Irishman and a Southern gentleman and as loyal a
Confederate as ever lived. You can’t get no better combination than
that. And we ain’t likely to see many more like him, because the
times that bred men like him are as dead as he is. He was born in a
furrin country but the man we’re buryin’ here today was more of a
Georgian than any of us mournin’ him. He lived our life, he loved
our land and, when you come right down to it, he died for our Cause,
same as the soldiers did. He was one of us and he had our good points
and our bad points and he had our strength and he had our failin’s.
He had our good points in that couldn’t nothin’ stop him when his
mind was made up and he warn’t scared of nothin’ that walked in
shoe leather. There warn’t nothin’ that come to him from the
outside that could lick him.
“He warn’t scared of the English
government when they wanted to hang him. He just lit out and left
home. And when he come to this country and was pore, that didn’t
scare him a mite neither. He went to work and he made his money. And
he warn’t scared to tackle this section when it was part wild and
the Injuns had just been run out of it. He made a big plantation out
of a wilderness. And when the war come on and his money begun to go,
he warn’t scared to be pore again. And when the Yankees come
through Tara and might of burnt him out or killed him, he warn’t
fazed a bit and he warn’t licked neither. He just planted his front
feet and stood his ground. That’s why I say he had our good points.
There ain’t nothin’ from the outside can lick any of us.
“But he had our failin’s too,
‘cause he could be licked from the inside. I mean to say that what
the whole world couldn’t do, his own heart could. When Mrs. O’Hara
died, his heart died too and he was licked. And what we seen walking
‘round here warn’t him.”
Will paused and his eyes went quietly
around the circle of faces. The crowd stood in the hot sun as if
enchanted to the ground and whatever wrath they had felt for Suellen
was forgotten. Will’s eyes rested for a moment on Scarlett and they
crinkled slightly at the corners as if he were inwardly smiling
comfort to her. Scarlett, who had been fighting back rising tears,
did feel comforted. Will was talking common sense instead of a lot of
tootle about reunions in another and better world and submitting her
will to God’s. And Scarlett had always found strength and comfort
in common sense.
“And I don’t want none of you to
think the less of him for breakin’ like he done. All you all and
me, too, are like him. We got the same weakness and failin’. There
ain’t nothin’ that walks can lick us, any more than it could lick
him, not Yankees nor Carpetbaggers nor hard times nor high taxes nor
even downright starvation. But that weakness that’s in our hearts
can lick us in the time it takes to bat your eye. It ain’t always
losin’ someone you love that does it, like it done Mr. O’Hara.
Everybody’s mainspring is different. And I want to say this—folks
whose mainsprings are busted are better dead. There ain’t no place
for them in the world these days, and they’re happier bein’ dead.
… That’s why I’m sayin’ you all ain’t got no cause to
grieve for Mr. O’Hara now. The time to grieve was back when Sherman
come through and he lost Mrs. O’Hara. Now that his body’s gone to
join his heart, I don’t see that we got reason to mourn, unless
we’re pretty damned selfish, and I’m sayin’ it who loved him
like he was my own pa. … There won’t be no more words said, if
you folks don’t mind. The family is too cut up to listen and it
wouldn’t be no kindness to them.”
Will stopped and, turning to Mrs.
Tarleton, he said in a lower voice: “I wonder couldn’t you take
Scarlett in the house, Ma’m? It ain’t right for her to be
standin’ in the sun so long. And Grandma Fontaine don’t look any
too peart neither, meanin’ no disrespect,”
Startled at the abrupt switching from
the eulogy to herself, Scarlett went red with embarrassment as all
eyes turned toward her. Why should Will advertise her already obvious
pregnancy? She gave him a shamed indignant look, but Will’s placid
gaze bore her down.
“Please,” his look said. “I know
what I’m doin’.”
Already he was the man of the house
and, not wishing to make a scene, Scarlett turned helplessly to Mrs.
Tarleton. That lady, suddenly diverted, as Will had intended, from
thoughts of Suellen to the always fascinating matter of breeding, be
it animal or human, took Scarlett’s arm.
“Come in the house, honey.”
Her face took on a look of kind,
absorbed interest and Scarlett suffered herself to be led through the
crowd that gave way and made a narrow path for her. There was a
sympathetic murmuring as she passed and several hands went out to pat
her comfortingly. When she came abreast Grandma Fontaine, the old
lady put out a skinny claw and said: “Give me your arm, child,”
and added with a fierce glance at Sally and Young Miss: “No, don’t
you come. I don’t want you.”
They passed slowly through the crowd
which closed behind them and went up the shady path toward the house,
Mrs. Tarleton’s eager helping hand so strong under Scarlett’s
elbow that she was almost lifted from the ground at each step.
“Now, why did Will do that?” cried
Scarlett heatedly, when they were out of earshot. “He practically
said: ‘Look at her! She’s going to have a baby!’ ”
“Well, sake’s alive, you are,
aren’t you?” said Mrs. Tarleton. “Will did right It was foolish
of you to stand in the hot sun when you might have fainted and had a
miscarriage.”
“Will wasn’t bothered about her
miscarrying,” said Grandma, a little breathless as she labored
across the front yard toward the steps. There was a grim, knowing
smile on her face. “Will’s smart. He didn’t want either you or
me, Beetrice, at the graveside. He was scared of what we’d say and
he knew this was the only way to get rid of us. … And it was more
than that. He didn’t want Scarlett to hear the clods dropping on
the coffin. And he’s right. Just remember, Scarlett, as long as you
don’t hear that sound, folks aren’t actually dead to you. But
once you hear it … Well, it’s the most dreadfully final sound in
the world. … Help me up the steps, child, and give me a hand,
Beetrice. Scarlett don’t any more need your arm than she needs
crutches and I’m not so peart, as Will observed. … Will knew you
were your father’s pet and he didn’t want to make it worse for
you than it already was. He figured it wouldn’t be so bad for your
sisters. Suellen has her shame to sustain her and Carreen her God.
But you’ve got nothing to sustain you, have you, child?”
“No,” answered Scarlett, helping
the old lady up the Steps, faintly surprised at the truth that
sounded in the reedy old voice. “I’ve never had anything to
sustain me—except Mother.”
“But when you lost her, you found you
could stand alone, didn’t you? Well, some folks can’t. Your pa
was one. Will’s right. Don’t you grieve. He couldn’t get along
without Ellen and he’s happier where he is. Just like I’ll be
happier when I join the Old Doctor.”
She spoke without any desire for
sympathy and the two gave her none. She spoke as briskly and
naturally as if her husband were alive and in Jonesboro and a short
buggy ride would bring them together. Grandma was too old and had
seen too much to fear death.
“But—you can stand alone too,”
said Scarlett.
“Yes, but it’s powerful
uncomfortable at times.”
“Look here, Grandma,” interrupted
Mrs. Tarleton, “you ought not to talk to Scarlett like that. She’s
upset enough already. What with her trip down here and that tight
dress and her grief and the heat, she’s got enough to make her
miscarry without your adding to it, talking grief and sorrow.”
“God’s nightgown!” cried Scarlett
in irritation. I’m not upset! And I’m not one of those sickly
miscarrying fools!”
“You never can tell,” said Mrs.
Tarleton omnisciently. “I lost my first when I saw a bull gore one
of our darkies and—you remember my red mare, Nellie? Now, there was
the healthiest-looking mare you ever saw but she was nervous and high
strung and if I didn’t watch her, she’d—”
“Beatrice, hush,” said Grandma.
“Scarlett wouldn’t miscarry on a bet. Let’s us sit here in the
hall where it’s cool. There’s a nice draft through here. Now, you
go fetch us a glass of buttermilk, Beetrice, if there’s any in the
kitchen. Or look in the pantry and see if there’s any wine. I could
do with a glass. We’ll sit here till the folks come up to say
good-by.”
“Scarlett ought to be in bed,”
insisted Mrs. Tarleton, running her eyes over her with the expert air
of one who calculated a pregnancy to the last-minute of its length.
“Get going,” said Grandma, giving
her a prod with her cane, and Mrs. Tarleton went toward the kitchen,
throwing her hat carelessly on the sideboard and running her hands
through her damp red hair.
Scarlett lay back in her chair and
unbuttoned the two top buttons of her tight basque, it was cool and
dim in the high-ceilinged hall and the vagrant draft that went from
back to front of the house was refreshing after the heat of the sun.
She looked across the hall into the parlor where Gerald had lain and,
wrenching her thoughts from him, looked up at the portrait of Grandma
Robillard hanging above the fireplace. The bayonet-scarred portrait
with its high-piled hair, half-exposed breasts and cool insolence
had, as always, a tonic effect upon her.
“I don’t know which hit Beetrice
Tarleton worse, losing her boys or her horses,” said Grandma
Fontaine. “She never did pay much mind to Jim or her girls, you
know. She’s one of those folks Will was talking about. Her
mainspring’s busted. Sometimes I wonder if she won’t go the way
your pa went. She wasn’t ever happy unless horses or humans were
breeding right in her face and none of her girls are married or got
any prospects of catching husbands in this county, so she’s got
nothing to occupy her mind. If she wasn’t such a lady at heart,
she’d be downright common. … Was Will telling the truth about
marrying Suellen?”
“Yes,” said Scarlett, looking the
old lady full in the eye. Goodness, she could remember the time when
she was scared to death of Grandma Fontaine! Well, she’d grown up
since then and she’d just as soon as not tell her to go to the
devil if she meddled in affairs at Tara.
“He could do better,” said Grandma
candidly.
“Indeed?” said Scarlett haughtily.
“Come off your high horse, Miss,”
said the old lady tartly. “I shan’t attack your precious sister,
though I might have if I’d stayed at the burying ground. What I
mean is with the scarcity of men in the neighborhood, Will could
marry most any of the girls. There’s Beatrice’s four wild cats
and the Munroe girls and the McRae—”
“He’s going to marry Sue and that’s
that.”
“She’s lucky to get him.”
“Tara is lucky to get him.”
“You love this place, don’t you?”
“Yes.”
“So much that you don’t mind your
sister marrying out of her class as long as you have a man around to
care for Tara?”
“Class?” said Scarlett, startled at
the idea. “Class? What does class matter now, so long as a girl
gets a husband who can take care of her?”
“That’s a debatable question,”
said Old Miss. “Some folks would say you were talking common sense.
Others would say you were letting down bars that ought never be
lowered one inch. Will’s certainly not quality folks and some of
your people were.”
Her sharp old eyes went to the portrait
of Grandma Robillard.
Scarlett thought of Will, lank,
unimpressive, mild, eternally chewing a straw, his whole appearance
deceptively devoid of energy, like that of most Crackers. He did not
have behind him a long line of ancestors of wealth, prominence and
blood. The first of Will’s family to set foot on Georgia soil might
even have been one of Oglethorpe’s debtors or a bond servant. Will
had not been to college. In fact, four years in a backwoods school
was all the education he had ever had. He was honest and he was
loyal, he was patient and he was hard working, but certainly he was
not quality. Undoubtedly by Robillard standards, Suellen was coming
down in the world.
“So you approve of Will coming into
your family?”
“Yes,” answered Scarlett fiercely,
ready to pounce upon the old lady at the first words of condemnation.
“You may kiss me,” said Grandma
surprisingly, and she smiled in her most approving manner. “I never
liked you much till now, Scarlett. You were always hard as a hickory
nut, even as a child, and I don’t like hard females, barring
myself. But I do like the way you meet things. You don’t make a
fuss about things that can’t be helped, even if they are
disagreeable. You take your fences cleanly like a good hunter.”
Scarlett smiled uncertainly and pecked
obediently at the withered cheek presented to her. It was pleasant to
hear approving words again, even if she had little idea what they
meant.
“There’s plenty of folks hereabouts
who’ll have something to say about you letting Sue marry a
Cracker—for all that everybody likes Will. They’ll say in one
breath what a fine man he is and how terrible it is for an O’Hara
girl to marry beneath her. But don’t you let it bother you.”
“I’ve never bothered about what
people said.”
“So I’ve heard.” There was a hint
of acid in the old voice. “Well, don’t bother about what folks
say. It’ll probably be a very successful marriage. Of course,
Will’s always going to look like a Cracker and marriage won’t
improve his grammar any. And, even if he makes a mint of money, he’ll
never lend any shine and sparkle to Tara, like your father did.
Crackers are short on sparkle. But Will’s a gentleman at heart.
He’s got the right instincts. Nobody but a born gentleman could
have put his finger on what is wrong with us as accurately as he just
did, down there at the burying. The whole world can’t lick us but
we can lick ourselves by longing too hard for things we haven’t got
any more—and by remembering too much. Yes, Will will do well by
Suellen and by Tara.”
“Then you approve of me letting him
marry her?”
“God, no!” The old voice was tired
and bitter but vigorous. “Approve of Crackers marrying into old
families? Bah! Would I approve of breeding scrub stock to
thoroughbreds? Oh, Crackers are good and solid and honest but—”
“But you said you thought it would be
a successful match!” cried Scarlett bewildered.
“Oh, I think it’s good for Suellen
to marry Will—to marry anybody for that matter, because she needs a
husband bad. And where else could she get one? And where else could
you get as good a manager for Tara? But that doesn’t mean I like
the situation any better than you do.”
But I do like it, thought Scarlett
trying to grasp the old lady’s meaning. I’m glad Will is going to
marry her. Why should she think I minded? She’s taking it for
granted that I do mind, just like her.
She felt puzzled and a little ashamed,
as always when people attributed to her emotions and motives they
possessed and thought she shared.
Grandma fanned herself with her
palmetto leaf and went on briskly: “I don’t approve of the match
any more than you do but I’m practical and so are you. And when it
comes to something that’s unpleasant but can’t be helped, I don’t
see any sense in screaming and kicking about it. That’s no way to
meet the ups and downs of life. I know because my family and the Old
Doctor’s family have had more than our share of ups and downs. And
if we folks have a motto, it’s this: ‘Don’t holler—smile and
bide your time.’ We’ve survived a passel of things that way,
smiling and biding our time, and we’ve gotten to be experts at
surviving. We had to be. We’ve always bet on the wrong horses. Run
out of France with the Huguenots, run out of England with the
Cavaliers, run out of Scotland with Bonnie Prince Charlie, run out of
Haiti by the niggers and now licked by the Yankees. But we always
turn up on top in a few years. You know why?”
She cocked her head and Scarlett
thought she looked like nothing so much as an old, knowing parrot.
“No, I don’t know, I’m sure,”
she answered politely. But she was heartily bored, even as she had
been the day when Grandma launched on her memories of the Creek
uprising.
“Well, this is the reason. We bow to
the inevitable. We’re not wheat, we’re buckwheat! When a storm
comes along it flattens ripe wheat because it’s dry and can’t
bend with the wind. But ripe buckwheat’s got sap in it and it
bends. And when the wind has passed, it springs up almost as straight
and strong as before. We aren’t a stiff-necked tribe. We’re
mighty limber when a hard wind’s blowing, because we know it pays
to be limber. When trouble comes we bow to the inevitable without any
mouthing, and we work and we smile and we bide our time. And we play
along with lesser folks and we take what we can get from them. And
when we’re strong enough, we kick the folks whose necks we’ve
climbed over. That, my child, is the secret of the survival.” And
after a pause, she added: “I pass it on to you.”
The old lady cackled, as if she were
amused by her words, despite the venom in them. She looked as if she
expected some comment from Scarlett but the words had made little
sense to her and she could think of nothing to say.
“No, sir,” Old Miss went on, “our
folks get flattened out but they rise up again, and that’s more
than I can say for plenty of people not so far away from here. Look
at Cathleen Calvert. You can see what she’s come to. Poor white!
And a heap lower than the man she married. Look at the McRae family.
Flat to the ground, helpless, don’t know what to do, don’t know
how to do anything. Won’t even try. They spend their time whining
about the good old days. And look at—well, look at nearly anybody
in this County except my Alex and my Sally and you and Jim Tarleton
and his girls and some others. The rest have gone under because they
didn’t have any sap in them, because they didn’t have the
gumption to rise up again. There never was anything to those folks
but money and darkies, and now that the money and darkies are gone,
those folks will be Cracker in another generation.”
“You forgot the Wilkes.”
“No, I didn’t forget them. I just
thought I’d be polite and not mention them, seeing that Ashley’s
a guest under this roof. But seeing as how you’ve brought up their
names—look at them! There’s India who from all I hear is a
dried-up old maid already, giving herself all kinds of widowed airs
because Stu Tarleton was killed and not making any effort to forget
him and try to catch another man. Of course, she’s old but she
could catch some widower with a big family if she tried. And poor
Honey was always a man-crazy fool with no more sense than a guinea
hen. And as for Ashley, look at him!”
“Ashley is a very fine man,” began
Scarlett hotly.
“I never said he wasn’t but he’s
as helpless as a turtle on his back. If the Wilkes family pulls
through these hard times, it’ll be Melly who pulls them through.
Not Ashley.”
“Melly! Lord, Grandma! What are you
talking about? I’ve lived with Melly long enough to know she’s
sickly and scared and hasn’t the gumption to say Boo to a goose.”
“Now why on earth should anyone want
to say Boo to a goose? It always sounded like a waste of time to me.
She might not say Boo to a goose but she’d say Boo to the world or
the Yankee government or anything else that threatened her precious
Ashley or her boy or her notions of gentility. Her way isn’t your
way, Scarlett, or my way. It’s the way your mother would have acted
if she’d lived. Melly puts me in mind of your mother when she was
young. … And maybe she’ll pull the Wilkes family through.”
“Oh, Melly’s a well-meaning little
ninny. But you are very unjust to Ashley. He’s—”
“Oh, foot! Ashley was bred to read
books and nothing else. That doesn’t help a man pull himself out of
a tough fix, like we’re all in now. From what I hear, he’s the
worst plow hand in the County! Now you just compare him with my Alex!
Before the war, Alex was the most worthless dandy in the world and he
never had a thought beyond a new cravat and getting drunk and
shooting somebody and chasing girls who were no better than they
should be. But look at him now! He learned farming because he had to
learn. He’d have starved and so would all of us. Now he raises the
best cotton in the County—yes, Miss! It’s a heap better than Tara
cotton!—and he knows what to do with hogs and chickens. Ha! He’s
a fine boy for all his bad temper. He knows how to bide his time and
change with changing ways and when all this Reconstruction misery is
over, you’re going to see my Alex as rich a man as his father and
his grandfather were. But Ashley—”
Scarlett was smarting at the slight to
Ashley.
“It all sounds like tootle to me,”
she said coldly.
“Well, it shouldn’t,” said
Grandma, fastening a sharp eye upon her. “For it’s just exactly
the course you’ve been following since you went to Atlanta. Oh,
yes! We hear of your didoes, even if we are buried down here in the
country. You’ve changed with the changing times too. We hear how
you suck up to the Yankees and the white trash and the new-rich
Carpetbaggers to get money out of them. Butter doesn’t melt in your
mouth from all I can hear. Well, go to it, I say. And get every cent
out of them you can, but when you’ve got enough money, kick them in
the face, because they can’t serve you any longer. Be sure you do
that and do it properly, for trash hanging onto your coat tails can
ruin you.”
Scarlett looked at her, her brow
wrinkling with the effort to digest the words. They still didn’t
make much sense and she was still angry at Ashley being called a
turtle on his back.
“I think you’re wrong about
Ashley,” she said abruptly.
“Scarlett, you just aren’t smart.”
“That’s your opinion,” said
Scarlett rudely, wishing it were permissible to smack old ladies’
jaws.
“Oh, you’re smart enough about
dollars and cents. That’s a man’s way of being smart. But you
aren’t smart at all like a woman. You aren’t a speck smart about
folks.”
Scarlett’s eyes began to snap fire
and her hands to clench and unclench.
“I’ve made you good and mad,
haven’t I?” asked the old lady, smiling. “Well, I aimed to do
just that.”
“Oh, you did, did you? And why,
pray?”
“I had good and plenty reasons.”
Grandma sank back in her chair and
Scarlett suddenly realized that she looked very tired and incredibly
old. The tiny clawlike hands folded over the fan were yellow and waxy
as a dead person’s. The anger went out of Scarlett’s heart as a
thought came to her. She leaned over and took one of the hands in
hers.
“You’re a mighty sweet old liar,”
she said. “You didn’t mean a word of all this rigmarole. You’ve
just been talking to keep my mind off Pa, haven’t you?”
“Don’t fiddle with me!” said Old
Miss grumpily, Jerking away her hand. “Partly for that reason,
partly because what I’ve been telling you is the truth and you’re
just too stupid to realize it.”
But she smiled a little and took the
sting from her words. Scarlett’s heart emptied itself of wrath
about Ashley. It was nice to know Grandma hadn’t meant any of it.
“Thank you, just the same. It was
nice of you to talk to me—and I’m glad to know you’re with me
about Will and Suellen, even if—even if a lot of other people do
disapprove.”
Mrs. Tarleton came down the hall,
carrying two glasses of buttermilk. She did all domestic things badly
and the glasses were slopping over.
“I had to go clear to the spring
house to get it,” she said. “Drink it quick because the folks are
coming up from the burying ground. Scarlett, are you really going to
let Suellen marry Will? Not that he isn’t a sight too good for her
but you know he is a Cracker and—”
Scarlett’s eyes met those of Grandma.
There was a wicked sparkle in the old eyes that found an answer in
her own.
CHAPTER XLI
WHEN THE LAST GOOD-BY had been said and
the last sound of wheels and hooves died away, Scarlett went into
Ellen’s office and removed a gleaming object from where she had
hidden it the night before between the yellowed papers in the
pigeon-holes of the secretary. Hearing Pork sniffling in the dining
room as he went about laying the table for dinner she called to him.
He came to her, his black face as forlorn as a lost and masterless
hound.
“Pork,” she said sternly, “you
cry just once more and I’ll—I’ll cry, too. You’ve got to
stop.”
“Yas’m. Ah try but eve’y time Ah
try Ah thinks of Mist’ Gerald an’—”
“Well, don’t think. I can stand
everybody else’s tears but not yours. There.” she broke off
gently, “don’t you see? I can’t stand yours because I know how
you loved him. Blow your nose, Pork. I’ve got a present for you.”
A little interest flickered in Pork’s
eyes as he blew his nose loudly but it was more politeness than
interest.
“You remember that night you got shot
robbing somebody’s hen house?”
“Lawd Gawd, Miss Scarlett! Ah ain’
never—”
“Well, you did, so don’t lie to me
about it at this late date. You remember I said I was going to give
you a watch for being so faithful?”
“Yas’m, Ah ‘members. Ah figgered
you’d done fergot.”
“No, I didn’t forget and here it
is.”
She held out for him a massive gold
watch, heavily embossed, from which dangled a chain with many fobs
and seals.
“Fo’ Gawd, Miss Scarlett!” cried
Pork. “Dat’s Mist’ Gerald’s watch! Ah done seen him look at
dat watch a milyun times!”
“Yes, it’s Pa’s watch, Pork, and
I’m giving it to you. Take it.”
“Oh, no’m!” Pork retreated in
horror. “Dat’s a w’ite gempmum’s watch an’ Mist’ Gerald’s
ter boot. Huccome you talk ‘bout givin’ it ter me, Miss Scarlett?
Dat watch belong by rights ter lil Wade Hampton.”
“It belongs to you. What did Wade
Hampton ever do for Pa? Did he look after him when he was sick and
feeble? Did he bathe him and dress him and shave him? Did he stick by
him when the Yankees came? Did he steal for him? Don’t be a fool,
Pork. If ever anyone deserved a watch, you do, and I know Pa would
approve. Here.”
She picked up the black hand and laid
the watch in the palm. Pork gazed at it reverently and slowly delight
spread over his face.
“Fer me, truly, Miss Scarlett?”
“Yes, indeed.”
“Well’m—thankee, Ma’m.”
“Would you like for me to take it to
Atlanta and have it engraved?”
“Whut’s dis engrabed mean?”
Pork’s voice was suspicious.
“It means to put writing on the back
of it, like—like ‘To Pork from the O’Haras—Well done good and
faithful servant.’ ”
“No’m—thankee. Ma’m. Never mind
de engrabin’.” Pork retreated a step, clutching the watch firmly.
A little smile twitched her lips.
“What’s the matter, Pork? Don’t
you trust me to bring it back?”
“Yas’m, Ah trus’es you—only,
well’m, you mout change yo’ mind.”
“I wouldn’t do that.”
“Well’m, you mout sell it. Ah spec
it’s wuth a heap.”
“Do you think I’d sell Pa’s
watch?”
“Yas’m—ef you needed de money.”
“You ought to be beat for that, Pork.
I’ve a mind to take the watch back.”
“No’m, you ain’!” The first
faint smile of the day showed on Pork’s grief-worn face. “Ah
knows you— An’ Miss Scarlett—”
“Yes, Pork?”
“Ef you wuz jes’ half as nice ter
w’ite folks as you is ter niggers, Ah spec de worl’ would treat
you better.”
“It treats me well enough,” she
said. “Now, go find Mr. Ashley and tell him I want to see him here,
right away.”
Ashley sat on Ellen’s little writing
chair, his long body dwarfing the frail bit of furniture while
Scarlett offered him a half-interest in the mill. Not once did his
eyes meet hers and he spoke no word of interruption. He sat looking
down at his hands, turning them over slowly, inspecting first palms
and then backs, as though he had never seen them before. Despite hard
work, they were still slender and sensitive looking and remarkably
well tended for a farmer’s hands.
His bowed head and silence disturbed
her a little and she redoubled her efforts to make the mill sound
attractive. She brought to bear, too, all the charm of smile and
glance she possessed but they were wasted, for he did not raise his
eyes. If he would only look at her! She made no mention of the
information Will had given her of Ashley’s determination to go
North and spoke with the outward assumption that no obstacle stood in
the way of his agreement with her plan. Still he did not speak and
finally, her words trailed into silence. There was a determined
squareness about his slender shoulders that alarmed her. Surely he
wouldn’t refuse! What earthly reason could he have for refusing?
“Ashley,” she began again and
paused. She had not intended using her pregnancy as an argument, had
shrunk from the thought of Ashley even seeing her so bloated and
ugly, but as her other persuasions seemed to have made no impression,
she decided to use it and her helplessness as a last card.
“You must come to Atlanta. I do need
your help so badly now, because I can’t look after the mills. It
may be months before I can because—you see—well, because …”
“Please!” he said roughly. “Good
God, Scarlett!”
He rose and went abruptly to the window
and stood with his back to her, watching the solemn single file of
ducks parade across the barnyard.
“Is that—is that why you won’t
look at me?” she questioned forlornly. “I know I look—”
He swung around in a flash and his gray
eyes met hers with an intensity that made her hands go to her throat.
“Damn your looks!” he said with a
swift violence. “You know you always look beautiful to me.”
Happiness flooded her until her eyes
were liquid with tears.
“How sweet of you to say that! For I
was so ashamed to let you see me—”
“You ashamed? Why should you be
ashamed? I’m the one to feel shame and I do. If it hadn’t been
for my stupidity you wouldn’t be in this fix. You’d never have
married Frank. I should never have let you leave Tara last winter.
Oh, fool that I was! I should have known you—known you were
desperate, so desperate that you’d—I should have—I should
have—” His face went haggard.
Scarlett’s heart beat wildly. He was
regretting that he had not run away with her!
“The least I could have done was go
out and commit highway robbery or murder to get the tax money for you
when you had taken us in as beggars. Oh, I messed it up all the way
around!”
Her heart contracted with
disappointment and some of the happiness went from her, for these
were not the words she hoped to hear.
“I would have gone anyway,” she
said tiredly. “I couldn’t have let you do anything like that. And
anyway, it’s done now.”
“Yes, it’s done now,” he said
with slow bitterness. “You wouldn’t have let me do anything
dishonorable but you would sell yourself to a man you didn’t
love—and bear his child, so that my family and I wouldn’t starve.
It was kind of you to shelter my helplessness.”
The edge in his voice spoke of a raw,
unhealed wound that ached within him and his words brought shame to
her eyes. He was swift to see it and his face changed to gentleness.
“You didn’t think I was blaming
you? Dear God, Scarlett! No. You are the bravest woman I’ve ever
known. It’s myself I’m blaming.”
He turned and looked out of the window
again and the shoulders presented to her gaze did not look quite so
square. Scarlett waited a long moment in silence, hoping that Ashley
would return to the mood in which he spoke of her beauty, hoping he
would say more words that she could treasure. It had been so long
since she had seen him and she had lived on memories until they were
worn thin. She knew he still loved her. That fact was evident, in
every line of him, in every bitter, self-condemnatory word, in his
resentment at her bearing Frank’s child. She so longed to hear him
say it in words, longed to speak words herself that would provoke a
confession, but she dared not. She remembered her promise given last
winter in the orchard, that she would never again throw herself at
his head. Sadly she knew that promise must be kept if Ashley were to
remain near her. One cry from her of love and longing, one look that
pleaded for his arms, and the matter would be settled forever. Ashley
would surely go to New York. And he must not go away.
“Oh, Ashley, don’t blame yourself!
How could it be your fault? You will come to Atlanta and help me,
won’t you?”
“No.”
“But, Ashley,” her voice was
beginning to break with anguish and disappointment, “But I’d
counted on you. I do need you so. Frank can’t help me. He’s so
busy with the store and if you don’t come I don’t know where I
can get a man! Everybody in Atlanta who is smart is busy with his own
affairs and the others are so incompetent and—”
“It’s no use, Scarlett.”
“You mean you’d rather go to New
York and live among Yankees than come to Atlanta?”
“Who told you that?” He turned and
faced her, faint annoyance wrinkling his forehead.
“Will.”
“Yes, I’ve decided to go North. An
old friend who made the Grand Tour with me before the war has offered
me a position in his father’s bank. It’s better so, Scarlett. I’d
be no good to you. I know nothing of the lumber business.”
“But you know less about banking and
it’s much harder! And I know I’d make far more allowances for
your inexperience than Yankees would!”
He winced and she knew she had said the
wrong thing. He turned and looked out of the window again.
“I don’t want allowances made for
me. I want to stand on my own feet for what I’m worth. What have I
done with my life, up till now? It’s time I made something of
myself—or went down through my own fault. I’ve been your
pensioner too long already.”
“But I’m offering you a
half-interest in the mill, Ashley! You would be standing on your own
feet because—you see, it would be your own business.”
“It would amount to the same thing.
I’d not be buying the half-interest I’d be taking it as a gift
And I’ve taken too many gifts from you already, Scarlett—food and
shelter and even clothes for myself and Melanie and the baby. And
I’ve given you nothing in return.”
“Oh, but you have! Will couldn’t
have—”
“I can split kindling very nicely
now.”
“Oh, Ashley!” she cried
despairingly, tears in her eyes at the jeering note in his voice.
“What has happened to you since I’ve been gone? You sound so hard
and bitter! You didn’t used to be this way.”
“What’s happened? A very remarkable
thing, Scarlett. I’ve been thinking. I don’t believe I really
thought from the time of the surrender until you went away from here.
I was in a state of suspended animation and it was enough that I had
something to eat and a bed to lie on. But when you went to Atlanta,
shouldering a man’s burden, I saw myself as much less than a
man—much less, indeed, than a woman. Such thoughts aren’t
pleasant to live with and I do not intend to live with them any
longer. Other men came out of the war with less than I had, and look
at them now. So I’m going to New York.”
“But—I don’t understand! If it’s
work you want, why won’t Atlanta do as well as New York? And my
mill—”
“No, Scarlett This is my last chance.
I’ll go North. If I go to Atlanta and work for you, I’m lost
forever.”
The word “lost—lost—lost”
dinged frighteningly in her heart like a death bell sounding. Her
eyes went quickly to his but they were wide and crystal gray and they
were looking through her and beyond her at some fate she could not
see, could not understand.
“Lost? Do you mean—have you done
something the Atlanta Yankees can get you for? I mean, about helping
Tony get away or—or— Oh, Ashley, you aren’t in the Ku Klux, are
you?”
His remote eyes came back to her
swiftly and he smiled a brief smile that never reached his eyes.
“I had forgotten you were so literal.
No, it’s not the Yankees I’m afraid of. I mean if I go to Atlanta
and take help from you again, I bury forever any hope of ever
standing alone.”
“Oh,” she sighed in quick relief,
“if it’s only that!
“Yes,” and he smiled again, the
smile more wintry than before. “Only that. Only my masculine pride,
my self-respect and, if you choose to so call it, my immortal soul.”
“But,” she swung around on another
tack, “you could gradually buy the mill from me and it would be
your own and then—”
“Scarlett,” he interrupted
fiercely, “I tell you, no! There are other reasons.”
“What reasons?”
“You know my reasons better than
anyone in the world.”
“Oh—that? But—that’ll be all
right,” she assured swiftly. “I promised, you know, out in the
orchard, last winter and I’ll keep my promise and—”
“Then you are surer of yourself than
I am. I could not count on myself to keep such a promise. I should
not have said that but I had to make you understand. Scarlett, I will
not talk of this any more. It’s finished. When Will and Suellen
marry, I am going to New York.”
His eyes, wide and stormy, met hers for
an instant and then he went swiftly across the room. His hand was on
the door knob. Scarlett stared at him in agony. The interview was
ended and she had lost. Suddenly weak from the strain and sorrow of
the last day and the present disappointment, her nerves broke
abruptly and she screamed: “Oh, Ashley!” And, flinging herself
down on the sagging sofa, she burst into wild crying.
She heard his uncertain footsteps
leaving the door and his helpless voice saying- her name over and
over above her head. There was a swift pattering of feet racing up
the hall from the kitchen and Melanie burst into the room, her eyes
wide with alarm.
“Scarlett … the baby isn’t … ?”
Scarlett burrowed her head in the dusty
upholstery and screamed again.
“Ashley—he’s so mean! So doggoned
mean—so hateful!”
“Oh, Ashley, what have you done to
her?” Melanie threw herself on the floor beside the sofa and
gathered Scarlett into her arms. “What have you said? How could
you! You might bring on the baby! There, my darling, put your head on
Melanie’s shoulder! What is wrong?”
“Ashley—he’s so—so bullheaded
and hateful!”
“Ashley, I’m surprised at you!
Upsetting her so much and in her condition and Mr. O’Hara hardly in
his grave!”
“Don’t you fuss at him!” cried
Scarlett illogically, raising her head abruptly from Melanie’s
shoulder, her coarse black hair tumbling out from its net and her
face streaked with tears. “He’s got a right to do as he pleases!”
“Melanie,” said Ashley, his face
white, “let me explain. Scarlett was kind enough to offer me a
position in Atlanta as manager of one of her mills—”
“Manager!” cried Scarlett
indignantly. I offered him a half-interest and he—”
“And I told her I had already made
arrangements for us to go North and she—”
“Oh,” cried Scarlett, beginning to
sob again, “I told him and told him how much I needed him—how I
couldn’t get anybody to manage the mill—how I was going to have
this baby—and he refused to come! And now—now, I’ll have to
sell the mill and I know I can’t get anything like a good price for
it and I’ll lose money and I guess maybe we’ll starve, but he
won’t care. He’s so mean!”
She burrowed her head back into
Melanie’s thin shoulder and some of the real anguish went from her
as a flicker of hope woke in her. She could sense that in Melanie’s
devoted heart she had an ally, feel Melanie’s indignation that
anyone, even her beloved husband, should make Scarlett cry. Melanie
flew at Ashley like a small determined dove and pecked him for the
first time in her life.
“Ashley, how could you refuse her?
And after all she’s done for us! How ungrateful you make us appear!
And she so helpless now with the bab— How unchivalrous of you! She
helped us when we needed help and now you deny her when she needs
you!”
Scarlett peeped slyly at Ashley and saw
surprise and uncertainty plain in his face as he looked into
Melanie’s dark indignant eyes. Scarlett was surprised, too, at the
vigor of Melanie’s attack, for she knew Melanie considered her
husband beyond wifely reproaches and thought his decisions second
only to God’s.
“Melanie …” he began and then
threw out his hands helplessly.
“Ashley, how can you hesitate? Think
what she’s done for us—for me! I’d have died in Atlanta when
Beau came if it hadn’t been for her! And she—yes, she killed a
Yankee, defending us. Did you know that? She killed a man for us. And
she worked and slaved before you and Will came home, just to keep
food in our mouths. And when I think of her plowing and picking
cotton, I could just— Oh, my darling!” And she swooped her head
and kissed Scarlett’s tumbled hair in fierce loyalty. “And now
the first time she asks us to do something for her—”
“You don’t need to tell me what she
has done for us.”
“And Ashley, just think! Besides
helping her, just think what it’ll mean for us to live in Atlanta
among our own people and not have to live with Yankees! There’ll be
Auntie and Uncle Henry and all our friends, and Beau can have lots of
playmates and go to school. If we went North, we couldn’t let him
go to school and associate with Yankee children and have pickaninnies
in his class! We’d have to have a governess and I don’t see how
we’d afford—”
“Melanie,” said Ashley and his
voice was deadly quiet, “do you really want to go to Atlanta so
badly? You never said so when we talked about going to New York. You
never intimated—”
“Oh, but when we talked about going
to New York, I thought there was nothing for you in Atlanta and,
besides, it wasn’t my place to say anything. It’s a wife’s duty
to go where her husband goes. But now that Scarlett needs us so and
has a position that only you can fill we can go home! Home!” Her
voice was rapturous as she squeezed Scarlett. “And I’ll see Five
Points again and Peachtree road and— and— Oh, how I’ve missed
them all! And maybe we could have a little home of our own! I
wouldn’t care how little and tacky it was but—a home of our own!”
Her eyes blazed with enthusiasm and
happiness and the two stared at her, Ashley with a queer stunned
look, Scarlett with surprise mingled with shame. It had never
occurred to her that Melanie missed Atlanta so much and longed to be
back, longed for a home of her own. She had seemed so contented at
Tara it came to Scarlett as a shock that she was homesick.
“Oh Scarlett, how good of you to plan
all this for us! You knew how I longed for home!”
As usual when confronted by Melanie’s
habit of attributing worthy motives where no worth existed, Scarlett
was ashamed and irritated, and suddenly she could not meet either
Ashley’s or Melanie’s eyes.
“We could get a little house of our
own. Do you realize that we’ve been married five years and never
had a home?”
“You can stay with us at Aunt
Pitty’s. That’s your home,” mumbled Scarlett, toying with a
pillow and keeping her eyes down to hide dawning triumph in them as
she felt the tide turning her way.
“No, but thank you just the same,
darling. That would crowd us so. We’ll get a house— Oh, Ashley,
do say Yes!”
“Scarlett,” said Ashley and his
voice was toneless, “look at me.”
Startled, she looked up and met gray
eyes that were bitter and full of tired futility.
“Scarlett, I will come to Atlanta. …
I cannot fight you both.”
He turned and walked out of the room.
Some of the triumph in her heart was dulled by a nagging fear. The
look in his eyes when he spoke had been the same as when he said he
would be lost forever if he came to Atlanta.
After Suellen and Will married and
Carreen went off to Charleston to the convent, Ashley, Melanie and
Beau came to Atlanta, bringing Dilcey with them to cook and nurse.
Prissy and Pork were left at Tara until such a time as Will could get
other darkies to help him in the fields and then they, too, would
come to town.
The little brick house that Ashley took
for his family was on Ivy Street directly behind Aunt Pitty’s house
and the two back yards ran together, divided only by a ragged
overgrown privet hedge. Melanie had chosen it especially for this
reason. She said, on the first morning of her return to Atlanta as
she laughed and cried and embraced Scarlett and Aunt Pitty, she had
been separated from her loved ones for so long that she could never
be close enough to them again.
The house had originally been two
stories high but the upper floor had been destroyed by shells during
the siege and the owner, returning after the surrender, had lacked
the money to replace it. He had contented himself with putting a flat
roof on the remaining first floor which gave the building the squat,
disproportionate look of a child’s playhouse built of shoe boxes.
The house was high from the ground, built over a large cellar, and
the long sweeping flight of stairs which reached it made it look
slightly ridiculous. But the flat, squashed look of the place was
partly redeemed by the two fine old oaks which shaded it and a
dusty-leaved magnolia, splotched with white blossoms, standing beside
the front steps. The lawn was wide and green with thick clover and
bordering it was a straggling, unkempt privet hedge, interlaced with
sweet-smelling honeysuckle vines. Here and there in the grass, roses
threw out sprangles from crushed old stems and pink and white crêpe
myrtle bloomed as valiantly as if war had not passed over their heads
and Yankee horses gnawed their boughs.
Scarlett thought it quite the ugliest
dwelling she had ever seen but, to Melanie, Twelve Oaks in all its
grandeur had not been more beautiful. It was home and she and Ashley
and Beau were at last together under their own roof.
India Wilkes came back from Macon,
where she and Honey had lived since 1864, and took up her residence
with her brother, crowding the occupants of the little house. But
Ashley and Melanie welcomed her. Times had changed, money was scarce,
but nothing had altered the rule of Southern life that families
always made room gladly for indigent or unmarried female relatives.
Honey had married and, so India said,
married beneath her, a coarse Westerner from Mississippi who had
settled in Macon. He had a red face and a loud voice and jolly ways.
India had not approved of the match and, not approving, had not been
happy in her brother-in-law’s home. She welcomed the news that
Ashley now had a home of his own, so she could remove herself from
uncongenial surroundings and also from the distressing sight of her
sister so fatuously happy with a man unworthy of her.
The rest of the family privately
thought that the giggling and simple-minded Honey had done far better
than could be expected and they marveled that she had caught any man.
Her husband was a gentleman and a man of some means; but to India,
born in Georgia and reared in Virginia traditions, anyone not from
the eastern seaboard was a boor and a barbarian. Probably Honey’s
husband was as happy to be relieved of her company as she was to
leave him, for India was not easy to live with these days.
The mantle of spinsterhood was
definitely on her shoulders now. She was twenty-five and looked it,
and so there was no longer any need for her to try to be attractive.
Her pale lashless eyes looked directly and uncompromisingly upon the
world and her thin lips were ever set in haughty tightness. There was
an air of dignity and pride about her now that, oddly enough, became
her better than the determined girlish sweetness of her days at
Twelve Oaks. The position she held was almost that of a widow.
Everyone knew that Stuart Tarleton would have married her had he not
been killed at Gettysburg, and so she was accorded the respect due a
woman who had been wanted if not wed.
The six rooms of the little house on
Ivy Street were soon scantily furnished with the cheapest pine and
oak furniture in Frank’s store for, as Ashley was penniless and
forced to buy on credit, he refused anything except the least
expensive and bought only the barest necessities. This embarrassed
Frank who was fond of Ashley and it distressed Scarlett. Both she and
Frank would willingly have given, without any charge, the finest
mahogany and carved rosewood in the store, but the Wilkeses
obstinately refused. Their house was painfully ugly and bare and
Scarlett hated to see Ashley living in the uncarpeted, uncurtained
rooms. But he did not seem to notice his surroundings and Melanie,
having her own home for the first time since her marriage, was so
happy she was actually proud of the place. Scarlett would have
suffered agonies of humiliation at having friends find her without
draperies and carpets and cushions and the proper number of chairs
and teacups and spoons. But Melanie did the honors of her house as
though plush curtains and brocade sofas were hers.
For all her obvious happiness, Melanie
was not well. Little Beau had cost her her health, and the hard work
she had done at Tara since his birth had taken further toll of her
strength. She was so thin that her small bones seemed ready to come
through her white skin. Seen from a distance, romping about the back
yard with her child, she looked like a little girl, for her waist was
unbelievably tiny and she had practically no figure. She had no bust
and her hips were as flat as little Beau’s and as she had neither
the pride nor the good sense (so Scarlett thought) to sew ruffles in
the bosom of her basque or pads on the back of her corsets, her
thinness was very obvious. Like her body, her face was too thin and
too pale and her silky brows, arched and delicate as a butterfly’s
feelers, stood out too blackly against her colorless skin. In her
small face, her eyes were too large for beauty, the dark smudges
under them making them appear enormous, but the expression in them
had not altered since the days of her unworried girlhood. War and
constant pain and hard work had been powerless against their sweet
tranquility. They were the eyes of a happy woman, a woman around whom
storms might blow without ever ruffling the serene core of her being.
How did she keep her eyes that way,
thought Scarlett, looking at her enviously. She knew her own eyes
sometimes had the look of a hungry cat. What was it Rhett had said
once about Melanie’s eyes—some foolishness about them being like
candles? Oh, yes, like two good deeds in a naughty world. Yes, they
were like candles, candles shielded from every wind, two soft lights
glowing with happiness at being home again among her friends.
The little house was always full of
company. Melanie had been a favorite even as a child and the town
flocked to welcome her home again. Everyone brought presents for the
house, bric-a-brac, pictures, a silver spoon or two, linen pillow
cases, napkins, rag rugs, small articles which they had saved from
Sherman and treasured but which they now swore were of no earthly use
to them.
Old men who had campaigned in Mexico
with her father came to see her, bringing visitors to meet “old
Colonel Hamilton’s sweet daughter.” Her mother’s old friends
clustered about her, for Melanie had a respectful deference to her
elders that was very soothing to dowagers in these wild days when
young people seemed to have forgotten all their manners. Her
contemporaries, the young wives, mothers and widows, loved her
because she had suffered what they had suffered, had not ‘become
embittered and always lent them a sympathetic ear. The young people
came, as young people always come, simply because they had a good
time at her home and met there the friends they wanted to meet.
Around Melanie’s tactful and
self-effacing person, there rapidly grew up a clique of young and old
who represented what was left of the best of Atlanta’s ante-bellum
society, all poor in purse, all proud in family, die-hards of the
stoutest variety. It was as if Atlanta society, scattered and wrecked
by war, depleted by death, bewildered by change, had found in her an
unyielding nucleus about which it could re-form.
Melanie was young but she had in her
all the qualities this embattled remnant prized, poverty and pride in
poverty, uncomplaining courage, gaiety, hospitality, kindness and,
above all, loyalty to all the old traditions. Melanie refused to
change, refused even to admit that there was any reason to change in
a changing world. Under her roof the old days seemed to come back
again and people took heart and felt even more contemptuous of the
tide of wild life and high living that was sweeping the Carpetbaggers
and newly rich Republicans along.
When they looked into her young face
and saw there the inflexible loyalty to the old days, they could
forget, for a moment, the traitors within their own class who were
causing fury, fear and heartbreak. And there were many such. There
were men of good family, driven to desperation by poverty, who had
gone over to the enemy, become Republicans and accepted positions
from the conquerors, so their families would not be on charity. There
were young ex-soldiers who lacked the courage to face the long years
necessary to build up fortunes. These youngsters, following the lead
of Rhett Butter, went hand in hand with the Carpetbaggers in
money-making schemes of unsavory kinds.
Worst of all the traitors were the
daughters of some of Atlanta’s most prominent families. These girls
who had come to maturity since the surrender had only childish
memories of the war and lacked the bitterness that animated their
elders. They had lost no husbands, no lovers. They had few
recollections of past wealth and splendor— and the Yankee officers
were so handsome and finely dressed and so carefree. And they gave
such splendid balls and drove such fine horses and simply worshiped
Southern girls! They treated them like queens and were so careful not
to injure their touchy pride and, after all—why not associate with
them?
They were so much more attractive than
the town swains who dressed so shabbily and were so serious and
worked so hard that they had little time to play. So there had been a
number of elopements with Yankee officers which broke the hearts of
Atlanta families. There were brothers who passed sisters on the
streets and did not speak and mothers and fathers who never mentioned
daughters’ names. Remembering these tragedies, a cold dread ran in
the veins of those whose motto was “No surrender”—a dread which
the very sight of Melanie’s soft but unyielding face dispelled. She
was, as the dowagers said, such an excellent and wholesome example to
the young girls of the town. And, because she made no parade of her
virtues the young girls did not resent her.
It never occurred to Melanie that she
was becoming the leader of a new society. She only thought the people
were nice to come to see her and to want her in their little sewing
circles, cotillion clubs and musical societies. Atlanta had always
been musical and loved good music, despite the sneering comments of
sister cities of the South concerning the town’s lack of culture,
and there was now an enthusiastic resurrection of interest that grew
stronger as the times grew harder and more tense. It was easier to
forget the impudent black faces in the streets and the blue uniforms
of the garrison while they were listening to music.
Melanie was a little embarrassed to
find herself at the head of the newly formed Saturday Night Musical
Circle. She could not account for her elevation to this position
except by the fact that she could accompany anyone on the piano, even
the Misses McLure who were tone deaf but who would sing duets.
The truth of the matter was that
Melanie had diplomatically managed to amalgamate the Lady Harpists,
the Gentlemen’s Glee Club and the Young Ladies Mandolin and Guitar
Society with the Saturday Night Musical Circle, so that now Atlanta
had music worth listening to. In fact, the Circle’s rendition of
The Bohemian Girl was said by many to be far superior to professional
performances heard in New York and New Orleans. It was after she had
maneuvered the Lady Harpists into the fold that Mrs. Merriwether said
to Mrs. Meade and Mrs. Whiting that they must have Melanie at the
head of the Circle. If she could get on with the Harpists, she could
get on with anyone, Mrs. Merriwether declared. That lady herself
played the organ for the choir at the Methodist Church and, as an
organist, had scant respect for harps or harpists.
Melanie had also been made secretary
for both the Association for the Beautification of the Graves of Our
Glorious Dead and the Sewing Circle for the Widows and Orphans of the
Confederacy. This new honor came to her after an exciting joint
meeting of those societies which threatened to end in violence and
the severance of lifelong ties of friendship. The question had arisen
at the meeting as to whether or not weeds should be removed from the
graves of the Union soldiers near those of Confederate soldiers. The
appearance of the scraggly Yankee mounds defeated all the efforts of
the ladies to beautify those of their own dead. Immediately the fires
which smoldered beneath tight basques flamed wildly and the two
organizations split up and glared hostilely. The Sewing Circle was in
favor of the removal of the weeds, the Ladies of the Beautification
were violently opposed.
Mrs. Meade expressed the views of the
latter group when she said: “Dig up the weeds off Yankee graves?
For two cents, I’d dig up all the Yankees and throw them in the
city dump!”
At these ringing words the two
associations arose and every lady spoke her mind and no one listened.
The meeting was being held in Mrs. Merriwether’s parlor and Grandpa
Merriwether, who had been banished to the kitchen, reported
afterwards that the noise sounded just like the opening guns of the
battle of Franklin. And, he added, he guessed it was a dinged sight
safer to be present at the battle of Franklin than at the ladies’
meeting.
Somehow Melanie made her way to the
center of the excited throng and somehow made her usually soft voice
heard above the tumult. Her heart was in her throat with fright at
daring to address the indignant gathering and her voice shook but she
kept crying: “Ladies! Please!” till the din died down.
“I want to say—I mean, I’ve
thought for a long time that—that not only should we pull up the
weeds but we should plant flowers on— I—I don’t care what you
think but every time I go to take flowers to dear Charlie’s grave,
I always put some on the grave of an unknown Yankee which is near by.
It—it looks so forlorn!”
The excitement broke out again in
louder words and this time the two organizations merged and spoke as
one.
“On Yankee graves! Oh, Melly, how
could you! “And they killed Charlie!” “They almost killed you!”
“Why, the Yankees might have killed Beau when he was born!” “They
tried to burn you out of Tara!”
Melanie held onto the back of her chair
for support, almost crumpling beneath the weight of a disapproval she
had never known before.
“Oh, ladies!” she cried, pleading.
“Please, let me finish! I know I haven’t the right to speak on
this matter, for none of my loved ones were killed except Charlie,
and I know where he lies, thank God! But there are so many among us
today who do not know where their sons and husbands and brothers are
buried and—”
She choked and there was a dead silence
in the room.
Mrs. Meade’s flaming eyes went
somber. She had made the long trip to Gettysburg after the battle to
bring back Darcy’s body but no one had been able to tell her where
he was buried. Somewhere in some hastily dug trench in the enemy’s
country. And Mrs. Allan’s mouth quivered. Her husband and brother
had been on that ill-starred raid Morgan made into Ohio and the last
information she had of them was that they fell on the banks of the
river, just as the Yankee cavalry stormed up. She did not know where
they lay. Mrs. Allison’s son had died in a Northern prison camp and
she, the poorest of the poor, was unable to bring his body home.
There were others who had read on casualty lists: “Missing—believed
dead,” and in those words had learned the last news they were ever
to learn of men they had seen march away.
They turned to Melanie with eyes that
said: “Why do you open these wounds again? These are the wounds
that never heal—the wounds of not knowing where they lie.”
Melanie’s voice gathered strength in
the stillness of the room.
“Their graves are somewhere up in the
Yankees’ country, just like the Yankee graves are here, and oh, how
awful it would be to know that some Yankee woman said to dig them up
and—”
Mrs. Meade made a small, dreadful
sound.
“But how nice it would be to know
that some good Yankee woman— And there must be some good Yankee
women. I don’t care what people say, they can’t all be bad! How
nice it would be to know that they pulled weeds off our men’s
graves and brought flowers to them, even if they were enemies. If
Charlie were dead in the North it would comfort me to know that
someone— And I don’t care what you ladies think of me,” her
voice broke again, “I will withdraw from both clubs and I’ll—I’ll
pull up every weed off every Yankee’s grave I can find and I’ll
plant flowers, too—and—I just dare anyone to stop me!”
With this final defiance Melanie burst
into tears and tried to make her stumbling way to the door.
Grandpa Merriwether, safe in the
masculine confines of the Girl of the Period Saloon an hour later,
reported to Uncle Henry Hamilton that after these words, everybody
cried and embraced Melanie and it all ended up in a love feast and
Melanie was made secretary of both organizations.
“And they are going to pull up the
weeds. The hell of it is Dolly said I’d be only too pleased to help
do it, ‘cause I didn’t have anything much else to do. I got
nothing against the Yankees and I think Miss Melly was right and the
rest of those lady wild cats wrong. But the idea of me pulling weeds
at my time of life and with my lumbago!”
Melanie was on the board of lady
managers of the Orphans’ Home and assisted in the collection of
books for the newly formed Young Men’s Library Association. Even
the Thespians who gave amateur plays once a month clamored for her.
She was too timid to appear behind the kerosene-lamp footlights, but
she could make costumes out of croker sacks if they were the only
material available. It was she who cast the deciding vote at the
Shakespeare Reading Circle that the bard’s works should be varied
with those of Mr. Dickens and Mr. Bulwer-Lytton and not the poems of
Lord Byron, as had been suggested by a young and, Melanie privately
feared, very fast bachelor member of the Circle.
In the nights of the late summer her
small, feebly lighted house was always full of guests. There were
never enough chairs to go around and frequently ladies sat on the
steps of the front porch with men grouped about them on the
banisters, on packing boxes or on the lawn below. Sometimes when
Scarlett saw guests sitting on the grass, sipping tea, the only
refreshment the Wilkeses could afford, she wondered how Melanie could
bring herself to expose her poverty so shamelessly. Until Scarlett
was able to furnish Aunt Pitty’s house as it had been before the
war and serve her guests good wine and juleps and baked ham and cold
haunches of venison, she had no intention of having guests in her
house—especially prominent guests, such as Melanie had.
General John B. Gordon, Georgia’s
great hero, was frequently there with his family. Father Ryan, the
poet-priest of the Confederacy, never failed to call when passing
through Atlanta. He charmed gatherings there with his wit and seldom
needed much urging to recite his “Sword of Lee” or his deathless
“Conquered Banner,” which never failed to make the ladies cry.
Alex Stephens, late Vice-President of the Confederacy, visited
whenever in town and, when the word went about that he was at
Melanie’s, the house was filled and people sat for hours under the
spell of the frail invalid with the ringing voice. Usually there were
a dozen children present, nodding sleepily in their parents’ arms,
up hours after their normal bedtime. No family wanted its children to
miss being able to say in after years that they had been kissed by
the great Vice-President or had shaken the hand that helped to guide
the Cause. Every person of importance who came to town found his way
to the Wilkes home and often they spent the night there. It crowded
the little flat-topped house, forced India to sleep on a pallet in
the cubbyhole that was Beau’s nursery and sent Dilcey speeding
through the back hedge to borrow breakfast eggs from Aunt Pitty’s
Cookie, but Melanie entertained them as graciously as if hers was a
mansion.
No, it did not occur to Melanie that
people rallied round her as round a worn and loved standard. And so
she was both astounded and embarrassed when Dr. Meade, after a
pleasant evening at her house where he acquitted himself nobly in
reading the part of Macbeth, kissed her hand and made observations in
the voice he once used in speaking of Our Glorious Cause.
“My dear Miss Melly, it is always a
privilege and a pleasure to be in your home, for you—and ladies
like you—are the hearts of all of us, all that we have left. They
have taken the flower of our manhood and the laughter of our young
women. They have broken our health, uprooted our lives and unsettled
our habits. They have ruined our prosperity, set us back fifty years
and placed too heavy a burden on the shoulders of our boys who should
be in school and our old men who should be sleeping in the sun. But
we will build back, because we have hearts like yours to build upon.
And as long as we have them, the Yankees can have the rest!”
Until Scarlett’s figure reached such
proportions that even Aunt Pitty’s big black shawl did not conceal
her condition, she and Frank frequently slipped through the back
hedge to join the summer-night gatherings on Melanie’s porch.
Scarlett always sat well out of the light, hidden in the protecting
shadows where she was not only inconspicuous but could, unobserved,
watch Ashley’s face to her heart’s content.
It was only Ashley who drew her to the
house, for the conversations bored and saddened her. They always
followed a set pattern—first, hard times; next, the political
situation; and then, inevitably, the war. The ladies bewailed the
high prices of everything and asked the gentlemen if they thought
good times would ever come back. And the omniscient gentlemen always
said, indeed they would. Merely a matter of time. Hard times were
just temporary. The ladies knew the gentlemen were lying and the
gentlemen knew the ladies knew they were lying. But they lied
cheerfully just the same and the ladies pretended to believe them.
Everyone knew hard times were here to stay.
Once the hard times were disposed of,
the ladies spoke of the increasing impudence of the negroes and the
outrages of the Carpetbaggers and the humiliation of having the
Yankee soldiers loafing on every corner. Did the gentlemen think the
Yankees would ever get through with reconstructing Georgia? The
reassuring gentlemen thought Reconstruction would be over in no
time—that is, just as soon as the Democrats could vote again. The
ladies were considerate enough not to ask when this would be. And
having finished with politics, the talk about the war began.
Whenever two former Confederates met
anywhere, there was never but one topic of conversation, and where a
dozen or more gathered together, it was a foregone conclusion that
the war would be spiritedly refought. And always the word “if”
had the most prominent part in the talk.
“If England had recognized us—”
“If Jeff Davis had commandeered all the cotton and gotten it to
England before the blockade tightened—” “If Longstreet had
obeyed orders at Gettysburg—” “If Jeb Stuart hadn’t been away
on that raid when Marse Bob needed him—” “If we hadn’t lost
Stonewall Jackson—” “If Vicksburg hadn’t fallen—” “If
we could have held on another year—” And always: “If they
hadn’t replaced Johnston with Hood—” or “If they’d put Hood
in command at Dalton instead of Johnston—”
If! If! The soft drawling voices
quickened with an old excitement as they talked in the quiet
darkness—infantryman, cavalryman, cannoneer, evoking memories of
the days when life was ever at high tide, recalling the fierce heat
of their midsummer in this forlorn sunset of their winter.
‘They don’t talk of anything else,”
thought Scarlett. “Nothing but the war. Always the war. And they’ll
never talk of anything but the war. No, not until they die.”
She looked about, seeing little boys
lying in the crooks of their fathers’ arms, breath coming fast,
eyes glowing, as they heard of midnight stories and wild cavalry
dashes and flags planted on enemy breastworks. They were hearing
drums and bugles and the Rebel yell, seeing footsore men going by in
the rain with torn flags slanting.
“And these children will never talk
of anything else either. They’ll think it was wonderful and
glorious to fight the Yankees and come home blind and crippled—or
not come home at all. They all like to remember the war, to talk
about it. But I don’t. I don’t even like to think about it. I’d
forget it all if I could—oh, if I only could!”
She listened with flesh crawling as
Melanie told tales of Tara, making Scarlett a heroine as she faced
the invaders and saved Charles’ sword, bragging how Scarlett had
put out the fire. Scarlett took no pleasure or pride in the memory of
these things. She did not want to think of them at all.
“Oh, why can’t they forget? Why
can’t they look forward and not back? We were fools to fight that
war. And the sooner we forget it, the better we’ll be.”
But no one wanted to forget, no one, it
seemed, except herself, so Scarlett was glad when she could
truthfully tell Melanie that she was embarrassed at appearing, even
in the darkness. This explanation was readily understood by Melanie
who was hypersensitive about all matters relating to childbirth.
Melanie wanted another baby badly, but both Dr. Meade and Dr.
Fontaine had said another child would cost her her life. So, only
half resigned to her fate, she spent most of her time with Scarlett,
vicariously enjoying a pregnancy not her own. To Scarlett, scarcely
wanting her coming child and irritated at its untimeliness, this
attitude seemed the height of sentimental stupidity. But she had a
guilty sense of pleasure that the doctors’ edict had made
impossible any real intimacy between Ashley and his wife.
Scarlett saw Ashley frequently now but
she never saw him alone. He came by the house every night on his way
home from the mill to report on the day’s work, but Frank and Pitty
were usually present or, worse still, Melanie and India. She could
only ask businesslike questions and make suggestions and then say:
“It was nice of you to come by. Good night.”
If only she wasn’t having a baby!
Here was a God-given opportunity to ride out to the mill with him
every morning, through the lonely woods, far from prying eyes, where
they could imagine themselves back In the County again in the
unhurried days before the war.
No, she wouldn’t try to make him say
one word of love! She wouldn’t refer to love in any way. She’d
sworn an oath to herself that she would never do that again. But,
perhaps if she were alone with him once more, he might drop that mask
of impersonal courtesy he had worn since coming to Atlanta. Perhaps
he might be his old self again, be the Ashley she had known before
the barbecue, before any word of love had been spoken between them.
If they could not be lovers, they could be friends again and she
could warm her cold and lonely heart in the glow of his friendship.
“If only I could get this baby over
and done with,” she thought impatiently, “then I could ride with
him every day and we could talk—”
It was not only the desire to be with
him that made her writhe with helpless impatience at her confinement.
The mills needed her. The mills had been losing money ever since she
retired from active supervision, leaving Hugh and Ashley in charge.
Hugh was so incompetent, for all that
he tried so hard. He was a poor trader and a poorer boss of labor.
Anyone could Jew him down on prices. If any slick contractor chose to
say that the lumber was of an inferior grade and not worth the price
asked, Hugh felt that all a gentleman could do was to apologize and
take a lower price. When she heard of the price he received for a
thousand feet of flooring, she burst into angry tears. The best grade
of flooring the mill had ever turned out and he had practically given
it away! And he couldn’t manage his labor crews. The negroes
insisted on being paid every day and they frequently got drunk on
their wages and did not turn up for work the next morning. On these
occasions Hugh was forced to hunt up new workmen and the mill was
late in starting. With these difficulties Hugh didn’t get into town
to sell the lumber for days on end.
Seeing the profits slip from Hugh’s
fingers, Scarlett became frenzied at her impotence and his stupidity.
Just as soon as the baby was born and she could go back to work, she
would get rid of Hugh and hire some one else. Anyone would do better.
And she would never fool with free niggers again. How could anyone
get any work done with free niggers quitting all the time?
“Frank,” she said, after a stormy
interview with Hugh over his missing workmen, I’ve about made up my
mind that I’ll lease convicts to work the mills. A while back I was
talking to Johnnie Gallegher, Tommy Wellburn’s foreman, about the
trouble we were having getting any work out of the darkies and he
asked me why I didn’t get convicts. It sounds like a good idea to
me. He said I could sublease them for next to nothing and feed them
dirt cheap. And he said I could get work out of them in any way I
liked, without having the Freedman’s Bureau swarming down on me
like hornets, sticking their bills into things that aren’t any of
their business. And just as soon as Johnnie Gallegher’s contract
with Tommy is up, I’m going to hire him to run Hugh’s mill. Any
man who can get work out of that bunch of wild Irish he bosses can
certainly get plenty of work out of convicts.”
Convicts! Frank was speechless. Leasing
convicts was the very worst of all the wild schemes Scarlett had ever
suggested, worse even than her notion of building a saloon.
At least, it seemed worse to Frank and
the conservative circles in which he moved. This new system of
leasing convicts had come into being because of the poverty of the
state after the war. Unable to support the convicts, the State was
hiring them out to those needing large labor crews in the building of
railroads, in turpentine forests and lumber camps. While Frank and
his quiet churchgoing friends realized the necessity of the system,
they deplored it just the same. Many of them had not even believed in
slavery and they thought this was far worse than slavery had ever
been.
And Scarlett wanted to lease convicts!
Frank knew that if she did he could never hold up his head again.
This was far worse than owning and operating the mills herself, or
anything else she had done. His past objections had always been
coupled with the question: “What will people say?” But this—this
went deeper than fear of public opinion. He felt that it was a
traffic in human bodies on a par with prostitution, a sin that would
be on his soul if he permitted her to do it.
From this conviction of wrongness,
Frank gathered courage to forbid Scarlett to do such a thing, and so
strong were his remarks that she, startled, relapsed into silence.
Finally to quiet him, she said meekly she hadn’t really meant it
She was just so outdone with Hugh and the free niggers she had lost
her temper. Secretly, she still thought about it and with some
longing. Convict labor would settle one of her hardest problems, but
if Frank was going to take on so about it—
She sighed. If even one of the mills
were making money, she could stand it. But Ashley was faring little
better with his mill than Hugh.
At first Scarlett was shocked and
disappointed that Ashley did not immediately take hold and make the
mill pay double what it had paid under her management. He was so
smart and he had read so many books and there was no reason at all
why he should not make a brilliant success and lots of money. But he
was no more successful than Hugh. His inexperience, his errors, his
utter lack of business judgment and his scruples about close dealing
were the same as Hugh’s.
Scarlett’s love hastily found excuses
for him and she did not consider the two men in the same light. Hugh
was just hopelessly stupid, while Ashley was merely new at the
business. Still, unbidden, came the thought that Ashley could never
make a quick estimate in his head and give a price that was correct,
as she could. And she sometimes wondered if he’d ever learn to
distinguish between planking and sills. And because he was a
gentleman and himself trustworthy, he trusted every scoundrel who
came along and several times would have lost money for her if she had
not tactfully intervened. And if he liked a person—and he seemed to
like so many people!—he sold them lumber on credit without ever
thinking to find out if they had money in the bank or property. He
was as bad as Frank in that respect.
But surely he would learn! And while he
was learning she had a fond and maternal indulgence and patience for
his errors. Every evening when he called at her house, weary and
discouraged, she was tireless in her tactful, helpful suggestions.
But for all her encouragement and cheer, there was a queer dead look
in his eyes. She could not understand it and it frightened her. He
was different, so different from the man he used to be. If only she
could see him alone, perhaps she could discover the reason.
The situation gave her many sleepless
nights. She worried about Ashley, both because she knew he was
unhappy and because she knew his unhappiness wasn’t helping him to
become a good lumber dealer. It was a torture to have her mills in
the hands of two men with no more business sense than Hugh and
Ashley, heartbreaking to see her competitors taking her best
customers away when she had worked so hard and planned so carefully
for these helpless months. Oh, if she could only get back to work
again! She would take Ashley in hand and then he would certainly
learn. And Johnnie Gallegher could run the other mill, and she could
handle the selling, and then everything would be fine. As for Hugh,
he could drive a delivery wagon if he still wanted to work for her.
That was all he was good for.
Of course, Gallegher looked like an
unscrupulous man, for all of his smartness, but—who else could she
get? Why had the other men who were both smart and honest been so
perverse about working for her? If she only had one of them working
for her now in place of Hugh, she wouldn’t have to worry so much,
but—
Tommy Wellburn, in spite of his
crippled back, was the busiest contractor in town and coining money,
so people said. Mrs. Merriwether and René were prospering and now
had opened a bakery downtown. René was managing it with true French
thrift and Grandpa Merriwether, glad to escape from his chimney
corner, was driving René’s pie wagon. The Simmons boys were so
busy they were operating their brick kiln with three shifts of labor
a day. And Kells Whiting was cleaning up money with his hair
straightener, because he told the negroes they wouldn’t ever be
permitted to vote the Republican ticket if they had kinky hair.
It was the same with all the smart
young men she knew, the doctors, the lawyers, the storekeepers. The
apathy which had clutched them immediately after the war had
completely disappeared and they were too busy building their own
fortunes to help her build hers. The ones who were not busy were the
men of Hugh’s type—or Ashley’s.
What a mess it was to try to run a
business and have a baby too!
“I’ll never have another one,”
she decided firmly. “I’m not going to be like other women and
have a baby every year. Good Lord, that would mean six months out of
the year when I’d have to be away from the mills! And I see now I
can’t afford to be away from them even one day. I shall simply tell
Frank that I won’t have any more children.”
Frank wanted a big family, but she
could manage Frank somehow. Her mind was made up. This was her last
child. The mills were far more important.
CHAPTER XLII
SCARLETT’S CHILD was a girl, a small
bald-headed mite, ugly as a hairless monkey and absurdly like Frank.
No one except the doting father could see anything beautiful about
her, but the neighbors were charitable enough to say that all ugly
babies turned out pretty, eventually. She was named Ella Lorena, Ella
for her grandmother Ellen, and Lorena because it was the most
fashionable name of the day for girls, even as Robert E. Lee and
Stonewall Jackson were popular for boys and Abraham Lincoln and
Emancipation for negro children.
She was born in the middle of a week
when frenzied excitement gripped Atlanta and the air was tense with
expectation of disaster. A negro who had boasted of rape had actually
been arrested, but before he could be brought to trial the jail had
been raided by the Ku Klux Klan and he had been quietly hanged. The
Klan had acted to save the as yet unnamed victim from having to
testify in open court. Rather than have her appear and advertise her
shame, her father and brother would have shot her, so lynching the
negro seemed a sensible solution to the townspeople, in fact, the
only decent solution possible. But the military authorities were in a
fury. They saw no reason why the girl should mind testifying
publicly.
The soldiers made arrests right and
left, swearing to wipe out the Klan if they had to put every white
man in Atlanta in jail. The negroes, frightened and sullen, muttered
of retaliatory house burnings. The air was thick with rumors of
wholesale hangings by the Yankees should the guilty parties be found
and of a concerted uprising against the whites by the negroes. The
people of the town stayed at home behind locked doors and shuttered
windows, the men fearing to go to their businesses and leave their
women and children unprotected.
Scarlett, lying exhausted in bed,
feebly and silently thanked God that Ashley had too much sense to
belong to the Klan and Frank was too old and poor spirited. How
dreadful it would be to know that the Yankees might swoop down and
arrest them at any minute! Why didn’t the crack-brained young fools
in the Klan leave bad enough alone and not stir up the Yankees like
this? Probably the girl hadn’t been raped after all. Probably she’d
just been frightened silly and, because of her, a lot of men might
lose their lives.
In this atmosphere, as nerve straining
as watching a slow fuse burn toward a barrel of gunpowder, Scarlett
came rapidly back to strength. The healthy vigor which had carried
her through the hard days at Tara stood her in good stead now, and
within two weeks of Ella Lorena’s birth she was strong enough to
sit up and chafe at her inactivity. In three weeks she was up,
declaring she had to see to the mills. They were standing idle
because both Hugh and Ashley feared to leave their families alone all
day.
Then the blow fell.
Frank, full of the pride of new
fatherhood, summoned up courage enough to forbid Scarlett leaving the
house while conditions were so dangerous. His commands would not have
worried her at all and she would have gone about her business in
spite of them, if he had not put her horse and buggy in the livery
stable and ordered that they should not be surrendered to anyone
except himself. To make matters worse, he and Mammy had patiently
searched the house while she was ill and unearthed her hidden store
of money. And Frank had deposited it in the bank in his own name, so
now she could not even hire a rig.
Scarlett raged at both Frank and Mammy,
then was reduced to begging and finally cried all one morning like a
furious thwarted child. But for all her pains she heard only: “There,
Sugar! You’re just a sick little girl.” And: “Miss Scarlett, ef
you doan quit cahyin’ on so, you gwine sour yo’ milk an’ de
baby have colic, sho as gun’s iron.”
In a furious temper, Scarlett charged
through her back yard to Melanie’s house and there unburdened
herself at the top of her voice, declaring she would walk to the
mills, she would go about Atlanta telling everyone what a varmint she
had married, she would not be treated like a naughty simple-minded
child. She would carry a pistol and shoot anyone who threatened her.
She had shot one man and she would love, yes, love to shoot another.
She would—
Melanie who feared to venture onto her
own front porch was appalled by such threats.
“Oh, you must not risk yourself! I
should die if anything happened to you! Oh, please—”
“I will! I will! I will walk—”
Melanie looked at her and saw that this
was not the hysteria of a woman still weak from childbirth. There was
the same breakneck, headlong determination in Scarlett’s face that
Melanie had often seen in Gerald O’Hara’s face when his mind was
made up. She put her arms around Scarlett’s waist and held her
tightly.
“It’s all my fault for not being
brave like you and for keeping Ashley at home with me all this time
when he should have been at the mill. Oh, dear! I’m such a ninny!
Darling, I’ll tell Ashley I’m not a bit frightened and I’ll
come over and stay with you and Aunt Pitty and he can go back to work
and—”
Not even to herself would Scarlett
admit that she did not think Ashley could cope with the situation
alone and she shouted: “You’ll do nothing of the kind! What
earthly good would Ashley do at work if he was worried about you
every minute? Everybody is just so hateful! Even Uncle Peter refuses
to go out with me! But I don’t care! I’ll go alone. I’ll walk
every step of the way and pick up a crew of darkies somewhere—”
“Oh, no! You mustn’t do that!
Something dreadful might happen to you. They say that Shantytown
settlement on the Decatur road is just full of mean darkies and you’d
have to pass right by it. Let me think— Darling, promise me you
won’t do anything today and I’ll think of something. Promise me
you’ll go home and lie down. You look right peaked. Promise me.”
Because she was too exhausted by her
anger to do otherwise, Scarlett sulkily promised and went home,
haughtily refusing any overtures of peace from her household.
That afternoon a strange figure stumped
through Melanie’s hedge and across Pitty’s back yard. Obviously,
he was one of those men whom Mammy and Dilcey referred to as “de
riff-raff whut Miss Melly pick up off de streets an’ let sleep in
her cellar.”
There were three rooms in the basement
of Melanie’s house which formerly had been servants’ quarters and
a wine room. Now Dilcey occupied one, and the other two were in
constant use by a stream of miserable and ragged transients. No one
but Melanie knew whence they came or where they were going and no one
but she knew where she collected them. Perhaps the negroes were right
and she did pick them up from the streets. But even as the great and
the near great gravitated to her small parlor, so unfortunates found
their way to her cellar where they were fed, bedded and sent on their
way with packages of food. Usually the occupants of the rooms were
former Confederate soldiers of the rougher, illiterate type, homeless
men, men without families, beating their way about the country in
hope of finding work.
Frequently, brown and withered country
women with broods of tow-haired silent children spent the night
there, women widowed by the war, dispossessed of their farms, seeking
relatives who were scattered and lost. Sometimes the neighborhood was
scandalized by the presence of foreigners, speaking little or no
English, who had been drawn South by glowing tales of fortunes easily
made. Once a Republican had slept there. At least, Mammy insisted he
was a Republican, saying she could smell a Republican, same as a
horse could smell a rattlesnake; but no one believed Mammy’s story,
for there must be some limit even to Melanie’s charity. At least
everyone hoped so.
Yes, thought Scarlett, sitting on the
side porch in the pale November sunshine with the baby on her lap, he
is one of Melanie’s lame dogs. And he’s really lame, at that!
The man who was making his way across
the back yard stumped, like Will Benteen, on a wooden leg. He was a
tall, thin old man with a bald head, which shone pinkishly dirty, and
a grizzled beard so long he could tuck it in his belt. He was over
sixty, to judge by his hard, seamed face, but there was no sag of age
to his body. He was lank and ungainly but, even with his wooden peg,
he moved as swiftly as a snake.
He mounted the steps and came toward
her and, even before he spoke, revealing in his tones a twang and a
burring of “r s” unusual in the lowlands, Scarlett knew that he
was mountain born. For all his dirty, ragged clothes there was about
him, as about most mountaineers, an air of fierce silent pride that
permitted no liberties and tolerated no foolishness. His beard was
stained with tobacco juice and a large wad in his jaw made his face
look deformed. His nose was thin and craggy, his eyebrows bushy and
twisted, into witches’ locks and a lush growth of hair sprang from
his ears, giving them the tufted look of a lynx’s ears. Beneath his
brow was one hollow socket from which a scar ran down his cheek,
carving a diagonal line through his beard. The other eye was small,
pale and cold, an unwinking and remorseless eye. There was a heavy
pistol openly in his trouser band and from the top of his tattered
boot protruded the hilt of a bowie knife.
He returned Scarlett’s stare coldly
and spat across the rail of the banister before he spoke. There was
contempt in his one eye, not a personal contempt for her, but for her
whole sex.
“Miz Wilkes sont me to work for you,”
he said shortly. He spoke rustily, as one unaccustomed to speaking,
the words coming slowly and almost with difficulty. “M’ name’s
Archie.”
“I’m sorry but I have no work for
you, Mr. Archie.”
“Archie’s m’fuss name.”
“I beg your pardon. What is your last
name?”
He spat again. “I reckon that’s my
bizness,” he said. “Archie’ll do.”
“I don’t care what your last name
is! I have nothing for you to do.”
“I reckon you have. Miz Wilkes was
upsot about yore wantin’ to run aroun’ like a fool by yoreself
and she sont me over here to drive aroun’ with you.”
“Indeed?” cried Scarlett, indignant
both at the man’s rudeness and Melly’s meddling.
His one eye met hers with an impersonal
animosity. “Yes. A woman’s got no bizness botherin’ her men
folks when they’re tryin’ to take keer of her. If you’re bound
to gad about, I’ll drive you. I hates niggers—Yankees too.”
He shifted his wad of tobacco to the
other cheek and, without waiting for an invitation, sat down on the
top step. “I ain’t sayin’ I like drivin’ women aroun’, but
Miz Wilkes been good to me, lettin’ me sleep in her cellar, and she
sont me to drive you.”
“But—” began Scarlett helplessly
and then she stopped and looked at him. After a moment she began to
smile. She didn’t like the looks of this elderly desperado but his
presence would simplify matters. With him beside her, she could go to
town, drive to the mills, call on customers. No one could doubt her
safety with him and his very appearance was enough to keep from
giving rise to scandal.
“It’s a bargain,” she said. “That
is, if my husband agrees.”
After a private conversation with
Archie, Frank gave his reluctant approval and sent word to the livery
stable to release the horse and buggy. He was hurt and disappointed
that motherhood had not changed Scarlett as he had hoped it would
but, if she was determined to go back to her damnable mills, then
Archie was a godsend.
So began the relationship that at first
startled Atlanta. Archie and Scarlett were a queerly assorted pair,
the truculent dirty old man with his wooden peg sticking stiffly out
over the dashboard and the pretty, neatly dressed young woman with
forehead puckered in an abstracted frown. They could be seen at all
hours and at all places in and near Atlanta, seldom speaking to each
other, obviously disliking each other, but bound together by mutual
need, he of money, she of protection. At least, said the ladies of
the town, it’s better than riding around so brazenly with that
Butler man. They wondered curiously where Rhett was these days, for
he had abruptly left town three months before and no one, not even
Scarlett, knew where he was.
Archie was a silent man, never speaking
unless spoken to and usually answering with grunts. Every morning he
came from Melanie’s cellar and sat on the front steps of Pitty’s
house, chewing and spitting until Scarlett came out and Peter brought
the buggy from the stable. Uncle Peter feared him only a little less
than the devil or the Ku Klux and even Mammy walked silently and
timorously around him. He hated negroes and they knew it and feared
him. He reinforced his pistol and knife with another pistol, and his
fame spread far among the black population. He never once had to draw
a pistol or even lay his hand on his belt. The moral effect was
sufficient. No negro dared even laugh while Archie was in hearing.
Once Scarlett asked him curiously why
he hated negroes and was surprised when he answered, for generally
all questions were answered by “I reckon that’s my bizness.”
“I hates them, like all mountain
folks hates them. We never liked them and we never owned none. It was
them niggers that started the war. I hates them for that, too.”
“But you fought in the war.”
“I reckon that’s a man’s
privilege. I hates Yankees too, more’n I hates niggers. Most as
much as I hates talkative women.”
It was such outspoken rudeness as this
that threw Scarlett into silent furies and made her long to be rid of
him. But how could she do without him? In what other way could she
obtain such freedom? He was rude and dirty and, occasionally, very
odorous but he served his purpose. He drove her to and from the mills
and on her round of customers, spitting and staring off into space
while she talked and gave orders. If she climbed down from the buggy,
he climbed after her and dogged her footsteps. When she was among
rough laborers, negroes or Yankee soldiers, he was seldom more than a
pace from her elbow.
Soon Atlanta became accustomed to
seeing Scarlett and her bodyguard and, from being accustomed, the
ladies grew to envy her her freedom of movement. Since the Ku Klux
lynching, the ladies had been practically immured, not even going to
town to shop unless there were half a dozen in their group. Naturally
social minded, they became restless and, putting their pride in their
pockets, they began to beg the loan of Archie from Scarlett. And
whenever she did not need him, she was gracious enough to spare him
for the use of other ladies.
Soon Archie became an Atlanta
institution and the ladies competed for his free time. There was
seldom a morning when a child or a negro servant did not arrive at
breakfast time with a note saying: “If you aren’t using Archie
this afternoon, do let me have him. I want to drive to the cemetery
with flowers.” “I must go to the milliners.” “I should like
Archie to drive Aunt Nelly for an airing.” “I must go calling on
Peters Street and Grandpa is not feeling well enough to take me.
Could Archie—”
He drove them all, maids, matrons and
widows, and toward all he evidenced the same uncompromising contempt.
It was obvious that he did not like women, Melanie excepted, any
better than he liked negroes and Yankees. Shocked at first by his
rudeness, the ladies finally became accustomed to him and, as he was
so silent, except for intermittent explosions of tobacco juice, they
took him as much for granted as the horses he drove and forgot his
very existence. In fact, Mrs. Merriwether related to Mrs. Meade the
complete details of her niece’s confinement before she even
remembered Archie’s presence on the front seat of the carriage.
At no other time than this could such a
situation have been possible. Before the war, he would not have been
permitted even in the ladies’ kitchens. They would have handed him
food through the back door and sent him about his business. But now
they welcomed his reassuring presence. Rude, illiterate, dirty, he
was a bulwark between the ladies and the terrors of Reconstruction.
He was neither friend nor servant. He was a hired bodyguard,
protecting the women while their men worked by day or were absent
from home at night.
It seemed to Scarlett that after Archie
came to work for her Frank was away at night very frequently. He said
the books at the store had to be balanced and business was brisk
enough now to give him little time to attend to this in working
hours. And there were sick friends with whom he had to sit. Then
there was the organization of Democrats who forgathered every
Wednesday night to devise ways of regaining the ballot and Frank
never missed a meeting. Scarlett thought this organization did little
else except argue the merits of General John B. Gordon over every
otter general, except General Lee, and refight the war. Certainly she
could observe no progress in the direction of the recovery of the
ballot. But Frank evidently enjoyed the meetings for he stayed out
until all hours on those nights.
Ashley also sat up with the sick and
he, too, attended the Democratic meetings and he was usually away on
the same nights as Frank. On these nights, Archie escorted Pitty,
Scarlett, Wade and little Ella though the back yard to Melanie’s
house and the two families spent the evenings together. The ladies
sewed while Archie lay full length on the parlor sofa snoring, his
gray whiskers fluttering at each rumble. No one had invited him to
dispose himself on the sofa and as it was the finest piece of
furniture in the house, the ladies secretly moaned every time he lay
down on it, planting his boot on the pretty upholstery. But none of
them had the courage to remonstrate with him. Especially after he
remarked that it was lucky he went to sleep easy, for otherwise the
sound of women clattering like a flock of guinea hens would certainly
drive him crazy.
Scarlett sometimes wondered where
Archie had come from and what his life had been before he came to
live in Melly’s cellar but she asked no questions. There was that
about his grim one-eyed face which discouraged curiosity. All she
knew was that his voice bespoke the mountains to the north and that
he had been in the army and had lost both leg and eye shortly before
the surrender. It was words spoken in a fit of anger against Hugh
Elsing which brought out the truth of Archie’s past.
One morning, the old man had driven her
to Hugh’s mill and she had found it idle, the negroes gone and Hugh
sitting despondently under a tree. His crew had not made their
appearance that morning and he was at a loss as to what to do.
Scarlett was in a furious temper and did not scruple to expend it on
Hugh, for she had just received an order for a large amount of
lumber—a rush order at that. She had used energy and charm and
bargaining to get that order and now the mill was quiet.
“Drive me out to the other mill,”
she directed Archie. “Yes, I know it’ll take a long time and we
won’t get any dinner but what am I paying you for? I’ll have to
make Mr. Wilkes stop what he’s doing and run me off this lumber.
Like as not, his crew won’t be working either. Great balls of fire!
I never saw such a nincompoop as Hugh Elsing! I’m going to get rid
of him just as soon as that Johnnie Gallegher finishes the stores
he’s building. What do I care if Gallegher was in the Yankee Army?
He’ll work. I never saw a lazy Irishman yet. And I’m through with
free issue darkies. You just can’t depend on them. I’m going to
get Johnnie Gallegher and lease me some convicts. He’ll get work
out of them. He’ll—”
Archie turned to her, his eye
malevolent, and when he spoke there was cold anger in his rusty
voice.
“The day you gits convicts is the day
I quits you,” he said.
Scarlett was startled. “Good heavens!
Why?”
“I knows about convict leasin’. I
calls it convict murderin’. Buyin’ men like they was mules.
Treatin’ them worse than mules ever was treated. Beatin’ them,
starvin’ them, killin’ them. And who cares? The State don’t
care. It’s got the lease money. The folks that gits the convicts,
they don’t care. All they want is to feed them cheap and git all
the work they can out of them. Hell, Ma’m. I never thought much of
women and I think less of them now.”
“Is it any of your business?”
“I reckon,” said Archie laconically
and, after a pause, “I was a convict for nigh on to forty years.”
Scarlett gasped, and, for a moment,
shrank back against the cushions. This then was the answer to the
riddle of Archie, his unwillingness to tell his last name or the
place of his birth or any scrap of his past life, the answer to the
difficulty with which he spoke and his cold hatred of the world.
Forty years! He must have gone into prison a young man. Forty years!
Why—he must have been a life prisoner and lifers were—
“Was it—murder?”
“Yes,” answered Archie briefly, as
he flapped the reins. “M’ wife.”
Scarlett’s eyelids batted rapidly
with fright. The mouth beneath the beard seemed to move, as if he
were smiling grimly at her fear. “I ain’t goin’ to kill you,
Ma’m, if that’s what’s frettin’ you. Thar ain’t but one
reason for killin’ a woman.”
“You killed your wife!”
“She was layin’ with my brother. He
got away. I ain’t sorry none that I kilt her. Loose women ought to
be kilt. The law ain’t got no right to put a man in jail for that
but I was sont.”
“But—how did you get out? Did you
escape? Were you pardoned?”
“You might call it a pardon.” His
thick gray brows writhed together as though the effort of stringing
words together was difficult.
“ ‘Long in ‘sixty-four when
Sherman come through, I was at Milledgeville jail, like I had been
for forty years. And the warden he called all us prisoners together
and he says the Yankees are a-comin’ a-burnin’ and a-killin’.
Now if that’s one thing I hates worse than a nigger or a woman,
it’s a Yankee.”
“Why? Had you— Did you ever know
any Yankees?”
“No’m. But I’d beam tell of them.
I’d beam tell they couldn’t never mind their own bizness. I hates
folks who can’t mind their own bizness. What was they doin’ in
Georgia, freein’ our niggers and burnin’ our houses and killin’
our stock? Well, the warden he said the army needed more soldiers
bad, and any of us who’d jine up would be free at the end of the
war—if we come out alive. But us lifers—us murderers, the warden
he said the army didn’t want us. We was to be sont somewheres else
to another jail. But I said to the warden I ain’t like most lifers.
I’m just in for killin’ my wife and she needed killin’. And I
wants to fight the Yankees. And the warden he saw my side of it and
he slipped me out with the other prisoners.”
He paused and grunted.
“Huh. That was right funny. They put
me in jail for killin’ and they let me out with a gun in my hand
and a free pardon to do more killin’. It shore was good to be a
free man with a rifle in my hand again. Us men from Milledgeville did
good fightin’ and killin’—and a lot of us was kilt. I never
knowed one who deserted. And when the surrender come, we was free. I
lost this here leg and this here eye. But I ain’t sorry.”
“Oh,” said Scarlett, weakly.
She tried to remember what she had
heard about the releasing of the Milledgeville convicts in that last
desperate effort to stem the tide of Sherman’s army. Frank had
mentioned it that Christmas of 1864. What had he said? But her
memories of that time were too chaotic. Again she felt the wild
terror of those days, heard the siege guns, saw the line of wagons
dripping blood into the red roads, saw the Home Guard marching off,
the little cadets and the children like Phil Meade and the old men
like Uncle Henry and Grandpa Merriwether. And the convicts had
marched out too, to die in the twilight of the Confederacy, to freeze
in the snow and sleet of that last campaign in Tennessee.
For a brief moment she thought what a
fool this old man was, to fight for a state which had taken forty
years from his life. Georgia had taken his youth and his middle years
for a crime that was no crime to him, yet he had freely given a leg
and an eye to Georgia. The bitter words Rhett had spoken in the early
days of the war came back to her, and she remembered him saying he
would never fight for a society that had made him an outcast. But
when the emergency had arisen he had gone off to fight for that same
society, even as Archie had done. It seemed to her that all Southern
men, high or low, were sentimental fools and cared less for their
hides than for words which had no meaning.
She looked at Archie’s gnarled old
hands, his two pistols and his knife, and fear pricked her again.
Were there other ex-convicts at large, like Archie, murderers,
desperadoes, thieves, pardoned for their crimes, in the name of the
Confederacy? Why, any stranger on the street might be a murderer! If
Frank ever learned the truth about Archie, there would be the devil
to pay. Or if Aunt Pitty—but the shock would kill Pitty. And as for
Melanie—Scarlett almost wished she could tell Melanie the truth
about Archie. It would serve her right for picking up trash and
foisting it off on her friends and relatives.
“I’m—I’m glad you told me,
Archie. I—I won’t tell anyone. It would be a great shock to Mrs.
Wilkes and the other ladies if they knew.”
“Huh. Miz Wilkes knows. I told her
the night she fuss let me sleep in her cellar. You don’t think I’d
let a nice lady like her take me into her house not knowin’?”
“Saints preserve us!” cried
Scarlet, aghast
Melanie knew this man was a murderer
and a woman murderer at that and she hadn’t ejected him from her
house. She had trusted her son with him and her aunt and
sister-in-law and all her friends. And she, the most timid of
females, had not been frightened to be alone with him in her house.
“Miz Wilkes is right sensible, for a
woman. She lowed that I was all right She ‘lowed that a liar allus
kept on lyin’ and a thief kept on stealin’ but folks don’t do
more’n one murder in a lifetime. And she reckoned as how anybody
who’d fought for the Confederacy had wiped out anything bad they’d
done. Though I don’t hold that I done nothin’ bad, killin’ my
wife. … Yes, Miz Wilkes is right sensible, for a woman. … And I’m
tellin’ you, the day you leases convicts is the day I quits you.”
Scarlett made no reply but she thought,
“The sooner you quit me the better it
will suit me. A murderer!”
How could Melly have been so—so—
Well, there was no word for Melanie’s action in taking in this old
ruffian and not telling her friends he Was a jailbird. So service in
the army wiped out past sins! Melanie had that mixed up with baptism!
But then Melly was utterly silly about the Confederacy, its veterans,
and anything pertaining to them. Scarlett silently damned the Yankees
and added another mark on her score against them. They were
responsible for a situation that forced a woman to keep a murderer at
her side to protect her.
Driving home with Archie in the chill
twilight, Scarlett saw a clutter of saddle horses, buggies and wagons
outside the Girl of the Period Saloon. Ashley was sitting on his
horse, a strained alert look on his face; the Simmons boys were
leaning from their buggy, making emphatic gestures; Hugh Elsing, his
lock of brown hair falling in his eyes, was waving his hands. Grandpa
Merriwether’s pie wagon was in the center of the tangle and, as she
came closer, Scarlett saw that Tommy Wellburn and Uncle Henry
Hamilton were crowded on the seat with him.
“I wish,” thought Scarlett
irritably, “that Uncle Henry wouldn’t ride home in that
contraption. He ought to be ashamed to be seen in it. It isn’t as
though he didn’t have a horse of his own. He just does it so he and
Grandpa can go to the saloon together every night”
As she came abreast the crowd something
of their tenseness reached her, insensitive though she was, and made
fear clutch at her heart.
“Oh!” she thought. “I hope no one
else has been raped! If the Ku Klux lynch just one more darky the
Yankees will wipe us out!” And she spoke to Archie. “Pull up.
Something’s wrong.”
“You ain’t goin’ to stop outside
a saloon,” said Archie.
“You heard me. Pull up. Good evening,
everybody. Ashley—Uncle Henry—is something wrong? You all look
so—”
The crowd turned to her, ripping their
hats and smiling, but there was a driving excitement in their eyes.
“Something’s right and something’s
wrong,” barked Uncle Henry. “Depends on how you look at it. The
way I figure is the legislature couldn’t have done different.”
The legislature? thought Scarlett in
relief. She had little interest in the legislature, feeling that its
doings could hardly affect her. It was the prospect of the Yankee
soldiers on a rampage again that frightened her.
“What’s the legislature been up to
now?”
“They’ve flatly refused to ratify
the amendment,” said Grandpa Merriwether and there was pride in his
voice. “That’ll show the Yankees.”
“And there’ll be hell to pay for
it—I beg your pardon, Scarlett,” said Ashley.
“Oh, the amendment?” questioned
Scarlett, trying to look intelligent.
Politics were beyond her and she seldom
wasted time thinking about them. There had been a Thirteenth
Amendment ratified sometime before or maybe it had been the Sixteenth
Amendment but what ratification meant she had no idea. Men were
always getting excited about such things. Something of her lack of
comprehension showed in her face and Ashley smiled.
“It’s the amendment letting the
darkies vote, you know,” he explained. “It was submitted to the
legislature and they refused to ratify it.”
“How silly of them! You know the
Yankees are going to force it down our throats!”
“That’s what I meant by saying
there’d be hell to pay,” said Ashley.
“I’m proud of the legislature,
proud of their gumption!” shouted Uncle Henry. “The Yankees can’t
force it down our throats if we won’t have it”
“They can and they will.” Ashley’s
voice was calm but there was worry in his eyes. “And it’ll make
things just that much harder for us.”
“Oh, Ashley, surely not! Things
couldn’t be any harder than they are now!”
“Yes, things can get worse, even
worse than they are now. Suppose we have a darky legislature? A darky
governor? Suppose we have a worse military rule than we now have?”
Scarlett’s eyes grew large with fear
as some understanding entered her mind.
“I’ve been trying to think what
would be best for Georgia, best for all of us.” Ashley’s face was
drawn. “Whether it’s wisest to fight this thing like the
legislature has done, rouse the North against us and bring the whole
Yankee Army on us to cram the darky vote down us, whether we want it
or not. Or—swallow our pride as best we can, submit gracefully and
get the whole matter over with as easily as possible. It will amount
to the same thing in the end. We’re helpless. We’ve got to take
the dose they’re determined to give us. Maybe it would be better
for us to take it without kicking.”
Scarlett hardly heard his words,
certainly their full import went over her head. She knew that Ashley,
as usual, was seeing both sides of a question. She was seeing only
one side—how this slap in the Yankees’ faces might affect her.
“Going to turn Radical and vote the
Republican ticket, Ashley?” jeered Grandpa Merriwether harshly.
There was a tense silence. Scarlett saw
Archie’s hand make a swift move toward his pistol and then stop.
Archie thought, and frequently said, that Grandpa was an old bag of
wind and Archie had no intention of letting him insult Miss Melanie’s
husband, even if Miss Melanie’s husband was talking like a fool.
The perplexity vanished suddenly from
Ashley’s eyes and hot anger flared. But before he could speak,
Uncle Henry charged Grandpa.
“You God—you blast— I beg your
pardon, Scarlett— Grandpa, you jackass, don’t you say that to
Ashley!”
“Ashley can take care of himself
without you defending him,” said Grandpa coldly. “And he is
talking like a Scalawag. Submit, hell! I beg your pardon, Scarlett.”
“I didn’t believe in secession,”
said Ashley and his voice shook with anger. “But when Georgia
seceded, I went with her. And I didn’t believe in war but I fought
in the war. And I don’t believe in making the Yankees madder than
they already are. But if the legislature has decided to do it, I’ll
stand by the legislature. I—”
“Archie,” said Uncle Henry
abruptly, “drive Miss Scarlett on home. This isn’t any place for
her. Politics aren’t for women folks anyway, and there’s going to
be cussing in a minute. Go on, Archie. Good night, Scarlett.”
As they drove off down Peachtree
Street, Scarlett’s heart was beating fast with fear. Would this
foolish action of the legislature have any effect on her safety?
Would it so enrage the Yankees that she might lose her mills?
“Well, sir,” rumbled Archie, “I’ve
hearn tell of rabbits spittin’ in bulldogs’ faces but I ain’t
never seen it till now. Them legislatures might just as well have
hollered ‘Hurray for Jeff Davis and the Southern Confederacy’ for
all the good it’ll do them—and us. Them nigger-lovin’ Yankees
have made up their mind to make the niggers our bosses. But you got
to admire them legislatures’ sperrit!”
“Admire them? Great balls of fire!
Admire them? They ought to be shot! It’ll bring the Yankees down on
us like a duck on a June bug. Why couldn’t they have
rati—radi—whatever they were supposed to do to it and smoothed
the Yankees down instead of stirring them up again? They’re going
to make us knuckle under and we may as well knuckle now as later.”
Archie fixed her with a cold eye.
“Knuckle under without a fight? Women
ain’t got no more pride than goats.”
When Scarlett leased ten convicts, five
for each of her mills, Archie made good his threat and refused to
have anything further to do with her. Not all Melanie’s pleading or
Frank’s promises of higher pay would induce him to take up the
reins again. He willingly escorted Melanie and Pitty and India and
their friends about the town but not Scarlett. He would not even
drive for the other ladies if Scarlett was in the carriage. It was an
embarrassing situation, having the old desperado sitting in judgment
upon her, and it was still more embarrassing to know that her family
and friends agreed with the old man.
Frank pleaded with her against taking
the step. Ashley at first refused to work convicts and was persuaded,
against his will, only after tears and supplications and promises
that when times were better she would hire free darkies. Neighbors
were so outspoken in their disapproval that Frank, Pitty and Melanie
found it hard to hold up their heads. Even Peter and Mammy declared
that it was bad luck to work convicts and no good would come of it.
Everyone said it was wrong to take advantage of the miseries and
misfortunes of others.
“You didn’t have any objections to
working slaves!” Scarlett cried indignantly.
Ah, but that was different. Slaves were
neither miserable nor unfortunate. The negroes were far better off
under slavery than they were now under freedom, and if she didn’t
believe it, just look about her! But, as usual, opposition had the
effect of making Scarlett more determined on her course. She removed
Hugh from the management of the mill, put him to driving a lumber
wagon and closed the final details of hiring Johnnie Gallegher.
He seemed to be the only person she
knew who approved of the convicts. He nodded his bullet head briefly
and said it was a smart move. Scarlett, looking at the little
ex-jockey, planted firmly on his short bowed legs, his gnomish face
hard and businesslike, thought: “Whoever let him ride their horses
didn’t care much for horse flesh. I wouldn’t let him get within
ten feet of any horse of mine.”
But she had no qualms in trusting him
with a convict gang.
“And I’m to have a free hand with
the gang?” he questioned, his eyes as cold as gray agates.
“A free hand. All I ask is that you
keep that mill running and deliver my lumber when I want it and as
much as I want.”
“I’m your man,” said Johnnie
shortly. “I’ll tell Mr. Wellburn I’m leaving him.”
As he rolled off through the crowd of
masons and carpenters and hod carriers Scarlett felt relieved and her
spirits rose. Johnnie was indeed her man. He was tough and hard and
there was no nonsense about him. “Shanty Irish on the make,”
Frank had contemptuously called him, but for that very reason
Scarlett valued him. She knew that an Irishman with a determination
to get somewhere was a valuable man to have, regardless of what his
personal characteristics might be. And she felt a closer kinship with
him than with many men of her own class, for Johnnie knew the value
of money.
The first week he took over the mill he
justified all her hopes, for he accomplished more with five convicts
than Hugh had ever done with his crew of ten free negroes. More than
that, he gave Scarlett greater leisure than she had had since she
came to Atlanta the year before, because he had no liking for her
presence at the mill and said so frankly.
“You tend to your end of selling and
let me tend to my end of lumbering,” he said shortly. “A convict
camp ain’t any place for a lady and if nobody else’ll tell you
so, Johnnie Gallegher’s telling you now. I’m delivering your
lumber, ain’t I? Well, I’ve got no notion to be pestered every
day like Mr. Wilkes. He needs pestering. I don’t.”
So Scarlett reluctantly stayed away
from Johnnie’s mill, fearing that if she came too often he might
quit and that would be ruinous. His remark that Ashley needed
pestering stung her, for there was more truth in it than she liked to
admit. Ashley was doing little better with convicts than he had done
with free labor, although why, he was unable to tell. Moreover, he
looked as if he were ashamed to be working convicts and he had little
to say to her these days.
Scarlett was worried by the change that
was coming over him. There were gray hairs in his bright head now and
a tired slump in his shoulders. And he seldom smiled. He no longer
looked the debonair Ashley who had caught her fancy so many years
before. He looked like a man secretly gnawed by a scarcely endurable
pain and there was a grim tight look about his mouth that baffled and
hurt her. She wanted to drag his head fiercely down on her shoulder,
stroke the graying hair and cry: “Tell me what’s worrying you!
I’ll fix it! I’ll make it right for you!”
But his formal, remote air kept her at
arm’s length.
CHAPTER XLIII
IT WAS ONE of those rare December days
when the sun was almost as warm as Indian summer. Dry red leaves
still clung to the oak in Aunt Pitty’s yard and a faint yellow
green still persisted in the dying grass. Scarlett, with the baby in
her arms, stepped out onto the side porch and sat down in a rocking
chair in a patch of sunshine. She was wearing a new green challis
dress trimmed with yards and yards of black rickrack braid and a new
lace house cap which Aunt Pitty had made for her. Both were very
becoming to her and she knew it and took great pleasure in them. How
good it was to look pretty again after the long months of looking so
dreadful!
As she sat rocking the baby and humming
to herself, she heard the sound of hooves coming up the side street
and, peering curiously through the tangle of dead vines on the porch,
she saw Rhett Butler riding toward the house.
He had been away from Atlanta for
months, since just after Gerald died, since long before Ella Lorena
was born. She had missed him but she now wished ardently that there
was some way to avoid seeing him. In fact, the sight of his dark face
brought a feeling of guilty panic to her breast. A matter in which
Ashley was concerned lay on her conscience and she did not wish to
discuss it with Rhett, but she knew he would force the discussion, no
matter how disinclined she might be.
He drew up at the gate and swung
lightly to the ground and she thought, staring nervously at him, that
he looked just like an illustration in a book Wade was always
pestering her to read aloud.
“All he needs is earrings and a
cutlass between his teeth,” she thought. “Well, pirate or no,
he’s not going to cut my throat today if I can help it.”
As he came up the walk she called a
greeting to him, summoning her sweetest smile. How lucky that she had
on her new dress and the becoming cap and looked so pretty! As his
eyes went swiftly over her, she knew he thought her pretty, too.
“A new baby! Why, Scarlett, this is a
surprise!” he laughed, leaning down to push the blanket away from
Ella Lorena’s small ugly face.
“Don’t be silly,” she said,
blushing. “How are you, Rhett? You’ve been away a long time.”
“So I have. Let me hold the baby,
Scarlett. Oh, I know how to hold babies. I have many strange
accomplishments. Well, he certainly looks like Frank. All except the
whiskers, but give him time.”
“I hope not. It’s a girl.”
“A girl? That’s better still. Boys
are such nuisances. Don’t ever have any more boys, Scarlett.”
It was on the tip of her tongue to
reply tartly that she never intended to have any more babies, boys or
girls, but she caught herself in time and smiled, casting about
quickly in her mind for some topic of conversation that would put off
the bad moment when the subject she feared would come up for
discussion.
“Did you have a nice trip, Rhett?
Where did you go this time?”
“Oh—Cuba—New Orleans—other
places. Here, Scarlett, take the baby. She’s beginning to slobber
and I can’t get to my handkerchief. She’s a fine baby, I’m
sure, but she’s wetting my shirt bosom.”
She took the child back into her lap
and Rhett settled himself lazily on the banister and took a cigar
from a silver case.
“You are always going to New
Orleans,” she said and pouted a little. “And you never will tell
me what you do there.”
“I am a hard-working man, Scarlett,
and perhaps my business takes me there.”
“Hard-working! You!” she laughed
impertinently. “You never worked in your life. You’re too lazy.
All you ever do is finance Carpetbaggers in their thieving and take
half the profits and bribe Yankee officials to let you in on schemes
to rob us taxpayers.”
He threw back his head and laughed.
“And how you would love to have money
enough to bribe officials, so you could do likewise!”
“The very idea—” She began to
ruffle.
“But perhaps you will make enough
money to get into bribery on a large scale some day. Maybe you’ll
get rich off those convicts you leased.”
“Oh,” she said, a little
disconcerted, “how did you find out about my gang so soon?”
“I arrived last night and spent the
evening in the Girl of the Period Saloon, where one hears all the
news of the town. It’s a clearing house for gossip. Better than a
ladies’ sewing circle. Everyone told me that you’d leased a gang
and put that little plug-ugly, Gallegher, in charge to work them to
death.”
“That’s a lie,” she said angrily.
“He won’t work them to death. I’ll see to that”
“Will you?”
“Of course I will! How can you even
insinuate such things?”
“Oh, I do beg your pardon, Mrs.
Kennedy! I know your motives are always above reproach. However,
Johnnie Gallegher is a cold little bully if I ever saw one. Better
watch him or you’ll be having trouble when the inspector comes
around.”
“You tend to your business and I’ll
tend to mine,” she said indignantly. “And I don’t want to talk
about convicts any more. Everybody’s been hateful about them. My
gang is my own business— And you haven’t told me yet what you do
in New Orleans. You go there so often that everybody says—” She
paused. She had not intended to say so much.
“What do they say?”
“Well—that you have a sweetheart
there. That you are going to get married. Are you, Rhett?”
She had been curious about this for so
long that she could not refrain from asking the point-blank question.
A queer little pang of jealousy jabbed at her at the thought of Rhett
getting married, although why that should be she did not know.
His bland eyes grew suddenly alert and
he caught her gaze and held it until a little blush crept up into her
cheeks.
“Would it matter much to you?”
“Well, I should hate to lose your
friendship,” she said primly and, with an attempt at
disinterestedness, bent down to pull the blanket closer about Ella
Lorena’s head.
He laughed suddenly, shortly, and said:
“Look at me, Scarlett.”
She looked up unwillingly, her blush
deepening.
“You can tell your curious friends
that when I marry it will be because I couldn’t get the woman I
wanted in any other way. And I’ve never yet wanted a woman bad
enough to marry her.”
Now she was indeed confused and
embarrassed, for she remembered the night on this very porch during
the siege when he had said: “I am not a marrying man” and
casually suggested that she become his mistress—remembered, too,
the terrible day when he was in jail and was shamed by the memory. A
slow malicious smile went over his face as he read her eyes.
“But I will satisfy your vulgar
curiosity since you ask such pointed questions. It isn’t a
sweetheart that takes me to New Orleans. It’s a child, a little
boy.”
“A little boy!” The shock of this
unexpected information wiped out her confusion.
“Yes, he is my legal ward and I am
responsible for him. He’s in school in New Orleans. I go there
frequently to see him.”
“And take him presents?” So, she
thought, that’s how he always knows what kind of presents Wade
likes!
“Yes,” he said shortly,
unwillingly.
“Well, I never! Is he handsome?”
“Too handsome for his own good.”
“Is he a nice little boy?”
“No. He’s a perfect hellion. I wish
he had never been born. Boys are troublesome creatures. Is there
anything else you’d like to know?”
He looked suddenly angry and his brow
was dark, as though he already regretted speaking of the matter at
all.
“Well, not if you don’t want to
tell me any more,” she said loftily, though she was burning for
further information. “But I just can’t see you in the rôle of a
guardian,” and she laughed, hoping to disconcert him.
“No, I don’t suppose you can. Your
vision is pretty limited.”
He said no more and smoked his cigar in
silence for a while. She cast about for some remark as rude as his
but could think of none.
“I would appreciate it if you’d say
nothing of this to anyone,” he said finally. “Though I suppose
that asking a woman to keep her mouth shut is asking the impossible.”
“I can keep a secret,” she said
with injured dignity.
“Can you? It’s nice to learn
unsuspected things about friends. Now, stop pouting, Scarlett. I’m
sorry I was rude but you deserved it for prying. Give me a smile and
let’s be pleasant for a minute or two before I take up an
unpleasant subject.”
Oh, dear! she thought. Now, he’s
going to talk about Ashley and the mill! and she hastened to smile
and show her dimple to divert him. “Where else did you go, Rhett?
You haven’t been in New Orleans all this time, have you?”
“No, for the last month I’ve been
in Charleston. My father died.”
“Oh, I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be. I’m sure he wasn’t
sorry to die, and I’m sure I’m not sorry he’s dead.”
“Rhett, what a dreadful thing to
say!”
“It would be much more dreadful if I
pretended to be sorry, when I wasn’t, wouldn’t it? There was
never any love lost between us. I cannot remember when the old
gentleman did not disapprove of me. I was too much like his own
father and he disapproved heartily of his father. And as I grew older
his disapproval of me became downright dislike, which, I admit, I did
little to change. All the things Father wanted me to do and be were
such boring things. And finally he threw me out into the world
without a cent and no training whatsoever to be anything but a
Charleston gentleman, a good pistol shot and an excellent poker
player. And he seemed to take it as a personal affront that I did not
starve but put my poker playing to excellent advantage and supported
myself royally by gambling. He was so affronted at a Butler becoming
a gambler that when I came home for the first time, he forbade my
mother to see me. And all during the war when I was blockading out of
Charleston, Mother had to lie and slip off to see me. Naturally that
didn’t increase my love for him.”
“Oh, I didn’t know all that!”
“He was what is pointed out as a fine
old gentleman of the old school which means that he was ignorant,
thick headed, intolerant and incapable of thinking along any lines
except what other gentlemen of the old school thought. Everyone
admired him tremendously for having cut me off and counted me as
dead. ‘If thy right eye offend thee, pluck it out.’ I was his
right eye, his oldest son, and he plucked me out with a vengeance.”
He smiled a little, his eyes hard with
amused memory.
“Well, I could forgive all that but I
can’t forgive what he’s done to Mother and my sister since the
war ended. They’ve been practically destitute. The plantation house
was burned and the rice fields have gone back to marsh lands. And the
town house went for taxes and they’ve been living in two rooms that
aren’t fit for darkies. I’ve sent money to Mother, but Father has
sent it back—tainted money, you see!—and several times I’ve
gone to Charleston and given money, on the sly, to my sister. But
Father always found out and raised merry hell with her, till her life
wasn’t worth living, poor girl. And back the money came to me. I
don’t know how they’ve lived. … Yes, I do know. My brother’s
given what he could, though he hasn’t much to give and he won’t
take anything from me either—speculator’s money is unlucky money,
you see! And the charity of their friends. Your Aunt Eulalie, she’s
been very kind. She’s one of Mother’s best friends, you know.
She’s given them clothes and— Good God! My mother on charity!”
It was one of the few times she had
ever seen him with his mask off, his face hard with honest hatred for
his father and distress for his mother.
“Aunt ‘Lalie! But, good Heavens,
Rhett, she hasn’t got anything much above what I send her!”
“Ah, so that’s where it comes from!
How ill bred of you, my dear, to brag of such a thing in the face of
my humiliation. You must let me reimburse you!”
“With pleasure,” said Scarlett, her
mouth suddenly twisting into a grin, and he smiled back.
“Ah, Scarlett, how the thought of a
dollar does make your eyes sparkle! Are you sure you haven’t some
Scotch or perhaps Jewish blood as well as Irish?”
“Don’t be hateful! I didn’t mean
to throw it in your face about Aunt ‘Lalie. But honestly, she
thinks I’m made of money. She’s always writing me for more and,
God knows, I’ve got enough on my hands without supporting all of
Charleston. What did your father die of?”
“Genteel starvation, I think—and
hope. It served him right. He was willing to let Mother and Rosemary
starve with him. Now that he’s dead, I can help them. I’ve bought
them a house on the Battery and they’ve servants to look after
them. But of course, they couldn’t let it be known that the money
came from me.”
“Why not?”
“My dear, surely you know Charleston!
You’ve visited there. My family may be poor but they have a
position to uphold. And they couldn’t uphold it if it were known
that gambling money and speculator’s money and Carpetbag money was
behind it. No, they gave it out that Father left an enormous life
insurance—that he’d beggared himself and starved himself to death
to keep up the payments, so that after he died, they’d be provided
for. So he is looked upon as an even greater gentleman of the old
school than before. … In fact, a martyr to his family. I hope he’s
turning in his grave at the knowledge that Mother and Rosemary are
comfortable now, in spite of his efforts. … In a way, I’m sorry
he’s dead because he wanted to die— was so glad to die.”
“Why?”
“Oh, he really died when Lee
surrendered. You know the type. He never could adjust himself to the
new times and spent his time talking about the good old days.”
“Rhett, are all old folks like that?”
She was thinking of Gerald and what Will had said about him.
“Heavens, no! Just look at your Uncle
Henry and that old wild cat, Mr. Merriwether, just to name two. They
took a new lease on life when they marched out with the Home Guard
and it seems to me that they’ve gotten younger and more peppery
ever since. I met old man Merriwether this morning driving René’s
pie wagon and cursing the horse like an army mule skinner. He told me
he felt ten years younger since he escaped from the house and his
daughter-in-law’s coddling and took to driving the wagon. And your
Uncle Henry enjoys fighting the Yankees in court and out and
defending the widow and the orphan—free of charge, I fear—against
the Carpetbaggers. If there hadn’t been a war, he’d have retired
long ago and nursed his rheumatism. They’re young again because
they are of use again and feel that they are needed. And they like
this new day that gives old men another chance. But there are plenty
of people, young people, who feel like my father and your father.
They can’t and won’t adjust and that brings me to the unpleasant
subject I want to discuss with you, Scarlett.”
His sudden shift so disconcerted her
that she stammered: “What—what—” and inwardly groaned: “Oh,
Lord! Now, it’s coming. I wonder if I can butter him down?”
“I shouldn’t have expected either
truth or honor or fair dealing from you, knowing you as I do. But
foolishly, I trusted you.”
“I don’t know what you mean.”
“I think you do. At any rate, you
look very guilty. As I was riding along Ivy Street a white ago, on my
way to call on you, who should hail me from behind a hedge but Mrs.
Ashley Wilkes! Of course, I stopped and chatted with her.”
“Indeed?”
“Yes, we had an enjoyable talk. She
told me she had always wanted to let me know how brave she thought I
was to have struck a blow for the Confederacy, even at the eleventh
hour.”
“Oh, fiddle-dee-dee! Melly’s a
fool. She might have died that night because you acted so heroic.”
“I imagine she would have thought her
life given in a good cause. And when I asked her what she was doing
in Atlanta she looked quite surprised at my ignorance and told me
that they were living here now and that you had been kind enough to
make Mr. Wilkes a partner in your mill.”
“Well, what of it?” questioned
Scarlett, shortly.
“When I lent you the money to buy
that mill I made one stipulation, to which you agreed, and that was
that it should not go to the support of Ashley Wilkes.”
“You are being very offensive. I’ve
paid you back your money and I own the mill and what I do with it is
my own business.”
“Would you mind telling me how you
made the money to pay back my loan?”
“I made it selling lumber, of
course.”
“You made it with the money I lent
you to give you your start. That’s what you mean. My money is being
used to support Ashley. You are a woman quite without honor and if
you hadn’t repaid my loan, I’d take great pleasure in calling it
in now and selling you out at public auction if you couldn’t pay.”
He spoke lightly but there was anger
flickering in his eyes.
Scarlett hastily carried the warfare
into the enemy’s territory.
“Why do you hate Ashley so much? I
believe you’re jealous of him.”
After she had spoken she could have
bitten her tongue, for he threw back his head and laughed until she
went red with mortification.
“Add conceit to dishonor,” he said.
“You’ll never get over being the belle of the County, will you?
You’ll always think you’re the cutest little trick in shoe
leather and that every man you meet is expiring for love of you.”
“I don’t either!” she cried
hotly. “But I just can’t see why you hate Ashley so much and
that’s the only explanation I can think of.”
“Well, think something else, pretty
charmer, for that’s the wrong explanation. And as for hating
Ashley— I don’t hate him any more than I like him. In fact, my
only emotion toward him and his kind is pity.”
“Pity?”
“Yes, and a little contempt. Now,
swell up like a gobbler and tell me that he is worth a thousand
blackguards like me and that I shouldn’t dare to be so presumptuous
as to feel either pity or contempt for him. And when you have
finished swelling, I’ll tell you what I mean, if you’re
interested.”
“Well, I’m not.”
“I shall tell you, just the same, for
I can’t bear for you to go on nursing your pleasant delusion of my
jealousy. I pity him because he ought to be dead and he isn’t. And
I have a contempt for him because he doesn’t know what to do with
himself now that his world is gone.”
There was something familiar in the
idea he expressed. She had a confused memory of having beard similar
words but she could not remember when and where. She did not think
very hard about it for her anger was hot.
“If you had your way all the decent
men in the South would be dead!”
“And if they had their way, I think
Ashley’s kind would prefer to be dead. Dead with neat stones above
them, saying: ‘Here lies a soldier of the Confederacy, dead for the
Southland’ or ‘Dulce et decorum est—‘ or any of the other
popular epitaphs.”
“I don’t see why!”
“You never see anything that isn’t
written in letters a foot high and then shoved under your nose, do
you? If they were dead, their troubles would be over, there’d be no
problems to face, problems that have no solutions. Moreover, their
families would be proud of them through countless generations. And
I’ve heard the dead are happy. Do you suppose Ashley Wilkes is
happy?”
“Why, of course—” she began and
then she remembered the look in Ashley’s eyes recently and stopped.
“Is he happy or Hugh Elsing or Dr.
Meade? Any more than my father and your father were happy?”
“Well, perhaps not as happy as they
might be, because they’ve all lost their money.”
He laughed.
“It isn’t losing their money, my
pet. I tell you it’s losing their world—the world they were
raised in. They’re like fish out of water or cats with wings. They
were raised to be certain persons, to do certain things, to occupy
certain niches. And those persons and things and niches disappeared
forever when General Lee arrived at Appomattox. Oh, Scarlett, don’t
look so stupid! What is there for Ashley Wilkes to do, now that his
home is gone and his plantation taken up for taxes and fine gentlemen
are going twenty for a penny? Can he work with his head or his hands?
I’ll bet you’ve lost money hand over fist since he took over that
mill.”
“I have not!”
“How nice. May I look over your books
some Sunday evening when you are at leisure?”
“You can go to the devil and not at
your leisure. You can go now, for all I care.”
“My pet, I’ve been to the devil and
he’s a very dull fellow. I won’t go there again, even for you. …
You took my money when you needed it desperately and you used it. We
had an agreement as to how it should be used and you have broken that
agreement. Just remember, my precious little cheat, the time will
come when you win want to borrow more money from me. You’ll want me
to bank you, at some incredibly low interest, so you can buy more
mills and more mules and build more saloons. And you can whistle for
the money.”
“When I need money I’ll borrow it
from the bank, thank you,” she said coldly, but her breast was
heaving with rage.
“Will you? Try to do it. I own plenty
of stock in the bank.”
“You do?”
“Yes, I am interested in some honest
enterprises.”
“There are other banks—”
“Plenty of them. And if I can manage
it, you’ll play hell getting a cent from any of them. You can go to
the Carpetbag usurers if you want money.”
“I’ll go to them with pleasure.”
“You’ll go but with little pleasure
when you learn their rates of interest. My pretty, there are
penalties in the business world for crooked dealing. You should have
played straight with me.”
“You’re a fine man, aren’t you?
So rich and powerful yet picking on people who are down, like Ashley
and me!”
“Don’t put yourself in his class.
You aren’t down. Nothing will down you. But he is down and he’ll
stay there unless there’s some energetic person behind him, guiding
and protecting him as long as he lives. I’m of no mind to have my
money used for the benefit of such a person.”
“You didn’t mind helping me and I
was down and—”
“You were a good risk, my dear, an
interesting risk. Why? Because you didn’t plump yourself down on
your male relatives and sob for the old days. You got out and hustled
and now your fortunes are firmly planted on money stolen from a dead
man’s wallet and money stolen from the Confederacy. You’ve got
murder to your credit, and husband stealing, attempted fornication,
lying and sharp dealing and any amount of chicanery that won’t bear
close inspection. Admirable things, all of them. They show you to be
a person of energy and determination and a good money risk. It’s
entertaining, helping people who help themselves. I’d lend ten
thousand dollars without even a note to that old Roman matron, Mrs.
Merriwether. She started with a basket of pies and look at her now! A
bakery employing half a dozen people, old Grandpa happy with his
delivery wagon and that lazy little Creole, René, working hard and
liking it. … Or that poor devil, Tommy Wellburn, who does two men’s
work with half a man’s body and does it well or—well, I won’t
go on and bore you.”
“You do bore me. You bore me to
distraction,” said Scarlett coldly, hoping to annoy him and divert
him from the ever-unfortunate subject of Ashley. But he only laughed
shortly and refused to take up the gauntlet.
“People like them are worth helping.
But Ashley Wilkes—bah! His breed is of no use or value in an
upside-down world like ours. Whenever the world up-ends, his kind is
the first to perish. And why not? They don’t deserve to survive
because they won’t fight—don’t know how to fight. This isn’t
the first time the world’s been upside down and it won’t be the
last. It’s happened before and it’ll happen again. And when it
does happen, everyone loses everything and everyone is equal. And
then they all start again at taw, with nothing at all. That is,
nothing except the cunning of their brains and strength of their
hands. But some people, like Ashley, have neither cunning nor
strength or, having them, scruple to use them. And so they go under
and they should go under. It’s a natural law and the world is
better off without them. But there are always a hardy few who come
through and given time, they are right back where they were before
the world turned over.”
“You’ve been poor! You just said
that your father turned you out without a penny!” said Scarlett,
furious. “I should think you’d understand and sympathize with
Ashley!”
“I do understand;” said Rhett, “but
I’m damned if I sympathize. After the surrender Ashley had much
more than I had when I was thrown out. At least, he had friends who
took him in, whereas I was Ishmael. But what has Ashley done with
himself?”
“If you are comparing him with
yourself, you conceited thing, why— He’s not like you, thank God!
He wouldn’t soil his hands as you do, making money with
Carpetbaggers and Scalawags and Yankees. He’s scrupulous and
honorable!”
“But not too scrupulous and honorable
to take aid and money from a woman.”
“What else could he have done?”
“Who am I to say? I only know what I
did, both when I was thrown out and nowadays. I only know what other
men have done. We saw opportunity in the ruin of a civilization and
we made the most of our opportunity, some honestly, some shadily, and
we are still making the most of it. But the Ashleys of this world
have the same chances and don’t take them. They just aren’t
smart, Scarlett, and only the smart deserve to survive.”
She hardly heard what he was saying,
for now there was coming back to her the exact memory which had
teased her a few minutes before when he first began speaking. She
remembered the cold wind that swept the orchard of Tara and Ashley
standing by a pile of rails, his eyes looking beyond her. And he had
said—what? Some funny foreign name that sounded like profanity and
had talked of the end of the world. She had not known what he meant
then but now bewildered comprehension was coming to her and with it a
sick, weary feeling.
“Why, Ashley said—”
“Yes?”
“Once at Tara he said something about
the—a—dusk of the gods and about the end of the world and some
such foolishness.”
“Ah, the Götterdämmerung!”
Rhett’s eyes were sharp with interest. “And what else?”
“Oh, I don’t remember exactly. I
wasn’t paying much mind. But—yes—something about the strong
coining through and the weak being winnowed out.”
“Ah, so he knows. Then that makes it
harder for him. Most of them don’t know and will never know.
They’ll wonder all their lives where the lost enchantment has
vanished. They’ll simply suffer in proud and incompetent silence.
But he understands. He knows he’s winnowed out.”
“Oh, he isn’t! Not while I’ve got
breath in my body.”
He looked at her quietly and his brown
face was smooth.
“Scarlett, how did you manage to get
his consent to come to Atlanta and take over the mill? Did he
struggle very hard against you?”
She had a quick memory of the scene
with Ashley after Gerald’s funeral and put it from her.
“Why, of course not,” she replied
indignantly. “When I explained to him that I needed his help
because I didn’t trust that scamp who was running the mill and
Frank was too busy to help me and I was going to—well, there was
Ella Lorena, you see. He was very glad to help me out.”
“Sweet are the uses of motherhood! So
that’s how you got around him. Well, you’ve got him where you
want him now, poor devil, as shackled to you by obligations as any of
your convicts are by their chains. And I wish you both joy. But, as I
said at the beginning of this discussion, you’ll never get another
cent out of me for any of your little unladylike schemes, my
double-dealing lady.”
She was smarting with anger and with
disappointment as well. For some time she had been planning to borrow
more money from Rhett to buy a lot downtown and start a lumber yard
there.
“I can do without your money,” she
cried. “I’m making money out of Johnnie Gallegher’s mill,
plenty of it, now that I don’t use free darkies and I have some
money out on mortgages and we are coining cash at the store from the
darky trade.”
“Yes, so I heard. How clever of you
to rook the helpless and the widow and the orphan and the ignorant!
But if you must steal, Scarlett, why not steal from the rich and
strong instead of the poor and weak? From Robin Hood on down to now,
that’s been considered highly moral.”
“Because,” said Scarlett shortly,
“it’s a sight easier and safer to steal—as you call it—from
the poor.”
He laughed silently, his shoulders
shaking.
“You’re a fine honest rogue,
Scarlett!”
A rogue! Queer that that term should
hurt. She wasn’t a rogue, she told herself vehemently. At least,
that wasn’t what she wanted to be. She wanted to be a great lady.
For a moment her mind went swiftly down the years and she saw her
mother, moving with a sweet swish of skirts and a faint fragrance of
sachet, her small busy hands tireless in the service of others,
loved, respected, cherished. And suddenly her heart was sick.
“If you are trying to devil me,”
she said tiredly, “it’s no use. I know I’m not as—scrupulous
as I should be these days. Not as kind and as pleasant as I was
brought up to be. But I can’t help it, Rhett. Truly, I can’t.
What else could I have done? What would have happened to me, to Wade,
to Tara and all of us if I’d been—gentle when that Yankee came to
Tara? I should have been—but I don’t even want to think of that.
And when Jonas Wilkerson was going to take the home place, suppose
I’d been—kind and scrupulous? Where would we all be now? And if
I’d been sweet and simple minded and not nagged Frank about bad
debts we’d—oh, well. Maybe I am a rogue, but I won’t be a rogue
forever, Rhett. But during these past years—and even now—what
else could I have done? How else could I have acted? I’ve felt that
I was trying to row a heavily loaded boat in a storm. I’ve had so
much trouble just trying to keep afloat that I couldn’t be bothered
about things that didn’t matter, things I could part with easily
and not miss, like good manners and—well, things like that. I’ve
been too afraid my boat would be swamped and so I’ve dumped
overboard the things that seemed least important.”
“Pride and honor and truth and virtue
and kindliness,” he enumerated silkily. “You are right, Scarlett.
They aren’t important when a boat is sinking. But look around you
at your friends. Either they are bringing their boats ashore safely
with cargoes intact or they are content to go down with all flags
flying.”
“They are a passel of fools,” she
said shortly. “There’s a time for all things. When I’ve got
plenty of money, I’ll be nice as you please, too. Butter won’t
melt in my mouth. I can afford to be then.”
“You can afford to be—but you
won’t. It’s hard to salvage jettisoned cargo and, if it is
retrieved, it’s usually irreparably damaged. And I fear that when
you can afford to fish up the honor and virtue and kindness you’ve
thrown overboard, you’ll find they have suffered a sea change and
not, I fear, into something rich and strange. …”
He rose suddenly and picked up his hat.
“You are going?”
“Yes. Aren’t you relieved? I leave
you to what remains of your conscience.”
He paused and looked down at the baby,
putting out a finger for the child to grip.
“I suppose Frank is bursting with
pride?”
“Oh, of course.”
“Has a lot of plans for this baby, I
suppose?”
“Oh, well, you know how silly men are
about their babies.”
“Then, tell him,” said Rhett and
stopped short, an odd look on his face, “tell him if he wants to
see his plans for his child work out, he’d better stay home at
night more often than he’s doing.”
“What do you mean?”
“Just what I say. Tell him to stay
home.”
“Oh, you vile creature! To insinuate
that poor Frank would—”
“Oh, good Lord!” Rhett broke into a
roar of laughter. “I didn’t mean he was running around with
women! Frank! Oh, good Lord!”
He went down the steps still laughing.
CHAPTER XLIV
THE MARCH AFTERNOON was windy and cold,
and Scarlett pulled the lap robe high under her arms as she drove out
the Decatur road toward Johnnie Gallegher’s mill. Driving alone was
hazardous these days and she knew it, more hazardous than ever
before, for now the negroes were completely out of hand. As Ashley
had prophesied, there had been hell to pay since the legislature
refused to ratify the amendment. The stout refusal had been like a
slap in the face of the furious North and retaliation had come
swiftly. The North was determined to force the negro vote on the
state and, to this end, Georgia had been declared in rebellion and
put under the strictest martial law. Georgia’s very existence as a
state had been wiped out and it had become, with Florida and Alabama,
“Military District Number Three,” under the command of a Federal
general.
If life had been insecure and
frightening before this, it was doubly so now. The military
regulations which had seemed so stringent the year before were now
mild by comparison with the ones issued by General Pope. Confronted
with the prospect of negro rule, the future seemed dark and hopeless,
and the embittered state smarted and writhed helplessly. As for the
negroes, their new importance went to their heads, and, realizing
that they had the Yankee Army behind them, their outrages increased.
No one was safe from them.
In this wild and fearful time, Scarlett
was frightened—frightened but determined, and she still made her
rounds alone, with Frank’s pistol tucked in the upholstery of the
buggy. She silently cursed the legislature for bringing this worse
disaster upon them all. What good had it done, this fine brave stand,
this gesture which everyone called gallant? It had just made matters
so much worse.
As she drew near the path that led down
through the bare trees into the creek bottom where the Shantytown
settlement was, she clucked to the horse to quicken his speed. She
always felt uneasy driving past this dirty, sordid cluster of
discarded army tents and slave cabins. It had the worst reputation of
any spot in or near Atlanta, for here lived in filth outcast negroes,
black prostitutes and a scattering of poor whites of the lowest
order. It was rumored to be the refuge of negro and white criminals
and was the first place the Yankee soldiers searched when they wanted
a man. Shootings and cuttings went on here with such regularity that
the authorities seldom troubled to investigate and generally left the
Shantytowners to settle their own dark affairs. Back in the woods
there was a still that manufactured a cheap quality of corn whisky
and, by night, the cabins in the creek bottoms resounded with drunken
yells and curses.
Even the Yankees admitted that it was a
plague spot and should be wiped out, but they took no steps in this
direction. Indignation was loud among the inhabitants of Atlanta and
Decatur who were forced to use the road for travel between the two
towns. Men went by Shantytown with their pistols loosened in their
holsters and nice women never willingly passed it, even under the
protection of their men, for usually there were drunken negro
slatterns sitting along the road, hurling insults and shouting coarse
words.
As long as she had Archie beside her,
Scarlett had not given Shantytown a thought, because not even the
most impudent negro woman dared laugh in her presence. But since she
had been forced to drive alone, there had been any number of
annoying, maddening incidents. The negro sluts seemed to try
themselves whenever she drove by. There was nothing she could do
except ignore them and boil with rage. She could not even take
comfort in airing her troubles to her neighbors or family because the
neighbors would say triumphantly: “Well, what else did you expect?”
And her family would take on dreadfully again and try to stop her.
And she had no intention of stopping her trips.
Thank Heaven, there were no ragged
women along the roadside today! As she passed the trail leading down
to the settlement she looked with distaste at the group of shacks
squatting in the hollow in the dreary slant of the afternoon sun.
There was a chill wind blowing, and as she passed there came to her
nose the mingled smells of wood smoke, frying pork and untended
privies. Averting her nose, she flapped the reins smartly across the
horse’s back and hurried him past and around the bend of the road.
Just as she was beginning to draw a
breath of relief, her heart rose in her throat with sudden fright,
for a huge negro slipped silently from behind a large oak tree. She
was frightened but not enough to lose her wits and, in an instant,
the horse was pulled up and she had Frank’s pistol in her hand.
“What do you want?” she cried with
all the sternness she could muster. The big negro ducked back behind
the oak, and the voice that answered was frightened.
“Lawd, Miss Scarlett, doan shoot Big
Sam!”
Big Sam! For a moment she could not
take in his words. Big Sam, the foreman of Tara whom she had seen
last in the days of the siege. What on earth …
“Come out of there and let me see if
you are really Sam!”
Reluctantly he slid out of his hiding
place, a giant ragged figure, bare-footed, clad in denim breeches and
a blue Union uniform jacket that was far too short and tight for his
big frame. When she saw it was really Big Sam, she shoved the pistol
down into the upholstery and smiled with pleasure.
“Oh, Sam! How nice to see you!”
Sam galloped over to the buggy, his
eyes rolling with joy and his white teeth flashing, and clutched her
outstretched hand with two black hands as big as hams. His
watermelon-pink tongue lapped out, his whole body wiggled and his
joyful contortions were as ludicrous as the gambolings of a mastiff.
“Mah Lawd, it sho is good ter see
some of de fambly agin!” he cried, scrunching her hand until she
felt that the bones would crack. “Huccome you got so mean lak,
totin’ a gun, Miss Scarlett?”
“So many mean folks these days, Sam,
that I have to tote it. What on earth are you doing in a nasty place
like Shantytown, you, a respectable darky? And why haven’t you been
into town to see me?”
“Law’m, Miss Scarlett, Ah doan lib
in Shantytown. Ah jes’ bidin’ hyah fer a spell. Ah wouldn’ lib
in dat place for nuthin’. Ah nebber in mah life seed sech trashy
niggers. An’ Ah din’ know you wuz in ‘Lanta. Ah thought you wuz
at Tara. Ah wuz aimin’ ter come home ter Tara soon as Ah got de
chance.”
“Have you been living in Atlanta ever
since the siege?”
“No, Ma’m! Ah been trabelin’!”
He released her hand and she painfully flexed it to see if the bones
were intact. “ ‘Member w’en you seed me las’?”
Scarlett remembered the hot day before
the siege began when she and Rhett had sat in the carriage and the
gang of negroes with Big Sam at their head had marched down the dusty
street toward the entrenchments singing “Go Down, Moses.” She
nodded.
“Wel, Ah wuked lak a dawg diggin’
bresswuks an’ fillin’ san’ bags, tell de Confedruts lef ‘Lanta.
De cap’n gempmum whut had me in charge, he wuz kilt an’ dar
warn’t nobody ter tell Big Sam whut ter do, so Ah jes’ lay low in
de bushes. Ah thought Ah’d try ter git home ter Tara, but den Ah
hear dat all de country roun’ Tara done buhnt up. ‘Sides, Ah din’
hab no way ter git back an’ Ah wuz sceered de patterollers pick me
up, kase Ah din’ hab no pass. Den de Yankees come in an’ a Yankee
gempmum, he wuz a cunnel, he tek a shine ter me an’ he keep me te
ten’ ter his hawse an’ his boots.
“Yas, Ma’m! Ah sho did feel
bigitty, bein’ a body serbant lak Poke, w’en Ah ain’ nuthin’
but a fe’el han’. Ah ain’ tell de Cunnel Ah wuz a fe’el han’
an’ he— Well, Miss Scarlett, Yankees is iggerunt folks! He din’
know de diffunce! So Ah stayed wid him an’ Ah went ter Sabannah wid
him w’en Gin’ul Sherman went dar, an’ fo’ Gawd, Miss
Scarlett, Ah nebber seed sech awful goin’-ons as Ah seed on de way
ter Sabannah! A-stealin’ an’ a-buhnin’—did dey buhn Tara,
Miss Scarlett?”
“They set fire to it, but we put it
out.”
“Well’m, Ah sho glad ter hear dat.
Tara mah home an’ Ah is aimin’ ter go back dar. An’ w’en de
wah ober, de Cunnel he say ter me: ‘You Sam! You come on back Nawth
wid me. Ah pay you good wages.’ Well’m, lak all de niggers, Ah
wuz honin’ ter try disyere freedom fo’ Ah went home, so Ah goes
Nawth wid de Cunnel. Yas’m, us went ter Washington an’ Noo Yawk
an’ den ter Bawston whar de Cunnel lib. Yas, Ma’am, Ah’s a
trabeled nigger! Miss Scarlett, dar’s mo’ hawses and cah’iges
on dem Yankee streets dan you kin shake a stick at! Ah wuz sceered
all de time Ah wuz gwine git runned ober!”
“Did you like it up North, Sam?”
Sam scratched his woolly head.
“Ah did—an’ Ah din’t. De
Cunnel, he a mighty fine man an’ he unnerstan’ niggers. But his
wife, she sumpin’ else. His wife, she call me ‘Mister’ fust
time she seed me. Yas’m, she do dat an’ Ah lak ter drap in mah
tracks w’en she do it. De Cunnel, he tell her ter call me ‘Sam’
an’ den she do it. But all dem Yankee folks, fust time dey meet me,
dey call me ‘Mist’ O’Hara.’ An’ dey ast mer ter set down
wid dem, lak Ah wuz jes’ as good as dey wuz. Well, Ah ain’ nebber
set down wid w’ite folks an’ Ah is too ole ter learn. Dey treat
me lak Ah jes’ as good as dey wuz, Miss Scarlett, but in dere
hearts, dey din’ lak me—dey din’ lak no niggers. An’ dey wuz
sceered of me, kase Ah’s so big. An’ dey wuz allus astin’ me
‘bout de blood houn’s dat chase me an’ de beatin’s Ah got.
An’, Lawd, Miss Scarlett, Ah ain’ nebber got no beatin’s! You
know Mist’ Gerald ain’ gwine let nobody beat a ‘spensive nigger
lak me!
“Wen Ah tell dem dat an’ tell dem
how good Miss Ellen ter de niggers, an’ how she set up a whole week
wid me w’en Ah had de pneumony, dey doan b’lieve me. An’, Miss
Scarlett, Ah got ter honin’ fer Miss Ellen an’ Tara, tell it look
lak Ah kain stan’ it no longer, an’ one night Ah lit out fer
home, an’ Ah rid de freight cahs all de way down ter ‘Lanta. Ef
you buy me a ticket ter Tara, Ah sho be glad ter git home. Ah sho be
glad ter see Miss Ellen and Mist’ Gerald agin. Ah done had nuff
freedom. Ah wants somebody ter feed me good vittles reg’lar, and
tell me whut ter do an’ whut not ter do, an’ look affer me w’en
Ah gits sick. S’pose Ah gits de pneumony agin? Is dat Yankee lady
gwine tek keer of me? No, Ma’m! She gwine call me ‘Mist’
O’Hara’ but she ain’ gwine nuss me. But Miss Ellen, she gwine
nuss me, do Ah git sick an’—whut’s de mattuh, Miss Scarlett?”
“Pa and Mother are both dead, Sam.”
“Daid? Is you funnin’ wid me, Miss
Scarlett? Dat ain’ no way ter treat me!”
“I’m not funning. It’s true.
Mother died when Sherman men came through Tara and Pa—he went last
June. Oh, Sam, don’t cry. Please don’t! If you do, I’ll cry
too. Sam, don’t! I just can’t stand it. Let’s don’t talk
about it now. I’ll tell you all about it some other time. … Miss
Suellen is at Tara and she’s married to a mighty fine man, Mr. Will
Benteen. And Miss Carreen, she’s in a—” Scarlett paused. She
could never make plain to the weeping giant what a convent was.
“She’s living in Charleston now. But Pork and Prissy are at Tara.
… There, Sam, wipe your nose. Do you really want to go home?”
“Yas’m but it ain’ gwine be lak
Ah thought wid Miss Ellen an’—”
“Sam, how’d you like to stay here
in Atlanta and work for me? I need a driver and I need one bad with
so many mean folks around these days.”
“Yas’m, You sho do. Ah been aimin’
ter say you ain’ got no bizness drivin’ ‘round by yo’seff,
Miss Scarlett You ain’ got no notion how mean some niggers is dese
days, specially dem whut live hyah in Shantytown. It ain’ safe fer
you. Ah ain’ been in Shantytown but two days, but Ah hear dem talk
‘bout you. An’ yesterday w’en you druv by an’ dem trashy
black wenches holler at you, Ah recernize you but you went by so fas’
Ah couldn’ ketch you. But Ah sho tan de hides of dem niggers! Ah
sho did. Ain’ you notice dar ain’ none of dem roun’ hyah
terday?”
“I did notice and I certainly thank
you, Sam. Well, how would you like to be my carriage man?”
“Miss Scarlett, thankee, Ma’m, but
Ah specs Ah better go ter Tara.”
Big Sam looked down and his bare toe
traced aimless marks in the road. There was a furtive uneasiness
about him.
“Now, why? I’ll pay you good wages.
You must stay with me.”
The big black face, stupid and as
easily read as a child’s, looked up at her and there was fear in
it. He came closer and, leaning over the side of the buggy,
whispered: “Miss Scarlett, Ah got ter git outer ‘Lanta. Ah got
ter git ter Tara whar dey woan fine me. Ah—Ah done kilt a man.”
“A darky?”
“No’m. A w’ite man. A Yankee
sojer and dey’s lookin’ fer me. Dat de reason Ah’m hyah at
Shantytown.”
“How did it happen?”
“He wuz drunk an’ he said sumpin’
Ah couldn’ tek noways an’ Ah got mah han’s on his neck—an’
Ah din’ mean ter kill him, Miss Scarlett, but mah han’s is
pow’ful strong, an’ fo’ Ah knowed it, he wuz kilt. An’ Ah wuz
so sceered Ah din’ know whut ter do! So Ah come out hyah ter hide
an’ w’en Ah seed you go by yestiddy, Ah says ‘Bress Gawd! Dar
Miss Scarlett! She tek keer of me. She ain’ gwine let de Yankees
git me. She sen’ me back ter Tara.”
“You say they’re after you? They
know you did it?”
“Yas’m, Ah’s so big dar ain’ no
mistakin’ me. Ah spec Ah’s de bigges’ nigger in ‘Lanta. Dey
done been out hyah already affer me las’ night but a nigger gal,
she hid me in a cabe ober in de woods, tell dey wuz gone.”
Scarlett sat frowning for a moment. She
was not in the least alarmed or distressed that Sam had committed
murder, but she was disappointed that she could not have him as a
driver. A big negro like Sam would be as good a bodyguard as Archie.
Well, she must get him safe to Tara somehow, for of course the
authorities must not get him. He was too valuable a darky to be
hanged. Why, he was the best foreman Tara had ever had! It did not
enter Scarlett’s mind that he was free. He still belonged to her,
like Pork and Mammy and Peter and Cookie and Prissy. He was still
“one of our family” and, as such, must be protected.
“I’ll send you to Tara tonight,”
she said finally. “Now Sam, I’ve got to drive out the road a
piece, but I ought to be back here before sundown. You be waiting
here for me when I come back. Don’t tell anyone where you are going
and if you’ve got a hat, bring it along to hide your face.”
“Ah ain’ got no hat.”
“Well, here’s a quarter. You buy a
hat from one of those shanty darkies and meet me here.”
“Yas’m.” His face glowed with
relief at once more having someone to tell him what to do.
Scarlett drove on thoughtfully. Will
would certainly welcome a good field hand at Tara. Pork had never
been any good in the fields and never would be any good. With Sam on
the place, Pork could come to Atlanta and join Dilcey as she had
promised him when Gerald died.
When she reached the mill the sun was
setting and it was later than she cared to be out. Johnnie Gallegher
was standing in the doorway of the miserable shack that served as
cook room for the little lumber camp. Sitting on a log in front of
the slab-sided shack that was their sleeping quarters were four of
the five convicts Scarlett had apportioned to Johnnie’s mill. Their
convict uniforms were dirty and foul with sweat, shackles clanked
between their ankles when they moved tiredly, and there was an air of
apathy and despair about them. They were a thin, unwholesome lot,
Scarlett thought, peering sharply at them, and when she had leased
them, so short a time before, they were an upstanding crew. They did
not even raise their eyes as she dismounted from the buggy but
Johnnie turned toward her, carelessly dragging off his hat. His
little brown face was as hard as a nut as he greeted her.
“I don’t like the look of the men,”
she said abruptly. “They don’t look well. Where’s the other
one?”
“Says he’s sick,” said Johnnie
laconically. “He’s in the bunk house.”
“What ails him?”
“Laziness, mostly.”
“I’ll go see him.”
“Don’t do that. He’s probably
nekkid. I’ll tend to him. He’ll be back at work tomorrow.”
Scarlett hesitated and saw one of the
convicts raise a weary head and give Johnnie a stare of intense
hatred before he looked at the ground again.
“Have you been whipping these men?”
“Now, Mrs. Kennedy, begging your
pardon, who’s running this mill? You put me in charge and told me
to run it. You said I’d have a free hand. You ain’t got no
complaints to make of me, have you? Ain’t I making twice as much
for you as Mr. Elsing did?”
“Yes, you are,” said Scarlett, but
a shiver went over her, like a goose walking across her grave.
There was something sinister about this
camp with its ugly shacks, something which had not been here when
Hugh Elsing had it. There was a loneliness, an isolation, about it
that chilled her. These convicts were so far away from everything, so
completely at the mercy of Johnnie Gallegher, and if he chose to whip
them or otherwise mistreat them, she would probably never know about
it. The convicts would be afraid to complain to her for fear of worse
punishment after she was gone.
“The men look thin. Are you giving
them enough to eat? God knows, I spend enough money on their food to
make them fat as hogs. The flour and pork alone cost thirty dollars
last month. What are you giving them for supper?”
She stepped over to the cook shack and
looked in. A fat mulatto woman, who was leaning over a rusty old
stove, dropped a half curtsy as she saw Scarlett and went on stirring
a pot in which black-eyed peas were cooking. Scarlett knew Johnnie
Gallegher lived with her but thought it best to ignore the fact. She
saw that except for the peas and a pan of corn pone there was no
other food being prepared.
“Haven’t you got anything else for
these men?”
“No’m.”
“Haven’t you got any side meat in
these peas?”
“No’m.”
“No boiling bacon in the peas? But
black-eyed peas are no good without bacon. There’s no strength to
them. Why isn’t there any bacon?”
“Mist’ Johnnie, he say dar ain’
no use puttin’ in no side meat.”
“You’ll put bacon in. Where do you
keep your supplies?”
The negro woman rolled frightened eyes
toward the small closet that served as a pantry and Scarlett threw
the door open. There was an open barrel of cornmeal on the floor, a
small sack of flour, a pound of coffee, a little sugar, a gallon jug
of sorghum and two hams. One of the hams sitting on the shelf had
been recently cooked and only one or two slices had been cut from it,
Scarlett turned in a fury on Johnnie Gallegher and met his coldly
angry gaze.
“Where are the five sacks of white
flour I sent out last week? And the sugar sack and the coffee? And I
had five hams sent and ten pounds of side meat and God knows how many
bushels of yams and Irish potatoes. Well, where are they? You can’t
have used them all in a week if you fed the men five meals a day.
You’ve sold them! That’s what you’ve done, you thief! Sold my
good supplies and put the money in your pocket and fed these men on
dried peas and corn pone. No wonder they look so thin. Get out of the
way.”
She stormed past him to the doorway.
“You, man, there on the end—yes,
you! Come here!”
The man rose and walked awkwardly
toward her, his shackles clanking, and she saw that his bare ankles
were red and raw from the chafing of the iron.
“When did you last have ham?”
The man looked down at the ground.
“Speak up.”
Still the man stood silent and abject.
Finally he raised his eyes, looked Scarlett in the face imploringly
and dropped his gaze again.
“Scared to talk, eh? Well, go in the
pantry and get that ham off the shelf. Rebecca, give him your knife.
Take it out to those men and divide it up. Rebecca, make some
biscuits and coffee for the men. And serve plenty of sorghum. Start
now, so I can see you do it.”
“Dat’s Mist’ Johnnie’s privut
flour an’ coffee,” Rebecca muttered frightenedly.
“Mr. Johnnie’s, my foot! I suppose
it’s his private ham too. You do what I say. Get busy. Johnnie
Gallegher, come out to the buggy with me.”
She stalked across the littered yard
and climbed into the buggy, noticing with grim satisfaction that the
men were tearing at the ham and cramming bits into their mouths
voraciously. They looked as if they feared it would be taken from
them at any minute.
“You are a rare scoundrel!” she
cried furiously to Johnnie as he stood at the wheel, his hat pushed
back from his lowering brow. “And you can just hand over to me the
price of my supplies. In the future, I’ll bring you provisions
every day instead of ordering them by the month. Then you can’t
cheat me.”
“In the future I won’t be here,”
said Johnnie Gallegher.
“You mean you are quitting!”
For a moment it was on Scarlett’s hot
tongue to cry: “Go and good riddance!” but the cool hand of
caution stopped her. If Johnnie should quit, what would she do? He
had been doubling the amount of lumber Hugh turned out. And just now
she had a big order, the biggest she had ever had and a rush order at
that. She had to get that lumber into Atlanta. If Johnnie quit, whom
would she get to take over the mill?
“Yes, I’m quitting. You put me in
complete charge here and you told me that all you expected of me was
as much lumber as I could possibly get out. You didn’t tell me how
to run my business then and I’m not aiming to have you start now.
How I get the lumber out is no affair of yours. You can’t complain
that I’ve fallen down on my bargain. I’ve made money for you and
I’ve earned my salary—and what I could pick up on the side, too.
And here you come out here, interfering, asking questions and
breaking my authority in front of the men. How can you expect me to
keep discipline after this? What if the men do get an occasional
lick? The lazy scum deserve worse. What if they ain’t fed up and
pampered? They don’t deserve nothing better. Either you tend to
your business and let me tend to mine or I quit tonight.”
His hard little face looked flintier
than ever and Scarlett was in a quandary. If he quit tonight, what
would she do? She couldn’t stay here all night guarding the
convicts!
Something of her dilemma showed in her
eyes for Johnnie’s expression changed subtly and some of the
hardness went out of his face. There was an easy agreeable note in
his voice when he spoke.
“It’s getting late, Mrs. Kennedy,
and you’d better be getting on home. We ain’t going to fall out
over a little thing like this, are we? S’pose you take ten dollars
out of my next month’s wages and let’s call it square.”
Scarlett’s eyes went unwillingly to
the miserable group gnawing on the ham and she thought of the sick
man lying in the windy shack. She ought to get rid of Johnnie
Gallegher. He was a thief and a brutal man. There was no telling what
he did to the convicts when she wasn’t there. But, on the other
hand, he was smart and, God knows, she needed a smart man. Well, she
couldn’t part with him now. He was making money for her. She’d
just have to see to it that the convicts got their proper rations in
the future.
“I’ll take twenty dollars out of
your wages,” she said shortly, “and I’ll be back and discuss
the matter further in the morning.”
She picked up the reins. But she knew
there would be no further discussion. She knew that the matter had
ended there and she knew Johnnie knew it.
As she drove off down the path to the
Decatur road her conscience battled with her desire for money. She
knew she had no business exposing human lives to the hard little
man’s mercies. If he should cause the death of one of them she
would be as guilty as he was, for she had kept him in charge after
learning of his brutalities. But on the other hand—well, on the
other hand, men had no business getting to be convicts. If they broke
laws and got caught, then they deserved what they got. This partly
salved her conscience but as she drove down the road the dull thin
faces of the convicts would keep coming back into her mind.
“Oh, I’ll think of them later,”
she decided, and pushed the thought into the lumber room of her mind
and shut the door upon it.
The sun had completely gone when she
reached the bend in the road above Shantytown and the woods about her
were dark. With the disappearance of the sun, a bitter chill had
fallen on the twilight world and a cold wind blew through the dark
woods, making the bare boughs crack and the dead leaves rustle. She
had never been out this late by herself and she was uneasy and wished
herself home.
Big Sam was nowhere to be seen and, as
she drew rein to wait for him, she worried about his absence, fearing
the Yankees might have already picked him up. Then she heard
footsteps coming up the path from the settlement and a sigh of relief
went through her lips. She’d certainly dress Sam down for keeping
her waiting.
But it wasn’t Sam who came round the
bend.
It was a big ragged white man and a
squat black negro with shoulders and chest like a gorilla. Swiftly
she flapped the reins on the horse’s back and clutched the pistol.
The horse started to trot and suddenly shied as the white man threw
up his hand.
“Lady,” he said, “can you give me
a quarter? I’m sure hungry.”
“Get out of the way,” she answered,
keeping her voice as steady as she could. “I haven’t got any
money. Giddap.”
With a sudden swift movement the man’s
hand was on the horse’s bridle.
“Grab her!” he shouted to the
negro. “She’s probably got her money in her bosom!”
What happened next was like a nightmare
to Scarlett, and it all happened so quickly. She brought up her
pistol swiftly and some instinct told her not to fire at the white
man for fear of shooting the horse. As the negro came running to the
buggy, his black face twisted in a leering grin, she fired
point-blank at him. Whether or not she hit him, she never knew, but
the next minute the pistol was wrenched from her hand by a grasp that
almost broke her wrist. The negro was beside her, so close that she
could smell the rank odor of him as he tried to drag her over the
buggy side. With her one free hand she fought madly, clawing at his
face, and then she felt his big hand at her throat and, with a
ripping noise, her basque was torn open from neck to waist. Then the
black hand fumbled between her breasts, and terror and revulsion such
as she had never known came over her and she screamed like an insane
woman.
“Shut her up! Drag her out!” cried
the white man, and the black hand fumbled across Scarlett’s face to
her mouth. She bit as savagely as she could and then screamed again,
and through her screaming she heard the white man swear and realized
that there was a third man in the dark road. The black hand dropped
from her mouth and the negro leaped away as Big Sam charged at him.
“Run, Miss Scarlett!” yelled Sam,
grappling with the negro; and Scarlett, shaking and screaming,
clutched up the reins and whip and laid them both over the horse. It
went off at a jump and she felt the wheels pass over something soft,
something resistant. It was the white man who lay in the road where
Sam had knocked him down.
Maddened by terror, she lashed the
horse again and again and it struck a gait that made the buggy rock
and sway. Through her terror she was conscious of the sound of feet
running behind her and she screamed at the horse to go faster. If
that black ape got her again, she would die before he even got his
hands upon her.
A voice yelled behind her: “Miss
Scarlett! Stop!”
Without slacking, she looked trembling
over her shoulder and saw Big Sam racing down the road behind her,
his long legs working like hard-driven pistons. She drew rein as he
came up and he flung himself into the buggy, his big body crowding
her to one side. Sweat and blood were streaming down his face as he
panted:
“Is you hu’t? Did dey hu’t you?”
She could not speak, but seeing the
direction of his eyes and their quick averting, she realized that her
basque was open to the waist and her bare bosom and corset cover were
showing. With a shaking hand she clutched the two edges together and
bowing her head began to cry in terrified sobs.
“Gimme dem lines,” said Sam,
snatching the reins from her. “Hawse, mek tracks!”
The whip cracked and the startled horse
went off at a wild gallop that threatened to throw the buggy into the
ditch.
“Ah hope Ah done kill dat black
baboon. But Ah din’ wait ter fine out,” he panted. “But ef he
hahmed you, Miss Scarlett, Ah’ll go back an’ mek sho of it.”
“No—no—drive on quickly,” she
sobbed.
CHAPTER XLV
THAT NIGHT when Frank deposited her and
Aunt Pitty and the children at Melanie’s and rode off down the
street with Ashley, Scarlett could have burst with rage and hurt. How
could he go off to a political meeting on this of all nights in the
world? A political meeting! And on the same night when she had been
attacked, when anything might have happened to her! It was unfeeling
and selfish of him. But then, he had taken the whole affair with
maddening calm, ever since Sam had carried her sobbing into the
house, her basque gaping to the waist. He hadn’t clawed his beard
even once when she cried out her story. He had just questioned
gently: “Sugar, are you hurt—or just scared?”
Wrath mingling with her tears she had
been unable to answer and Sam had volunteered that she was just
scared.
“Ah got dar fo’ dey done mo’n
t’ar her dress.”
“You’re a good boy, Sam, and I
won’t forget what you’ve done. If there’s anything I can do for
you—”
“Yassah, you kin sen’ me ter Tara,
quick as you kin. De Yankees is affer me.”
Frank had listened to this statement
calmly too, and had asked no questions. He had looked very much as he
did the night Tony came beating on their door, as though this was an
exclusively masculine affair and one to be handled with a minimum of
words and emotions.
“You go get in the buggy. I’ll have
Peter drive you as far as Rough and Ready tonight and you can hide in
the woods till morning and then catch the train to Jonesboro. It’ll
be safer. … Now, Sugar, stop crying. It’s all over now and you
aren’t really hurt. Miss Pitty, could I have your smelling salts?
And Mammy, fetch Miss Scarlett a glass of wine.”
Scarlett had burst into renewed tears,
this time tears of rage. She wanted comforting, indignation, threats
of vengeance. She would even have preferred him storming at her,
saying that this was just what he had warned her would
happen—anything rather than have him take it all so casually and
treat her danger as a matter of small moment. He was nice and gentle,
of course, but in an absent way as if he had something far more
important on his mind.
And that important thing had turned out
to be a small political meeting!
She could hardly believe her ears when
he told her to change her dress and get ready for him to escort her
over to Melanie’s for the evening. He must know how harrowing her
experience had been, must know she did not want to spend an evening
at Melanie’s when her tired body and jangled nerves cried out for
the warm relaxation of bed and blankets—with a hot brick to make
her toes tingle and a hot toddy to soothe her fears. If he really
loved her, nothing could have forced him from her side on this of all
nights. He would have stayed home and held her hand and told her over
and over that he would have died if anything had happened to her. And
when he came home tonight and she had him alone, she would certainly
tell him so.
Melanie’s small parlor looked as
serene as it usually did on nights when Frank and Ashley were away
and the women gathered together to sew. The room was warm and
cheerful in the firelight. The lamp on the table shed a quiet yellow
glow on the four smooth heads bent to their needlework. Four skirts
billowed modestly, eight small feet were daintily placed on low
hassocks. The quiet breathing of Wade, Ella and Beau came through the
open door of the nursery. Archie sat on a stool by the hearth, his
back against the fireplace, his cheek distended with tobacco,
whittling industriously on a bit of wood. The contrast between the
dirty, hairy old man and the four neat, fastidious ladies was as
great as though he were a grizzled, vicious old watchdog and they
four small kittens.
Melanie’s soft voice, tinged with
indignation, went on and on as she told of the recent outburst of
temperament on the part of the Lady Harpists. Unable to agree with
the Gentlemen’s Glee Club as to the program for their next recital,
the ladies had waited on Melanie that afternoon and announced their
intention of withdrawing completely from the Musical Circle. It had
taken all of Melanie’s diplomacy to persuade them to defer their
decision.
Scarlett, overwrought, could have
screamed: “Oh, damn the Lady Harpists!” She wanted to talk about
her dreadful experience. She was bursting to relate it in detail, so
she could ease her own fright by frightening the others. She wanted
to tell how brave she had been, just to assure herself by the sound
of her own words that she had, indeed, been brave. But every time she
brought up the subject, Melanie deftly steered the conversation into
other and innocuous channels. This irritated Scarlett almost beyond
endurance. They were as mean as Frank.
How could they be so calm and placid
when she had just escaped so terrible a fate? They weren’t even
displaying common courtesy in denying her the relief of talking about
it.
The events of the afternoon had shaken
her more than she cared to admit, even to herself. Every time she
thought of that malignant black face peering at her from the shadows
of the twilight forest road, she fell to trembling. When she thought
of the black hand at her bosom and what would have happened if Big
Sam had not appeared, she bent her head lower and squeezed her eyes
tightly shut. The longer she sat silent in the peaceful room, trying
to sew, listening to Melanie’s voice, the tighter her nerves
stretched. She felt that at any moment she would actually hear them
break with the same pinging sound a banjo string makes when it snaps.
Archie’s whittling annoyed her and
she frowned at him. Suddenly it seemed odd that he should be sitting
there occupying himself with a piece of wood. Usually he lay flat on
the sofa, during the evenings when he was on guard, and slept and
snored so violently that his long beard leaped into the air with each
rumbling breath. It was odder still that neither Melanie nor India
hinted to him that he should spread a paper on the floor to catch his
litter of shavings. He had already made a perfect mess on the hearth
rug but they did not seem to have noticed it.
While she watched him, Archie turned
suddenly toward the fire and spat a stream of tobacco juice on it
with such vehemence that India, Melanie and Pitty leaped as though a
bomb had exploded.
“Need you expectorate so loudly?”
cried India in a voice that cracked with nervous annoyance. Scarlett
looked at her in surprise for India was always so self-contained.
Archie gave her look for look.
“I reckon I do,” he answered coldly
and spat again. Melanie gave a little frowning glance at India.
“I was always so glad dear Papa
didn’t chew,” began Pitty, and Melanie, her frown creasing
deeper, swung on her and spoke sharper words than Scarlett had ever
heard her speak.
“Oh, do hush, Auntie! You’re so
tactless.”
“Oh, dear!” Pitty dropped her
sewing in her lap and her mouth pressed up in hurt. “I declare, I
don’t know What ails you all tonight You and India are just as
jumpy and cross as two old sticks.”
No one answered her. Melanie did not
even apologize for her crossness but went back to her sewing with
small violence.
“You’re taking stitches an inch
long,” declared Pitty with some satisfaction. “You’ll have to
take every one of them out. What’s the matter with you?”
But Melanie still did not answer.
Was there anything the matter with
them, Scarlett wondered? Had she been too absorbed with her own fears
to notice? Yes, despite Melanie’s attempts to make the evening
appear like any one of fifty they had all spent together, there was a
difference due to their alarm and shock at what had happened that
afternoon. Scarlett stole glances at her companions and intercepted a
look from India. It discomforted her because it was a long, measuring
glance that carried in its cold depths something stronger than hate,
something more insulting than contempt.
“As though she thought I was to blame
for what happened,” Scarlett thought indignantly.
India turned from her to Archie and,
all annoyance at him gone from her face, gave him a look of veiled
anxious inquiry. But he did not meet her eyes. He did however look at
Scarlett, staring at her in the same cold hard way India had done.
Silence fell dully in the room as
Melanie did not take up the conversation again and, in the silence,
Scarlett heard the rising wind outside. It suddenly began to be a
most unpleasant evening. Now she began to feel the tension in the air
and she wondered if it had been present all during the evening—and
she too upset to notice it. About Archie’s face there was an alert
waiting look and his tufted, hairy old ears seemed pricked up like a
lynx’s. There was a severely repressed uneasiness about Melanie and
India that made them raise their heads from their sewing at each
sound of hooves in the road, at each groan of bare branches under the
wailing wind, at each scuffing sound of dry leaves tumbling across
the lawn. They started at each soft snap of burning logs on the
hearth as if they were stealthy footsteps.
Something was wrong and Scarlett
wondered what it was. Something was afoot and she did not know about
it. A glance at Aunt Pitty’s plump guileless face, screwed up in a
pout, told her that the old lady was as ignorant as she. But Archie
and Melanie and India knew. In the silence she could almost feel the
thoughts of India and Melanie whirling as madly as squirrels in a
cage. They knew something, were waiting for something, despite their
efforts to make things appear as usual. And their inner unease
communicated itself to Scarlett, making her more nervous than before.
Handling her needle awkwardly, she jabbed it into her thumb and with
a little scream of pain and annoyance that made them all jump, she
squeezed it until a bright red drop appeared.
“I’m just too nervous to sew,”
she declared, throwing her mending to the floor. “I’m nervous
enough to scream. I want to go home and go to bed. And Frank knew it
and he oughtn’t to have gone out. He talks, talks, talks about
protecting women against darkies and Carpetbaggers and when the time
comes for him to do some protecting, where is he? At home, taking
care of me? No, indeed, he’s gallivanting around with a lot of
other men who don’t do anything but talk and—”
Her snapping eyes came to rest on
India’s face and she paused. India was breathing fast and her pale
lashless eyes were fastened on Scarlett’s face with a deadly
coldness.
“If it won’t pain you too much,
India,” she broke off sarcastically, “I’d be much obliged if
you’d tell me why you’ve been staring at me all evening. Has my
face turned green or something?”
“It won’t pain me to tell you. I’ll
do it with pleasure,” said India and her eyes glittered. “I hate
to see you underrate a fine man like Mr. Kennedy when, if you knew—”
“India!” said Melanie warningly,
her hands clenching on her sewing.
“I think I know my husband better
than you do,” said Scarlett, the prospect of a quarrel, the first
open quarrel she had ever had with India, making her spirits rise and
her nervousness depart. Melanie’s eyes caught India’s and
reluctantly India closed her lips. But almost instantly she spoke
again and her voice was cold with hate.
“You make me sick, Scarlett O’Hara,
talking about being protected! You don’t care about being
protected! If you did you’d never have exposed yourself as you have
done all these months, prissing yourself about this town, showing
yourself off to strange men, hoping they’ll admire you! What
happened to you this afternoon was just what you deserved and if
there was any justice you’d have gotten worse.”
“Oh, India, hush!” cried Melanie.
“Let her talk,” cried Scarlett “I’m
enjoying it. I always knew she hated me and she was too much of a
hypocrite to admit it. If she thought anyone would admire her, she’d
be walking the streets naked from dawn till dark.”
India was on her feet her lean body
quivering with insult.
“I do hate you,” she said in a
clear but trembling voice. “But it hasn’t been hypocrisy that’s
kept me quiet It’s something you can’t understand, not possessing
any—any common courtesy, common good breeding. It’s the
realization that if all of us don’t hang together and submerge our
own small hates, we can’t expect to beat the Yankees. But
you—you—you’ve done all you could to lower the prestige of
decent people—working and bringing shame on a good husband, giving
Yankees and riffraff the right to laugh at us and make insulting
remarks about our lack of gentility. Yankees don’t know that you
aren’t one of us and have never been. Yankees haven’t sense
enough to know that you haven’t any gentility. And when you’ve
ridden about the woods exposing yourself to attack, you’ve exposed
every well-behaved woman in town to attack by putting temptation in
the ways of darkies and mean white trash. And you’ve put our men
folks’ lives in danger because they’ve got to—”
“My God, India!” cried Melanie and
even in her wrath, Scarlett was stunned to hear Melanie take the
Lord’s name in vain. “You must hush! She doesn’t know and
she—you must hush! You promised—”
“Oh, girls!” pleaded Miss Pittypat,
her lips trembling.
“What don’t I know?” Scarlett was
on her feet, furious, facing the coldly blazing India and the
imploring Melanie.
“Guinea hens,” said Archie suddenly
and his voice was contemptuous. Before anyone could rebuke him, his
grizzled head went up sharply and he rose swiftly. “Somebody comin’
up the walk. ‘Tain’t Mr. Wilkes neither. Cease your cackle.”
There was male authority in his voice
and the women stood suddenly silent anger fading swiftly from their
faces as he stumped across the room to the door.
“Who’s thar?” he questioned
before the caller even knocked.
“Captain Butler. Let me in.”
Melanie was across the floor so swiftly
that her hoops swayed up violently, revealing her pantalets to the
knees, and before Archie could put his hand on the knob she flung the
door open. Rhett Butler stood in the doorway, his black slouch hat
low over his eyes, the wild wind whipping his cape about him in
snapping folds. For once his good manners had deserted him. He
neither took off his hat nor spoke to the others in the room. He had
eyes for no one but Melanie and he spoke abruptly without greeting.
“Where have they gone? Tell me
quickly. It’s life or death.”
Scarlett and Pitty, startled and
bewildered, looked at each other in wonderment and, like a lean old
cat, India streaked across the room to Melanie’s side.
“Don’t tell him anything,” she
cried swiftly. “He’s a spy, a Scalawag!”
Rhett did not even favor her with a
glance.
“Quickly, Mrs. Wilkes! There may
still be time.”
Melanie seemed in a paralysis of terror
and only stared into his face.
“What on earth—” began Scarlett.
“Shet yore mouth,” directed Archie
briefly. “You too, Miss Melly. Git the hell out of here, you damned
Scalawag.”
“No, Archie, no!” cried Melanie and
she put a shaking hand on Rhett’s arm as though to protect him from
Archie. “What has happened? How did—how did you know?”
On Rhett’s dark face impatience
fought with courtesy.
“Good God, Mrs. Wilkes, they’ve all
been under suspicion since the beginning—only they’ve been too
clever—until tonight! How do I know? I was playing poker tonight
with two drunken Yankee captains and they let it out. The Yankees
knew there’d be trouble tonight and they’ve prepared for it. The
fools have walked into a trap.”
For a moment it was as though Melanie
swayed under the impact of a heavy blow and Rhett’s arm went around
her waist to steady her.
“Don’t tell him! He’s trying to
trap you!” cried India, glaring at Rhett. “Didn’t you hear him
say he’d been with Yankee officers tonight?”
Still Rhett did not look at her. His
eyes were bent insistently on Melanie’s white face.
“Tell me. Where did they go? Have
they a meeting place?”
Despite her fear and incomprehension,
Scarlett thought she had never seen a blanker, more expressionless
face than Rhett’s but evidently Melanie saw something else,
something that made her give her trust. She straightened her small
body away from the steadying arm and said quietly but with a voice
that shook:
“Out the Decatur road near
Shantytown. They meet in the cellar of the old Sullivan
plantation—the one that’s half-burned.”
“Thank you. I’ll ride fast. When
the Yankees come here, none of you know anything.”
He was gone so swiftly, his black cape
melting into the night, that they could hardly realize he had been
there at all until they heard the spattering of gravel and the mad
pounding of a horse going off at full gallop.
“The Yankees coming here?” cried
Pitty and, her small feet turning under her, she collapsed on the
sofa, too frightened for tears.
“What’s it all about? What did he
mean? If you don’t tell me I’ll go crazy!” Scarlett laid hands
on Melanie and shook her violently as if by force she could shake an
answer from her.
“Mean? It means you’ve probably
been the cause of Ashley’s and Mr. Kennedy’s death!” In spite
of the agony of fear there was a note of triumph in India’s voice.
“Stop shaking Melly. She’s going to faint.”
“No, I’m not,” whispered Melanie,
clutching the back of a chair.
“My God, my God! I don’t
understand! Kill Ashley? Please, somebody tell me—”
Archie’s voice, like a rusty hinge,
cut through Scarlett’s words.
“Set down,” he ordered briefly.
“Pick up yore sewin’. Sew like nothin’ had happened. For all we
know, the Yankees might have been spyin’ on this house since
sundown. Set down, I say, and sew.”
Trembling they obeyed, even Pitty
picking up a sock and holding it in shaking fingers while her eyes,
wide as a frightened child’s went around the circle for an
explanation.
“Where is Ashley? What has happened
to him, Melly?” cried Scarlett.
“Where’s your husband? Aren’t you
interested in him?” India’s pale eyes blazed with insane malice
as she crumpled and straightened the torn towel she had been mending.
“India, please!” Melanie had
mastered her voice but her white, shaken face and tortured eyes
showed the strain under which she was laboring. “Scarlett, perhaps
we should have told you but—but—you had been through so much this
afternoon that we—that Frank didn’t think—and you were always
so outspoken against the Klan—”
“The Klan—”
At first, Scarlett spoke the word as if
she had never heard it before and had no comprehension of its meaning
and then:
“The Klan!” she almost screamed it.
“Ashley isn’t in the Klan! Frank can’t be! Oh, he promised me!”
“Of course, Mr. Kennedy is in the
Klan and Ashley, too, and all the men we know,” cried India. “They
are men, aren’t they? And white men and Southerners. You should
have been proud of him instead of making him sneak out as though it
were something shameful and—”
“You all have known all along and I
didn’t—”
“We were afraid it would upset you,”
said Melanie sorrowfully.
“Then that’s where they go when
they’re supposed to be at the political meetings? Oh, he promised
me! Now, the Yankees will come and take my mills and the store and
put him in jail—oh, what did Rhett Butler mean?”
India’s eyes met Melanie’s in wild
fear. Scarlett rose, flinging her sewing down.
“If you don’t tell me, I’m going
downtown and find out. I’ll ask everybody I see until I find—”
“Set,” said Archie, fixing her with
his eye. “I’ll tell you. Because you went gallivantin’ this
afternoon and got yore-self into trouble through yore own fault, Mr.
Wilkes and Mr. Kennedy and the other men are out tonight to kill that
thar nigger and that thar white man, if they can catch them, and wipe
out that whole Shantytown settlement. And if what that Scalawag said
is true, the Yankees suspected sumpin’ or got wind somehow and
they’ve sont out troops to lay for them. And our men have walked
into a trap. And if what Butler said warn’t true, then he’s a spy
and he is goin’ to turn them up to the Yankees and they’ll git
kilt just the same. And if he does turn them up, then I’ll kill
him, if it’s the last deed of m’ life. And if they ain’t kilt,
then they’ll all have to light out of here for Texas and lay low
and maybe never come back. It’s all yore fault and thar’s blood
on yore hands.”
Anger wiped out the fear from Melanie’s
face as she saw comprehension come slowly across Scarlett’s face
and then horror follow swiftly. She rose and put her hand on
Scarlett’s shoulder.
“Another such word and you go out of
this house, Archie,” she said sternly. “It’s not her fault She
only did—did what she felt she had to do. And our men did what they
felt they had to do. People must do what they must do. We don’t all
think alike or act alike and it’s wrong to—to judge others by
ourselves. How can you and India say such cruel things when her
husband as well as mine may be—may be—”
“Hark!” interrupted Archie softly.
“Set, Ma’m. Thar’s horses.”
Melanie sank into a chair, picked up
one of Ashley’s shirts and, bowing her head over it, unconsciously
began to tear the frills into small ribbons.
The sound of hooves grew louder as
horses trotted up to the house. There was the jangling of bits and
the strain of leather and the sound of voices. As the hooves stopped
in front of the house, one voice rose above the others in a command
and the listeners heard feet going through the side yard toward the
back porch. They felt that a thousand inimical eyes looked at them
through the unshaded front window and the four women, with fear in
their hearts, bent their heads and plied their needles. Scarlett’s
heart screamed in her breast: “I’ve killed Ashley! I’ve killed
him!” And in that wild moment she did not even think that she might
have killed Frank too. She had no room in her mind for any picture
save that of Ashley, lying at the feet of Yankee cavalrymen, his fair
hair dappled with blood.
As the harsh rapid knocking sounded at
the door, she looked at Melanie and saw come over the small, strained
face a new expression, an expression as blank as she had just seen on
Rhett Butler’s face, the bland blank look of a poker player
bluffing a game with only two deuces.
“Archie, open the door,” she said
quietly.
Slipping his knife into his boot top
and loosening the pistol in his trouser band, Archie stumped over to
the door and flung it open. Pitty gave a little squeak, like a mouse
who feels the trap snap down, as she saw massed in the doorway, a
Yankee captain and a squad of bluecoats. But the others said nothing.
Scarlett saw with the faintest feeling of relief that she knew this
officer. He was Captain Tom Jaffery, one of Rhett’s friends. She
had sold him lumber to build his house. She knew him to be a
gentleman. Perhaps, as he was a gentleman, he wouldn’t drag them
away to prison. He recognized her instantly and, taking off his hat,
bowed, somewhat embarrassed.
“Good evening, Mrs. Kennedy. And
which of you ladies is Mrs. Wilkes?”
“I am Mrs. Wilkes,” answered
Melanie, rising and for all her smallness, dignity flowed from her.
“And to what do I owe this intrusion?”
The eyes of the captain flickered
quickly about the room, resting for an instant on each face, passing
quickly from their faces to the table and the hat rack as though
looking for signs of male occupancy.
“I should like to speak to Mr. Wilkes
and Mr. Kennedy, if you please.”
“They are not here,” said Melanie,
a chill in her soft voice.
“Are you sure?”
“Don’t you question Miz Wilkes’
word,” said Archie, his beard bristling.
“I beg your pardon, Mrs. Wilkes. I
meant no disrespect. If you give me your word, I will not search the
house.”
“You have my word. But search if you
like. They are at a meeting downtown at Mr. Kennedy’s store.”
“They are not at the store. There was
no meeting tonight,” answered the captain grimly. “We will wait
outside until they return.”
He bowed briefly and went out, closing
the door behind him. Those in the house heard a sharp order, muffled
by the wind: “Surround the house. A man at each window and door.”
There was a tramping of feet. Scarlett checked a start of terror as
she dimly saw bearded faces peering in the windows at them. Melanie
sat down and with a hand that did not tremble reached for a book on
the table. It was a ragged copy of Les Miserables, that book which
caught the fancy of the Confederate soldiers. They had read it by
campfire light and took some grim pleasure in calling it “Lee’s
Miserables.” She opened it at the middle and began to read in a
clear monotonous voice.
“Sew,” commanded Archie in a hoarse
whisper and the three women, nerved by Melanie’s cool voice, picked
up their sewing and bowed their heads.
How long Melanie read beneath that
circle of watching eyes, Scarlett never knew but it seemed hours. She
did not even hear a word that Melanie read. Now she was beginning to
think of Frank as well as Ashley. So this was the explanation of his
apparent calm this evening! He had promised her he would have nothing
to do with the Klan. Oh, this was just the kind of trouble she had
feared would come upon them! All the work of this last year would go
for nothing. All her struggles and fears and labors in rain and cold
had been wasted. And who would have thought that spiritless old Frank
would get himself mixed up in the hot-headed doings of the Klan? Even
at this minute, he might be dead. And if he wasn’t dead and the
Yankees caught him, he’d be hanged. And Ashley, too!
Her nails dug, into her palms until
four bright-red crescents showed. How could Melanie read on and on so
calmly when Ashley was in danger of being hanged? When he might be
dead? But something in the cool soft voice reading the sorrows of
Jean Valjean steadied her, kept her from leaping to her feet and
screaming.
Her mind fled back to the night Tony
Fontaine had come to them, hunted, exhausted, without money. If he
had not reached their house and received money and a fresh horse, he
would have been hanged long since. If Frank and Ashley were not dead
at this very minute, they were in Tony’s position, only worse. With
the house surrounded by soldiers they couldn’t come home and get
money and clothes without being captured. And probably every house up
and down the street had a similar guard of Yankees, so they could not
apply to friends for aid. Even now they might be riding wildly
through the night, bound for Texas.
But Rhett—perhaps Rhett had reached
them in time. Rhett always had plenty of cash in his pocket. Perhaps
he would lend them enough to see them through. But that was queer.
Why should Rhett bother himself about Ashley’s safety? Certainly he
disliked him, certainly he professed a contempt for him. Then why—
But his riddle was swallowed up in a renewed fear for the safety of
Ashley and Frank.
“Oh, it’s all my fault!” she
wailed to herself. “India and Archie spoke the truth. It’s all my
fault. But I never thought either of them was foolish enough to join
the Klan! And I never thought anything would really happen to me! But
I couldn’t have done otherwise. Melly spoke the truth. People have
to do what they have to do. And I had to keep the mills going! I had
to have money! And now I’ll probably lose it all and somehow it’s
all my fault!”
After a long time Melanie’s voice
faltered, trailed off and was silent. She turned her head toward the
window and stared as though no Yankee soldier stared back from behind
the glass. The others raised their heads, caught by her listening
pose, and they too listened.
There was a sound of horses’ feet and
of singing, deadened by the closed windows and doors, borne away by
the wind but still recognizable. It was the most hated and hateful of
all songs, the song about Sherman’s men “Marching through
Georgia” and Rhett Butler was singing it.
Hardly had he finished the first lines
when two other voices, drunken voices, assailed him, enraged foolish
voices that stumbled over words and blurred them together. There was
a quick command from Captain Jaffery on the front porch and the rapid
tramp of feet. But even before these sounds arose, the ladies looked
at one another stunned. For the drunken voices expostulating with
Rhett were those of Ashley and Hugh Elsing.
Voices rose louder on the front walk,
Captain Jaffery’s curt and questioning, Hugh’s shrill with
foolish laughter, Rhett’s deep and reckless and Ashley’s queer,
unreal, shouting: “What the hell! What the hell!”
“That can’t be Ashley!” thought
Scarlett wildly. “He never gets drunk! And Rhett—why, when
Rhett’s drunk he gets quieter and quieter—never loud like that!”
Melanie rose and, with her, Archie
rose. They heard the captain’s sharp voice: “These two men are
under arrest.” And Archie’s hand closed over his pistol butt.
“No,” whispered Melanie firmly.
“No. Leave it to me.”
There was in her face the same look
Scarlett had seen that day at Tara when Melanie had stood at the top
of the steps looking down at the dead Yankee, her weak wrist weighed
down by the heavy saber—a gentle and timid soul nerved by
circumstances to the caution and fury of a tigress. She threw the
front door open.
“Bring him in, Captain Butler,” she
called in a clear tone that bit with venom. “I suppose you’ve
gotten him intoxicated again. Bring him in.”
From the dark windy walk, the Yankee
captain spoke: “I’m sorry, Mrs. Wilkes, but your husband and Mr.
Elsing are under arrest.”
“Arrest? For what? For drunkenness?
If everyone in Atlanta was arrested for drunkenness, the whole Yankee
garrison would be in jail continually. Well, bring him in, Captain
Butler—that is, if you can walk yourself.”
Scarlett’s mind was not working
quickly and for a brief moment nothing made sense. She knew neither
Rhett nor Ashley was drunk and she knew Melanie knew they were not
drunk. Yet here was Melanie, usually so gentle and refined, screaming
like a shrew and in front of Yankees too, that both of them were too
drunk to walk.
There was a short mumbled argument,
punctuated with curses, and uncertain feet ascended the stairs. In
the doorway appeared Ashley, white faced, his head lolling, his
bright hair tousled, his long body wrapped from neck to knees in
Rhett’s black cape. Hugh Elsing and Rhett, none too steady on their
feet, supported him on either side and it was obvious he would have
fallen to the floor but for their aid. Behind them came the Yankee
captain, his face a study of mingled suspicion and amusement. He
stood in the open doorway with his men peering curiously over his
shoulders and the cold wind swept the house.
Scarlett, frightened, puzzled, glanced
at Melanie and back to the sagging Ashley and then half-comprehension
came to her. She started to cry out: “But he can’t be drunk!”
and bit back the words. She realized she was witnessing a play, a
desperate play on which lives hinged. She knew she was not part of it
nor was Aunt Pitty but the others were and they were tossing cues to
one another like actors in an oft-rehearsed drama. She understood
only half but she understood enough to keep silent.
“Put him in the chair,” cried
Melanie indignantly. “And you, Captain Butler, leave this house
immediately! How dare you show your face here after getting him in
this condition again!”
The two men eased Ashley into a rocker
and Rhett, swaying, caught hold of the back of the chair to steady
himself and addressed the captain with pain in his voice.
“That’s fine thanks I get, isn’t
it? For keeping the police from getting him and bringing him home and
him yelling and trying to claw me!”
“And you, Hugh Elsing, I’m ashamed
of you! What will your poor mother say? Drunk and out with a—a
Yankee-loving Scalawag like Captain Butler! And, oh, Mr. Wilkes, how
could you do such a thing?”
“Melly, I ain’t so very drunk,”
mumbled Ashley, and with the words fell forward and lay face down on
the table, his head buried in his arms.
“Archie, take him to his room and put
him to bed—as usual,” ordered Melanie. “Aunt Pitty, please run
and fix the bed and oo-oh,” she suddenly burst into tears. “Oh,
how could he? After he promised!”
Archie already had his arm under
Ashley’s shoulder and Pitty, frightened and uncertain, was on her
feet when the captain interposed.
“Don’t touch him. He’s under
arrest. Sergeant!”
As the sergeant stepped into the room,
his rifle at trail, Rhett, evidently trying to steady himself, put a
hand on the captain’s arm and, with difficulty, focused his eyes.
“Tom, what you arresting him for? He
ain’t so very drunk. I’ve seen him drunker.”
“Drunk be damned,” cried the
captain. “He can lie in the gutter for all I care. I’m no
policeman. He and Mr. Elsing are under arrest for complicity in a
Klan raid at Shantytown tonight. A nigger and a white man were
killed. Mr. Wilkes was the ringleader in it.”
“Tonight?” Rhett began to laugh. He
laughed so hard that he sat down on the sofa and put his head in his
hands. “Not tonight, Tom,” he said when he could speak. “These
two have been with me tonight—ever since eight o’clock when they
were supposed to be at the meeting.”
“With you, Rhett? But—” A frown
came over the captain’s forehead and he looked uncertainly at the
snoring Ashley and his weeping wife. “But—where were you?”
“I don’t like to say,” and Rhett
shot a look of drunken cunning at Melanie.
“You’d better say!”
“Le’s go out on the porch and I’ll
tell you where we were.”
“You’ll tell me now.”
“Hate to say it in front of ladies.
If you ladies’ll step out of the room—”
“I won’t go,” cried Melanie,
dabbing angrily at her eyes with her handkerchief. “I have a right
to know. Where was my husband?”
“At Belle Watling’s sporting
house,” said Rhett, looking abashed. “He was there and Hugh and
Frank Kennedy and Dr. Meade and—and a whole lot of them. Had a
party. Big party. Champagne. Girls—”
“At—at Belle Watling’s?”
Melanie’s voice rose until it cracked
with such pain that all eyes turned frightenedly to her. Her hand
went clutching at her bosom and, before Archie could catch her, she
had fainted. Then a hubbub ensued, Archie picking her up, India
running to the kitchen for water, Pitty and Scarlett fanning her and
slapping her wrists, while Hugh Elsing shouted over and over: “Now
you’ve done it! Now you’ve done it!”
“Now it’ll be all over town,”
said Rhett savagely. “I hope you’re satisfied, Tom. There won’t
be a wife in Atlanta who’ll speak to her husband tomorrow.”
“Rhett, I had no idea—” Though
the chill wind was blowing through the open door on his back, the
captain was perspiring. “Look here! You take an oath they were
at—er—at Belle’s?”
“Hell, yes,” growled Rhett “Go
ask Belle herself if you don’t believe me. Now, let me carry Mrs.
Wilkes to her room. Give her to me, Archie. Yes, I can carry her.
Miss Pitty, go ahead with a lamp.”
He took Melanie’s limp body from
Archie’s arms with ease.
“You get Mr. Wilkes to bed, Archie. I
don’t want to ever lay eyes or hands on him again after this
night.”
Pitty’s hand trembled so that the
lamp was a menace to the safety of the house but she held it and
trotted ahead toward the dark bedroom. Archie, with a grunt, got an
arm under Ashley and raised him.
“But—I’ve got to arrest these
men!”
Rhett turned in the dim hallway.
“Arrest them in the morning then.
They can’t run away in this condition—and I never knew before
that it was illegal to get drunk in a sporting house. Good God, Tom,
there are fifty witnesses to prove they were at Belle’s.”
“There are always fifty witnesses to
prove a Southerner was somewhere he wasn’t,” said the captain
morosely. “You come with me, Mr. Elsing. I’ll parole Mr. Wilkes
on the word of—”
“I am Mr. Wilkes’ sister. I will
answer for his appearance,” said India coldly. “Now, will you
please go? You’ve caused enough trouble for one night.”
“I regret it exceedingly.” The
captain bowed awkwardly. “I only hope they can prove their presence
at the—er—Miss—Mrs. Watling’s house. Will you tell your
brother that he must appear before the provost marshal tomorrow
morning for questioning?”
India bowed coldly and, putting her
hand upon the door knob, intimated silently that his speedy
retirement would be welcome. The captain and the sergeant backed out,
Hugh Elsing with them, and she slammed the door behind them. Without
even looking at Scarlett, she went swiftly to each window and drew
down the shade. Scarlett, her knees shaking, caught hold of the chair
in which Ashley had been sitting to steady herself. Looking down at
it, she saw that there was a dark moist spot, larger than her hand,
on the cushion in the back of the chair. Puzzled, her hand went over
it and, to her horror, a sticky red wetness appeared on her palm.
“India,” she whispered, “India,
Ashley’s—he’s hurt.”
“You fool! Did you think he was
really drunk?” India snapped down the last shade and started on
flying feet for the bedroom, with Scarlett close behind her, her
heart in her throat. Rhett’s big body barred the doorway but, past
his shoulder, Scarlett saw Ashley lying white and still on the bed.
Melanie, strangely quick for one so recently in a faint, was rapidly
cutting off his blood-soaked shirt with embroidery scissors. Archie
held the lamp low over the bed to give light and one of his gnarled
fingers was on Ashley’s wrist.
“Is he dead?” cried both girls
together.
“No, just fainted from loss of blood.
It’s through his shoulder,” said Rhett.
“Why did you bring him here, you
fool?” cried India, “Let me get to him! Let me pass! Why did you
bring him here to be arrested?”
“He was too weak to travel. There was
nowhere else to bring him, Miss Wilkes. Besides—do you want him to
be an exile like Tony Fontaine? Do you want a dozen of your neighbors
to live in Texas under assumed names for the rest of their lives?
There’s a chance that we may get them all off if Belle—”
“Let me pass!”
“No, Miss Wilkes. There’s work for
you. You must go for a doctor— Not Dr. Meade. He’s implicated in
this and is probably explaining to the Yankees at this very minute.
Get some other doctor. Are you afraid to go out alone at night?”
“No,” said India, her pale eyes
glittering. “I’m not afraid.” She caught up Melanie’s hooded
cape which was hanging on a book in the hall. “I’ll go for old
Dr. Dean.” The excitement went out of her voice as, with an effort,
she forced calmness. “I’m sorry I called you a spy and a fool. I
did not understand. I’m deeply grateful for what you’ve done for
Ashley—but I despise you just the same.”
“I appreciate frankness—and I thank
you for it.” Rhett bowed and his lip curled down in an amused
smile. “Now, go quickly and by back ways and when you return do not
come in this house if you see signs of soldiers about.”
India shot one more quick anguished
look at Ashley, and, wrapping her cape about her, ran lightly down
the hall to the back door and let herself out quietly into the night.
Scarlett, straining her eyes past
Rhett, felt her heart beat again as she saw Ashley’s eyes open.
Melanie snatched a folded towel from the washstand rack and pressed
it against his streaming shoulder and he smiled up weakly,
reassuringly into her face. Scarlett felt Rhett’s hard penetrating
eyes upon her, knew that her heart was plain upon her face, but she
did not care. Ashley was bleeding, perhaps dying and she who loved
him had torn that hole through his shoulder. She wanted to run to the
bed, sink down beside it and clasp him to her but her knees trembled
so that she could not enter the room. Hand at her mouth, she stared
while Melanie packed a fresh towel against his shoulder, pressing it
hard as though she could force back the blood into his body. But the
towel reddened as though by magic.
How could a man bleed so much and still
live? But, thank God, there was no bubble of blood at his lips—oh,
those frothy red bubbles, forerunners of death that she knew so well
from the dreadful day of the battle at Peachtree Creek when the
wounded had died on Aunt Pitty’s lawn with bloody mouths.
“Brace up,” said Rhett, and there
was a hard, faintly jeering note in his voice. “He won’t die.
Now, go take the lamp and hold it for Mrs. Wilkes. I need Archie to
run errands.”
Archie looked across the lamp at Rhett.
“I ain’t takin’ no orders from
you,” he said briefly, shifting his wad of tobacco to the other
cheek.
“You do what he says,” said Melanie
sternly, “and do it quickly. Do everything Captain Butler says.
Scarlett, take the lamp.”
Scarlett went forward and took the
lamp, holding it in both hands to keep from dropping it. Ashley’s
eyes had closed again. His bare chest heaved up slowly and sank
quickly and the red stream seeped from between Melanie’s small
frantic fingers. Dimly she heard Archie stump across the room to
Rhett and heard Rhett’s low rapid words. Her mind was so fixed upon
Ashley that of the first half-whispered words of Rhett, she only
heard: Take my horse … tied outside … ride like hell.”
Archie mumbled some question and
Scarlett heard Rhett reply: “The old Sullivan plantation. You’ll
find the robes pushed up the biggest chimney. Burn them.”
“Um,” grunted Archie.
“And there’s two—men in the
cellar. Pack them over the horse as best you can and take them to
that vacant lot behind Belle’s—the one between her house and the
railroad tracks. Be careful. If anyone sees you, you’ll hang as
well as the rest of us. Put them in that lot and put pistols near
them—in their hands. Here—take mine.”
Scarlett, looking across the room, saw
Rhett reach under his coat tails and produce two revolvers which
Archie took and shoved into his waist band.
“Fire one shot from each. It’s got
to appear like a plain case of shooting. You understand?”
Archie nodded as if he understood
perfectly and an unwilling gleam of respect shone in his cold eye.
But understanding was far from Scarlett. The last half-hour had been
so nightmarish that she felt nothing would ever be plain and clear
again. However, Rhett seemed in perfect command of the bewildering
situation and that was a small comfort.
Archie turned to go and then swung
about and his one eye went questioningly to Rhett’s face.
“Him?”
“Yes.”
Archie grunted and spat on the floor.
“Hell to pay,” he said as he
stumped down the hall to the back door.
Something in the last low interchange
of words made a new fear and suspicion rise up in Scarlett’s breast
like a chill ever-swelling bubble. When that bubble broke—
“Where’s Frank?” she cried.
Rhett came swiftly across the room to
the bed, his big body swinging as lightly and noiselessly as a cat’s.
“All in good time,” he said and
smiled briefly. “Steady that lamp, Scarlett. You don’t want to
burn Mr. Wilkes up. Miss Melly—”
Melanie looked up like a good little
soldier awaiting a command and so tense was the situation it did not
occur to her that for the first time Rhett was calling her familiarly
by the name which only family and old friends used.
“I beg your pardon, I mean, Mrs.
Wilkes. …”
“Oh, Captain Butler, do not ask my
pardon! I should feel honored if you called me ‘Melly’ without
the Miss! I feel as though you were my—my brother or—or my
cousin. How kind you are and how clever! How can I ever thank you
enough?”
“Thank you,” said Rhett and for a
moment he looked almost embarrassed. “I should never presume so
far, but Miss Melly,” and his voice was apologetic, “I’m sorry
I had to say that Mr. Wilkes was in Belle Watling’s house. I’m
sorry to have involved him and the others in such a— But I had to
think fast when I rode away from here and that was the only plan that
occurred to me. I knew my word would be accepted because I have so
many friends among the Yankee officers. They do me the dubious honor
of thinking me almost one of them because they know my—shall we
call it my ‘unpopularity’?—among my townsmen. And you see, I
was playing poker in Belle’s bar earlier in the evening. There are
a dozen Yankee soldiers who can testify to that. And Belle and her
girls will gladly lie themselves black in the face and say Mr. Wilkes
and the others were—upstairs all evening. And the Yankees will
believe them. Yankees are queer that way. It won’t occur to them
that women of—their profession are capable of intense loyalty or
patriotism. The Yankees wouldn’t take the word of a single nice
Atlanta lady as to the whereabouts of the men who were supposed to be
at the meeting tonight but they will take the word of—fancy ladies.
And I think that between the word of honor of a Scalawag and a dozen
fancy ladies, we may have a chance of getting the men off.”
There was a sardonic grin on his face
at the last words but it faded as Melanie turned up to him a face
that blazed with gratitude.
“Captain Butler, you are so smart! I
wouldn’t have cared if you’d said they were in hell itself
tonight, if it saves them! For I know and every one else who matters
knows that my husband was never in a dreadful place like that!”
“Well—” began Rhett awkwardly,
“as a matter of fact, he was at Belle’s tonight.”
Melanie drew herself up coldly.
“You can never make me believe such a
lie!”
“Please, Miss Melly! Let me explain!
When I got out to the old Sullivan place tonight, I found Mr. Wilkes
wounded and with him were Hugh Elsing and Dr. Meade and old man
Merriwether—”
“Not the old gentleman!” cried
Scarlett.
“Men are never too old to be fools.
And your Uncle Henry—”
“Oh, mercy!” cried Aunt Pitty.
“The others had scattered after the
brush with the troops and the crowd that stuck together had come to
the Sullivan place to hide their robes in the chimney and to see how
badly Mr. Wilkes was hurt. But for his wound, they’d be headed for
Texas by now—all of them—but he couldn’t ride far and they
wouldn’t leave him. It was necessary to prove that they had been
somewhere instead of where they had been, and so I took them by back
ways to Belle Watling’s.”
“Oh—I see. I do beg your pardon for
my rudeness, Captain Butler. I see now it was necessary to take them
there but— Oh, Captain Butler, people must have seen you going in!”
“No one saw us. We went in through a
private back entrance that opens on the railroad tracks. It’s
always dark and locked.”
“Then how—?”
“I have a key,” said Rhett
laconically, and his eyes met Melanie’s evenly.
As the full impact of the meaning smote
her, Melanie became so embarrassed that she fumbled with the bandage
until it slid off the wound entirely.
“I did not mean to pry—” she said
in a muffled voice, her white face reddening, as she hastily pressed
the towel back into place.
“I regret having to tell a lady such
a thing.”
“Then it’s true!” thought
Scarlett with an odd pang. Then he does live with that dreadful
Watling creature! He does own her house!”
“I saw Belle and explained to her. We
gave her a list of the men who were out tonight and she and her girls
will testify that they were all in her house tonight. Then to make
our exit more conspicuous, she called the two desperadoes who keep
order at her place and had us dragged downstairs, fighting, and
through the barroom and thrown out into the street as brawling drunks
who were disturbing the place.”
He grinned reminiscently. “Dr. Meade
did not make a very convincing drunk. It hurt his dignity to even be
in such a place. But your Uncle Henry and old man Merriwether were
excellent. The stage lost two great actors when they did not take up
the drama. They seemed to enjoy the affair. I’m afraid your Uncle
Henry has a black eye due to Mr. Merriwether’s zeal for his part.
He—”
The back door swung open and India
entered, followed by old Dr. Dean, his long white hair tumbled, his
worn leather bag bulging under his cape. He nodded briefly but
without words to those present and quickly lifted the bandage from
Ashley’s shoulder.
Too high for the lung,” he said. “If
it hasn’t splintered his collar bone it’s not so serious. Get me
plenty of towels, ladies, and cotton if you have it, and some
brandy.”
Rhett took the lamp from Scarlett and
set it on the table as Melanie and India sped about, obeying the
doctor’s orders.
“You can’t do anything here. Come
into the parlor by the fire.” He took her arm and propelled her
from the room. There was a gentleness foreign to him in both hand and
voice. “You’ve had a rotten day, haven’t you?”
She allowed herself to be led into the
front room and though she stood on the hearth rug in front of the
fire she began to shiver. The bubble of suspicion in her breast was
swelling larger now. It was more than a suspicion. It was almost a
certainty and a terrible certainty. She looked up into Rhett’s
immobile face and for a moment she could not speak. Then:
“Was Frank at—Belle Watling’s?”
“No.”
Rhett’s voice was blunt.
“Archie’s carrying him to the
vacant lot near Belle’s. He’s dead. Shot through the head.”
CHAPTER XLVI
FEW FAMILIES in the north end of town
slept that night for the news of the disaster to the Klan, and
Rhett’s stratagem spread swiftly on silent feet as the shadowy form
of India Wilkes slipped through back yards, whispered urgently
through kitchen doors and slipped away into the windy darkness. And
in her path, she left fear and desperate hope.
From without, houses looked black and
silent and wrapped in sleep but, within, voices whispered vehemently
into the dawn. Not only those involved in the night’s raid but
every member of the Klan was ready for flight and in almost every
stable along Peachtree Street, horses stood saddled in the darkness,
pistols in holsters and food in saddlebags. All that prevented a
wholesale exodus was India’s whispered message: “Captain Butler
says not to run. The roads will be watched. He has arranged with that
Watling creature—” In dark rooms men whispered: “But why should
I trust that damned Scalawag Butler? It may be a trap!” And women’s
voices implored: “Don’t go! If he saved Ashley and Hugh, he may
save everybody. If India and Melanie trust him—” And they half
trusted and stayed because there was no other course open to them.
Earlier in the night, the soldiers had
knocked at a dozen doors and those who could not or would not tell
where they had been that night were marched off under arrest. René
Picard and one of Mrs. Merriwether’s nephews and the Simmons boys
and Andy Bonnell were among those who spent the night in jail. They
had been in the ill-starred foray but had separated from the others
after the shooting. Riding hard for home they were arrested before
they learned of Rhett’s plan. Fortunately they all replied, to
questions, that where they had been that night was their own business
and not that of any damned Yankees. They had been locked up for
further questioning in the morning. Old man Merriwether and Uncle
Henry Hamilton declared shamelessly that they had spent the evening
at Belle Watling’s sporting house and when Captain Jaffery remarked
irritably that they were too old for such goings on, they wanted to
fight him.
Belle Watling herself answered Captain
Jaffery’s summons, and before he could make known his mission she
shouted that the house was closed for the night. A passel of
quarrelsome drunks had called in the early part of the evening and
had fought one another, torn the place up, broken her finest mirrors
and so alarmed the young ladies that all business had been suspended
for the night. But if Captain Jaffery wanted a drink, the bar was
still open—
Captain Jaffery, acutely conscious of
the grins of his men and feeling helplessly that he was fighting a
mist, declared angrily that he wanted neither the young ladies nor a
drink and demanded if Belle knew the names of her destructive
customers. Oh, yes, Belle knew them. They were her regulars. They
came every Wednesday night and called themselves the Wednesday
Democrats, though what they meant by that she neither knew or cared.
And if they didn’t pay for the damage to the mirrors in the upper
hall, she was going to have the law on them. She kept a respectable
house and— Oh, their names? Belle unhesitatingly reeled off the
names of twelve under suspicion, Captain Jaffery smiled sourly.
“These damned Rebels are as
efficiently organized as our Secret Service,” he said. “You and
your girls will have to appear before the provost marshal tomorrow.”
“Will the provost make them pay for
my mirrors?”
“To hell with your mirrors! Make
Rhett Butler pay for them. He owns the place, doesn’t he?”
Before dawn, every ex-Confederate
family in town knew everything. And their negroes, who had been told
nothing, knew everything too, by that black grapevine telegraph
system which defies white understanding. Everyone knew the details of
the raid, the killing of Frank Kennedy and crippled Tommy Wellburn
and how Ashley was wounded in carrying Frank’s body away.
Some of the feeling of bitter hatred
the women bore Scarlett for her share in the tragedy was mitigated by
the knowledge that her husband was dead and she knew it and could not
admit it and have the poor comfort of claiming his body. Until
morning light disclosed the bodies and the authorities notified her,
she must know nothing. Frank and Tommy, pistols in cold hands, lay
stiffening among the dead weeds in a vacant lot. And the Yankees
would say they killed each other in a common drunken brawl over a
girl in Belle’s house. Sympathy ran high for Fanny, Tommy’s wife,
who had just had a baby, but no one could slip through the darkness
to see her and comfort her because a squad of Yankees surrounded the
house, waiting for Tommy to return. And there was another squad about
Aunt Pitty’s house, waiting for Frank.
Before dawn the news had trickled about
that the military inquiry would take place that day. The townspeople,
heavy eyed from sleeplessness and anxious waiting, knew that the
safety of some of their most prominent citizens rested on three
things—the ability of Ashley Wilkes to stand on his feet and appear
before the military board, as though he suffered nothing more serious
than a morning-after headache, the word of Belle Watling that these
men had been in her house all evening and the word of Rhett Butler
that he had been with them.
The town writhed at these last two!
Belle Watling! To owe their men’s lives to her! It was intolerable!
Women who had ostentatiously crossed the street when they saw Belle
coming, wondered if she remembered and trembled for fear she did. The
men felt less humiliation at taking their lives from Belle than the
women did, for many of them thought her a good sort. But they were
stung that they must owe lives and freedom to Rhett Butler, a
speculator and a Scalawag. Belle and Rhett, the town’s best-known
fancy woman and the town’s most hated man. And they must be under
obligation to them.
Another thought that stung them to
impotent wrath was the knowledge that the Yankees and Carpetbaggers
would laugh. Oh, how they would laugh! Twelve of the town’s most
prominent citizens revealed as habitual frequenters of Belle
Watling’s sporting house! Two of them killed in a fight over a
cheap little girl, others ejected from the place as too drunk to be
tolerated even by Belle and some under arrest, refusing to admit they
were there when everyone knew they were there!
Atlanta was right in fearing that the
Yankees would laugh. They had squirmed too long beneath Southern
coldness and contempt and now they exploded with hilarity. Officers
woke comrades and retailed the news. Husbands roused wives at dawn
and told them as much as could be decently told to women. And the
women, dressing hastily, knocked on their neighbors’ doors and
spread the story. The Yankee ladies were charmed with it all and
laughed until tears ran down their faces. This was Southern chivalry
and gallantry for you! Maybe those women who carried their heads so
high and snubbed all attempts at friendliness wouldn’t be so
uppity, now that everyone knew where their husbands spent their time
when they were supposed to be at political meetings. Political
meetings! Well, that was funny!
But even as they laughed, they
expressed regret for Scarlett and her tragedy. After all, Scarlett
was a lady and one of the few ladies in Atlanta who were nice to
Yankees. She had already won their sympathy by the fact that she had
to work because her husband couldn’t or wouldn’t support her
properly. Even though her husband was a sorry one, it was dreadful
that the poor thing should discover he had been untrue to her. And it
was doubly dreadful that his death should occur simultaneously with
the discovery of his infidelity. After all, a poor husband was better
than no husband at all, and the Yankee ladies decided they’d be
extra nice to Scarlett But the others, Mrs. Meade, Mrs. Merriwether,
Mrs. Elsing, Tommy Wellburn’s widow and most of all, Mrs. Ashley
Wilkes, they’d laugh in their faces every time they saw them. That
would teach them a little courtesy.
Much of the whispering that went on in
the dark rooms on the north side of town that night was on this same
subject. Atlanta ladies vehemently told their husbands that they did
not care a rap what the Yankees thought. But inwardly they felt that
running an Indian gantlet would be infinitely preferable to suffering
the ordeal of Yankee grins and not being able to tell the truth about
their husbands.
Dr. Meade, beside himself with outraged
dignity at the position into which Rhett had jockeyed him and the
others, told Mrs. Meade that, but for the fact that it would
implicate the others, he would rather confess and be hanged than say
he had been at Belle’s house.
“It is an insult to you, Mrs. Meade,”
he fumed.
“But everyone will know you weren’t
there for—for—”
“The Yankees won’t know. They’ll
have to believe it if we save our necks. And they’ll laugh. The
very thought that anyone will believe it and laugh infuriates me. And
it insults you because—my dear, I have always been faithful to
you.”
“I know that,” and in the darkness
Mrs. Meade smiled and slipped a thin hand into the doctor’s. “But
I’d rather it were really true than have one hair of your head in
danger.”
“Mrs. Meade, do you know what you are
saying?” cried the doctor, aghast at the unsuspected realism of his
wife.”
“Yes, I know. I’ve lost Darcy and
I’ve lost Phil and you are all I have and, rather than lose you,
I’d have you take up your permanent abode at that place.”
“You are distrait! You cannot know
what you are saying.”
“You old fool,” said Mrs. Meade
tenderly and laid her head against his sleeve.
Dr. Meade fumed into silence and
stroked her cheek and then exploded again. “And to be under
obligation to that Butler man! Hanging would be easy compared to
that. No, not even if I owe him my life, can I be polite to him. His
insolence is monumental and his shamelessness about his profiteering
makes me boil. To owe my life to a man who never went in the army—”
“Melly said he enlisted after Atlanta
fell.”
“It’s a lie. Miss Melly will
believe any plausible scoundrel. And what I can’t understand is why
he is doing all this—going to all this trouble. I hate to say it
but—well, there’s always been talk about him and Mrs. Kennedy.
I’ve seen them coming in from rides together too often this last
year. He must have done it because of her.”
“If it was because of Scarlett, he
wouldn’t have lifted his hand. He’d have been glad to see Frank
Kennedy hanged. I think it’s because of Melly—”
“Mrs. Meade, you can’t be
insinuating that there’s ever been anything between those two!”
“Oh, don’t be silly! But she’s
always been unaccountably fond of him ever since he tried to get
Ashley exchanged during the war. And I must say this for him, he
never smiles in that nasty-nice way when he’s with her. He’s just
as pleasant and thoughtful as can be—really a different man. You
can tell by the way he acts with Melly that he could be decent if he
wanted to. Now, my idea of why he’s doing all this is—” She
paused. “Doctor, you won’t like my idea.”
“I don’t like anything about this
whole affair!”
“Well, I think he did it partly for
Melly’s sake but mostly because he thought it would be a huge joke
on us all. We’ve hated him so much and showed it so plainly and now
he’s got us in a fix where all of you have your choice of saying
you were at that Watling woman’s house and shaming yourself and
wives before the Yankees—or telling the truth and getting hanged.
And he knows we’ll all be under obligation to him and his—mistress
and that we’d almost rather be hanged than be obliged to them. Oh,
I’ll wager he’s enjoying it.”
The doctor groaned. “He did look
amused when he took us upstairs in that place.”
“Doctor,” Mrs. Meade hesitated,
“what did it look like?”
“What are you saying, Mrs. Meade?”
“Her house. What did it look like?
Are there cut-glass chandeliers? And red plush curtains and dozens of
full-length gilt mirrors? And were the girls—were they unclothed?”
“Good God!” cried the doctor,
thunderstruck, for it had never occurred to him that the curiosity of
a chaste woman concerning her unchaste sisters was so devouring. “How
can you ask such immodest questions? You are not yourself. I will mix
you a sedative.”
“I don’t want a sedative. I want to
know. Oh, dear, this is my only chance to know what a bad house looks
like and now you are mean enough not to tell me!”
“I noticed nothing. I assure you I
was too embarrassed at finding myself in such a place to take note of
my surroundings,” said the doctor formally, more upset at this
unsuspected revelation of his wife’s character than he had been by
all the previous events of the evening. “If you will excuse me now,
I will try to get some sleep.”
“Well, go to sleep then,” she
answered, disappointment in her tones. Then as the doctor leaned over
to remove his boots, her voice spoke from the darkness with renewed
cheerfulness. “I imagine Dolly has gotten it all out of old man
Merriwether and she can tell me about it.”
“Good Heavens, Mrs. Meade! Do you
mean to tell me that nice women talk about such things among them—”
“Oh, go to bed,” said Mrs. Meade.
It sleeted the next day, but as the
wintry twilight drew on the icy particles stopped falling and a cold
wind blew. Wrapped in her cloak, Melanie went bewilderedly down her
front walk behind a strange negro coachman, who had summoned her
mysteriously to a closed carriage waiting in front of the house. As
she came up to the carriage the door was opened and she saw a woman
in the dim ulterior.
Leaning closer, peering inside, Melanie
questioned: “Who is it? Won’t you come in the house? It’s so
cold—”
“Please come in here and set with me
a minute, Miz Wilkes,” came a faintly familiar voice, an
embarrassed voice from the depths of the carriage.
“Oh, you’re Miss—Mrs.—Watling!”
cried Melanie. “I did so want to see you! You must come in the
house.”
“I can’t do that, Miz Wilkes.”
Belle Watling’s voice sounded scandalized. “You come in here and
set a minute with me.”
Melanie entered the carriage and the
coachman closed the door behind her. She sat down beside Belle and
reached for her hand.
“How can I ever thank you enough for
what you did today! How can any of us thank you enough!”
“Miz Wilkes, you hadn’t ought of
sent me that note this mornin’. Not that I wasn’t proud to have a
note from you but the Yankees might of got it. And as for sayin’
you was goin’ to call on me to thank me—why, Miz Wilkes, you must
of lost your mind! The very idea! I come up here as soon as ‘twas
dark to tell you you mustn’t think of any sech thing. Why, I—why,
you—it wouldn’t be fittin’ at all.”
“It wouldn’t be fitting for me to
call and thank a kind woman who saved my husband’s life?”
“Oh, shucks, Miz Wilkes! You know
what I mean!”
Melanie was silent for a moment,
embarrassed by the implication. Somehow this handsome, sedately
dressed woman sitting in the darkness of the carriage didn’t look
and talk as she imagined a bad woman, the Madam of a House, should
look and talk. She sounded like—well, a little common and
countrified but nice and warm hearted.
“You were wonderful before the
provost marshal today, Mrs. Watling! You and the other—your—the
young ladies certainly saved our men’s lives.”
“Mr. Wilkes was the wonderful one. I
don’t know how he even stood up and told his story, much less look
as cool as he done. He was sure bleedin’ like a pig when I seen him
last night. Is he goin’ to be all right, Miz Wilkes?”
“Yes, thank you. The doctor says it’s
just a flesh wound, though he did lose a tremendous lot of blood.
This morning he was—well, he was pretty well laced with brandy or
he’d never have had the strength to go through with it all so well.
But it was you, Mrs. Watling, who saved them. When you got mad and
talked about the broken mirrors you sounded so—so convincing.”
“Thank you, Ma’m. But I—I thought
Captain Butler done mighty fine too,” said Belle, shy pride in her
voice.
“Oh, he was wonderful!” cried
Melanie warmly. “The Yankees couldn’t help but believe his
testimony. He was so smart about the whole affair. I can never thank
him enough—or you either! How good and kind you are!”
“Thank you kindly, Miz Wilkes. It was
a pleasure to do it I—I hope it ain’t goin’ to embarrass you
none, me sayin’ Mr. Wilkes come regular to my place. He never, you
know—”
“Yes, I know. No, it doesn’t
embarrass me at all. I’m just so grateful to you.”
“I’ll bet the other ladies ain’t
grateful to me,” said Belle with sudden venom. “And I’ll bet
they ain’t grateful to Captain Butler neither. I’ll bet they’ll
hate him just this much more. I’ll bet you’ll be the only lady
who even says thanks to me. I’ll bet they won’t even look me in
the eye when they see me on the street. But I don’t care. I
wouldn’t of minded if all their husbands got hung, But I did mind
about Mr. Wilkes. You see I ain’t forgot how nice you was to me
durin’ the war, about the money for the hospital. There ain’t
never been a lady in this town nice to me like you was and I don’t
forget a kindness. And I thought about you bein’ left a widder with
a little boy if Mr. Wilkes got hung and—he’s a nice little boy,
your boy is, Miz Wilkes. I got a boy myself and so I—”
“Oh, you have? Does he live—er—”
“Oh, no’m! He ain’t here in
Atlanta. He ain’t never been here. He’s off at school. I ain’t
seen him since he was little. I—well, anyway, when Captain Butler
wanted me to lie for those men I wanted to know who the men was and
when I heard Mr. Wilkes was one I never hesitated. I said to my
girls, I said, ‘I’ll whale the livin’ daylights out of you all
if you don’t make a special point of sayin’ you was with Mr.
Wilkes all evenin’.”
“Oh!” said Melanie, still more
embarrassed by Belle’s offhand reference to her “girls.” “Oh,
that was—er—kind of you and—of them, too.”
“No more’n you deserve,” said
Belle warmly. “But I wouldn’t of did it for just anybody. If it
had been that Miz Kennedy’s husband by hisself, I wouldn’t of
lifted a finger, no matter what Captain Butler said.”
“Why?”
“Well, Miz Wilkes, people in my
business knows a heap of things. It’d surprise and shock a heap of
fine ladies if they had any notion how much we knows about them. And
she ain’t no good, Miz Wilkes. She kilt her husband and that nice
Wellburn boy, same as if she shot them. She caused it all, prancin’
about Atlanta by herself, enticin’ niggers and trash. Why, not one
of my girls—”
“You must not say unkind things
about my sister-in-law.” Melanie stiffened coldly.
Belle put an eager placating hand on
Melanie’s arm and then hastily withdrew it.
“Don’t freeze me, please, Miz
Wilkes. I couldn’t stand it after you been so kind and sweet to me.
I forgot how you liked her and I’m sorry for what I said. I’m
sorry about poor Mr. Kennedy bein’ dead too. He was a nice man. I
used to buy some of the stuff for my house from him and he always
treated me pleasant. But Miz Kennedy—well, she just ain’t in the
same class with you, Miz Wilkes. She’s a mighty cold woman and I
can’t help it if I think so. … When are they goin’ to bury Mr.
Kennedy?”
“Tomorrow morning. And you are wrong
about Mrs. Kennedy. Why, this very minute she’s prostrated with
grief.”
“Maybe so,” said Belle with evident
disbelief. “Well, I got to be goin’. I’m afraid somebody might
recognize this carriage if I stayed here longer and that wouldn’t
do you no good. And, Miz Wilkes, if you ever see me on the street,
you—you don’t have to speak to me. I’ll understand.”
“I shall be proud to speak to you.
Proud to be under obligation to you. I hope—I hope we meet again.”
“No,” said Belle. “That wouldn’t
be fittin’. Good night.”
CHAPTER XLVII
SCARLETT SAT in her bedroom, picking at
the supper tray Mammy had brought her, listening to the wind hurling
itself out of the night. The house was frighteningly still, quieter
even than when Frank had lain in the parlor just a few hours before.
Then there had been tiptoeing feet and hushed voices, muffled knocks
on the door, neighbors rustling in to whisper sympathy and occasional
sobs from Frank’s sister who had come up from Jonesboro for the
funeral.
But now the house was cloaked in
silence. Although her door was open she could hear no sounds from
below stairs. Wade and the baby had been at Melanie’s since Frank’s
body was brought home and she missed the sound of the boy’s feet
and Ella’s gurgling. There was a truce in the kitchen and no sound
of quarreling from Peter, Mammy and Cookie floated up to her. Even
Aunt Pitty, downstairs in the library, was not rocking her creaking
chair in deference to Scarlett’s sorrow.
No one intruded upon her, believing
that she wished to be left alone with her grief, but to be left alone
was the last thing Scarlett desired. Had it only been grief that
companioned her, she could have borne it as she had borne other
griefs. But, added to her stunned sense of loss at Frank’s death,
were fear and remorse and the torment of a suddenly awakened
conscience. For the first time in her life she was regretting things
she had done, regretting them with a sweeping superstitious fear that
made her cast sidelong glances at the bed upon which she had lain
with Frank.
She had killed Frank. She had killed
him just as surely as if it had been her finger that pulled the
trigger. He had begged her not to go about alone but she had not
listened to him. And now he was dead because of her obstinacy. God
would punish her for that. But there lay upon her conscience another
matter that was heavier and more frightening even than causing his
death—a matter which had never troubled her until she looked upon
his coffined face. There had been something helpless and pathetic in
that still face which had accused her. God would punish her for
marrying him when he really loved Suellen. She would have to cower at
the seat of judgment and answer for that lie she told him coming back
from the Yankee camp in his buggy.
Useless for her to argue now that the
end justified the means, that she was driven into trapping him, that
the fate of too many people hung on her for her to consider either
his or Suellen’s rights and happiness. The truth stood out boldly
and she cowered away from it. She had married him coldly and used him
coldly. And she had made him unhappy during the last six months when
she could have made him very happy. God would punish her for not
being nicer to him—punish her for all her bullyings and proddings
and storms of temper and cutting remarks, for alienating his friends
and shaming him by operating the mills and building the saloon and
leasing convicts.
She had made him very unhappy and she
knew it, but he had borne it all like a gentleman. The only thing she
had ever done that gave him any real happiness was to present him
with Ella. And she knew if she could have kept from having Ella, Ella
would never have been born.
She shivered, frightened, wishing Frank
were alive, so she could be nice to him, so very nice to him to make
up for it all. Oh, if only God did not seem so furious and vengeful!
Oh, if only the minutes did not go by so slowly and the house were
not so still! If only she were not so alone!
If only Melanie were with her, Melanie
could calm her fears. But Melanie was at home, nursing Ashley. For a
moment Scarlett thought of summoning Pittypat to stand between her
and her conscience but she hesitated. Pitty would probably make
matters worse, for she honestly mourned Frank. He had been more her
contemporary than Scarlett’s and she had been devoted to him. He
had filled to perfection Pitty’s need for “a man in the house,”
for he brought her little presents and harmless gossip, jokes and
stories, read the paper to her at night and explained topics of the
day to her while she mended his socks. She had fussed over him and
planned special dishes for him and coddled him during his innumerable
colds. Now she missed him acutely and repeated over and over as she
dabbed at her red swollen eyes: “If only he hadn’t gone out with
the Klan!”
If there were only someone who could
comfort her, quiet her fears, explain to her just what were these
confused fears which made her heart sink with such cold sickness! If
only Ashley—but she shrank from the thought. She had almost killed
Ashley, just as she had killed Frank. And if Ashley ever knew the
real truth about how she lied to Frank to get him, knew how mean she
had been to Frank, he could never love her any more. Ashley was so
honorable, so truthful, so kind and he saw so straightly, so clearly.
If he knew the whole truth, he would understand. Oh, yes, he would
understand only too well! But he would never love her any more. So he
must never know the truth because he must keep on loving her. How
could she live if that secret source of her strength, his love, were
taken from her? But what a relief it would be to put her head on his
shoulder and cry and unburden her guilty heart!
The still house with the sense of death
heavy upon it pressed about her loneliness until she felt she could
not bear it unaided any longer. She arose cautiously, pushed her door
half-closed and then dug about in the bottom bureau drawer beneath
her underwear. She produced Aunt Pitty’s “swoon bottle” of
brandy which she had hidden there and held it up to the lamp. It was
nearly half-empty. Surely she hadn’t drunk that much since last
night! She poured a generous amount into her water glass and gulped
it down. She would have to put the bottle back in the cellaret before
morning, filled to the top with water. Mammy had hunted for it, just
before the funeral when the pallbearers wanted a drink, and already
the air in the kitchen was electric with suspicion between Mammy,
Cookie and Peter.
The brandy burned with fiery
pleasantness. There was nothing like it when you needed it. In fact,
brandy was good almost any time, so much better than insipid wine.
Why on earth should it be proper for a woman to drink wine and not
spirits? Mrs. Merriwether and Mrs. Meade had sniffed her breath most
obviously at the funeral and she had seen the triumphant look they
had exchanged. The old cats!
She poured another drink. It wouldn’t
matter if she did get a little tipsy tonight for she was going to bed
soon and she could gargle cologne before Mammy came up to unlace her.
She wished she could get as completely and thoughtlessly drunk as
Gerald used to get on Court Day. Then perhaps she could forget
Frank’s sunken face accusing her of ruining his life and then
killing him.
She wondered if everyone in town
thought she had killed him. Certainly the people at the funeral had
been cold to her. The only people who had put any warmth into their
expressions of sympathy were the wives of the Yankee officers with
whom she did business. Well, she didn’t care what the town said
about her. How unimportant that seemed beside what she would have to
answer for to God!
She took another drink at the thought,
shuddering as the hot brandy went down her throat. She felt very warm
now but still she couldn’t get the thought of Frank out of her
mind. What fools men were when they said liquor made people forget!
Unless she drank herself into insensibility, she’d still see
Frank’s face as it had looked the last time he begged her not to
drive alone, timid, reproachful, apologetic.
The knocker on the front door hammered
with a dull sound that made the still house echo and she heard Aunt
Pitty’s waddling steps crossing the hall and the door opening.
There was the sound of greeting and an indistinguishable murmur. Some
neighbor calling to discuss the funeral or to bring a blanc mange.
Pitty would like that. She had taken an important and melancholy
pleasure in talking to the condolence callers.
She wondered incuriously who it was
and, when a man’s voice, resonant and drawling, rose above Pitty’s
funereal whispering, she knew. Gladness and relief flooded her. It
was Rhett. She had not seen him since he broke the news of Frank’s
death to her, and now she knew, deep in her heart, that he was the
one person who could help her tonight.
“I think she’ll see me,” Rhett’s
voice floated up to her.
“But she is lying down now, Captain
Butler, and won’t see anyone. Poor child, she is quite prostrated.
She—”
“I think she will see me. Please tell
her I am going away tomorrow and may be gone some time. It’s very
important.”
“But—” fluttered Aunt Pittypat.
Scarlett ran out into the hall,
observing with some astonishment that her knees were a little
unsteady, and leaned over the banisters.
“I’ll be down terrectly, Rhett,”
she called.
She had a glimpse of Aunt Pittypat’s
plump upturned face, her eyes owlish with surprise and disapproval.
Now it’ll be all over town that I conducted myself most improperly
on the day of my husband’s funeral, thought Scarlett, as she
hurried back to her room and began smoothing her hair. She buttoned
her black basque up to the chin and pinned down the collar with
Pittypat’s mourning brooch. I don’t look very pretty she thought,
leaning toward the mirror, too white and scared. For a moment her
hand went toward the lock box where she kept her rouge hidden but she
decided against it. Poor Pittypat would be upset in earnest if she
came downstairs pink and blooming. She picked up the cologne bottle
and took a large mouthful, carefully rinsed her mouth and then spit
into the slop jar.
She rustled down the stairs toward the
two who still stood in the hall, for Pittypat had been too upset by
Scarlett’s action to ask Rhett to sit down. He was decorously clad
in black, his linen frilly and starched, and his manner was all that
custom demanded from an old friend paying a call of sympathy on one
bereaved. In fact, it was so perfect that it verged on the burlesque,
though Pittypat did not see it. He was properly apologetic for
disturbing Scarlett and regretted that in his rush of closing up
business before leaving town he had been unable to be present at the
funeral.
“Whatever possessed him to come?”
wondered Scarlett. “He doesn’t mean a word he’s saying.”
“I hate to intrude on you at this
time but I have a matter of business to discuss that will not wait.
Something that Mr. Kennedy and I were planning—”
“I didn’t know you and Mr. Kennedy
had business dealings,” said Aunt Pittypat, almost indignant that
some of Frank’s activities were unknown to her.
“Mr. Kennedy was a man of wide
interests,” said Rhett respectfully. “Shall we go into the
parlor?”
“No!” cried Scarlett, glancing at
the closed folding doors. She could still see the coffin in that
room. She hoped she never had to enter it again. Pitty, for once,
took a hint, although with none too good grace.
“Do use the library. I must—I must
go upstairs and get out the mending. Dear me, I’ve neglected it so
this last week. I declare—”
She went up the stairs with a backward
look of reproach which was noticed by neither Scarlett nor Rhett. He
stood aside to let her pass before him into the library.
“What business did you and Frank
have?” she questioned abruptly.
He came closer and whispered. “None
at all. I just wanted to get Miss Pitty out of the way.” He paused
as he leaned over her. “It’s no good, Scarlett.”
“What?”
“The cologne.”
“I’m sure I don’t know what you
mean.”
“I’m sure you do. You’ve been
drinking pretty heavily.”
“Well, what if I have? Is it any of
your business?”
“The soul of courtesy, even in the
depths of sorrow. Don’t drink alone, Scarlett. People always find
it out and it ruins the reputation. And besides, it’s a bad
business, this drinking alone. What’s the matter, honey?”
He led her to the rosewood sofa and she
sat down in silence.
“May I close the doors?”
She knew if Mammy saw the closed doors
she would be scandalized and would lecture and grumble about it for
days, but it would be still worse if Mammy should overhear this
discussion of drinking, especially in light of the missing brandy
bottle. She nodded and Rhett drew the sliding doors together. When he
came back and sat down beside her, his dark eyes alertly searching
her face, the pall of death receded before the vitality he radiated
and the room seemed pleasant and home-like again, the lamps rosy and
warm.
“What’s the matter, honey?”
No one in the world could say that
foolish word of endearment as caressingly as Rhett, even when he was
joking, but he did not look as if he were joking now. She raised
tormented eyes to his face and somehow found comfort in the blank
inscrutability she saw there. She did not know why this should be,
for he was such an unpredictable, callous person. Perhaps it was
because, as he often said, they were so much alike. Sometimes she
thought that all the people she had ever known were strangers except
Rhett.
“Can’t you tell me?” he took her
hand, oddly gentle. “It’s more than old Frank leaving you? Do you
need money?”
“Money? God, no! Oh, Rhett, I’m so
afraid.”
“Don’t be a goose, Scarlett, you’ve
never been afraid in your life.”
“Oh, Rhett, I am afraid!”
The words bubbled up faster than she
could speak them. She could tell him. She could tell Rhett anything.
He’d been so bad himself that he wouldn’t sit in judgment on her.
How wonderful to know someone who was bad and dishonorable and a
cheat and a liar, when all the world was filled with people who would
not lie to save their souls and who would rather starve than do a
dishonorable deed!
“I’m afraid I’ll die and go to
hell.”
If he laughed at her she would die,
right then. But he did not laugh.
“You are pretty healthy—and maybe
there isn’t any hell after all.”
“Oh, but there is, Rhett! You know
there is!”
“I know there is but it’s right
here on earth. Not after we die. There’s nothing after we die,
Scarlett. You are having your hell now.”
“Oh, Rhett, that’s blasphemous!”
“But singularly comforting. Tell me,
why are you going to hell?”
He was teasing now, she could see the
glint in his eyes but she did not mind. His hands felt so warm and
strong, so comforting to cling to.
“Rhett, I oughtn’t to have married
Frank. It was wrong. He was Suellen’s beau and he loved her, not
me. But I lied to him and told him she was going to marry Tony
Fontaine. Oh, how could I have done it?”
“Ah, so that was how it came about! I
always wondered.”
“And then I made him so miserable. I
made him do all sorts of things he didn’t want to do, like making
people pay their bills when they really couldn’t afford to pay
them. And it hurt him so when I ran the mills and built the saloon
and leased convicts. He could hardly hold up his head for shame. And
Rhett, I killed him. Yes, I did! I didn’t know he was in the Klan.
I never dreamed he had that much gumption. But I ought to have known.
And I killed him.”
“ ‘Will all great Neptune’s ocean
wash this blood clean from my hand?’ ”
“What?”
“No matter. Go on.”
“Go on? That’s all. Isn’t it
enough? I married him, I made him unhappy and I killed him. Oh, my
God! I don’t see how I could have done it! I lied to him and I
married him. It all seemed so right when I did it but now I see how
wrong it was. Rhett, it doesn’t seem like it was me who did all
these things. I was so mean to him but I’m not really mean. I
wasn’t raised that way. Mother—” She stopped and swallowed. She
had avoided thinking of Ellen all day but she could no longer blot
out her image.
“I often wondered what she was like.
You seemed to me so like your father.”
“Mother was— Oh, Rhett, for the
first time I’m glad she’s dead, so she can’t see me. She didn’t
raise me to be mean. She was so kind to everybody, so good. She’d
rather I’d have starved than done this. And I so wanted to be just
like her in every way and I’m not like her one bit I hadn’t
thought of that—there’s been so much else to think about—but I
wanted to be like her. I didn’t want to be like Pa. I loved him but
he was—so—so thoughtless. Rhett, sometimes I did try so hard to
be nice to people and kind to Frank, but then the nightmare would
come back and scare me so bad I’d want to rush out and just grab
money away from people, whether it was mine or not.”
Tears were streaming unheeded down her
face and she clutched his hand so hard that her nails dug into his
flesh.
“What nightmare?” His voice was
calm and soothing.
“Oh—I forgot you didn’t know.
Well, just when I would try to be nice to folks and tell myself that
money wasn’t everything, I’d go to bed and dream that I was back
at Tara right after Mother died, right after the Yankees went
through. Rhett, you can’t imagine— I get cold when I think about
it. I can see how everything is burned and so still and there’s
nothing to eat. Oh, Rhett, in my dream I’m hungry again.”
“Go on.”
“I’m hungry and everybody, Pa and
the girls and the darkies, are starving and they keep saying over and
over: ‘We’re hungry’ and I’m so empty it hurts, and so
frightened. My mind keeps saying: ‘If I ever get out of this, I’ll
never, never be hungry again’ and then the dream goes off into a
gray mist and I’m running, running in the mist, running so hard my
heart’s about to burst and something is chasing me, and I can’t
breathe but I keep thinking that if I can just get there, I’ll be
safe. But I don’t know where I’m trying to get to. And then I’d
wake up and I’d be cold with fright and so afraid that I’d be
hungry again. When I wake up from that dream, it seems like there’s
not enough money in the world to keep me from being afraid of being
hungry again. And then Frank would be so mealy mouthed and slow poky
that he would make me mad and I’d lose my temper. He didn’t
understand, I guess, and I couldn’t make him understand. I kept
thinking that I’d make it up to him some day when we had money and
I wasn’t so afraid of being hungry. And now he’s dead and it’s
too late. Oh, it seemed so right when I did it but it was all so
wrong. If I had it to do over again, I’d do it so differently.”
“Hush,” he said, disentangling her
frantic grip and pulling a clean handkerchief from his pocket. “Wipe
your face. There is no sense in your tearing yourself to pieces this
way.”
She took the handkerchief and wiped her
damp cheeks, a little relief stealing over her as if she had shifted
some of her burden to his broad shoulders. He looked so capable and
calm and even the slight twist of his mouth was comforting as though
it proved her agony and confusion unwarranted.
“Feel better now? Then let’s get to
the bottom of this. You say if you had it to do over again, you’d
do it differently. But would you? Think, now. Would you?”
“Well—”
“No, you’d do the same things
again. Did you have any other choice?”
“No.”
“Then what are you sorry about?”
“I was so mean and now he’s dead.”
“And if he wasn’t dead, you’d
still be mean. As I understand it, you are not really sorry for
marrying Frank and bullying him and inadvertently causing his death.
You are only sorry because you are afraid of going to hell. Is that
right?”
“Well—that sounds so mixed up.”
“Your ethics are considerably mixed
up too. You are in the exact position of a thief who’s been caught
red handed and isn’t sorry he stole but is terribly, terribly sorry
he’s going to jail.”
“A thief—”
“Oh, don’t be so literal! In other
words if you didn’t have this silly idea that you were damned to
hell fire eternal, you’d think you were well rid of Frank.”
“Oh, Rhett!”
“Oh, come! You are confessing and you
might as well confess the truth as a decorous lie. Did
your—er—conscience bother you much when you offered to—shall we
say—part with that jewel which is dearer than life for three
hundred dollars?”
The brandy was spinning in her head now
and she felt giddy and a little reckless. What was the use in lying
to him? He always seemed to read her mind.
“I really didn’t think about God
much then—or hell. And when I did think—well, I just reckoned God
would understand.”
“But you don’t credit God with
understanding why you married Frank?”
“Rhett, how can you talk so about God
when you know you don’t believe there is one?”
“But you believe in a God of Wrath
and that’s what’s important at present. Why shouldn’t the Lord
understand? Are you sorry you still own Tara and there aren’t
Carpetbaggers living there? Are you sorry you aren’t hungry and
ragged?”
“Oh, no!”
“Well, did you have any alternative
except marrying Frank?”
“No.”
“He didn’t have to marry you, did
he? Men are free agents. And he didn’t have to let you bully him
into doing things he didn’t want to, did he?”
“Well—”
“Scarlett, why worry about it? If you
had it to do over again you would be driven to the lie and he to
marrying you. You would still have run yourself into danger and he
would have had to avenge you. If he had married Sister Sue, she might
not have caused his death but she’d probably have made him twice as
unhappy as you did. It couldn’t have happened differently.”
“But I could have been nicer to him.”
“You could have been—if you’d
been somebody else. But you were born to bully anyone who’ll let
you do it. The strong were made to bully and the weak to knuckle
under. It’s all Frank’s fault for not beating you with a buggy
whip. … I’m surprised at you, Scarlett, for sprouting a
conscience this late in life. Opportunists like you shouldn’t have
them.”
“What is an oppor—what did you call
it?”
“A person who takes advantage of
opportunities.”
“Is that wrong?”
“It has always been held in
disrepute—especially by those who had the same opportunities and
didn’t take them.”
“Oh, Rhett, you are joking and I
thought you were going to be nice!”
“I am being nice—for me. Scarlett,
darling, you are tipsy. That’s what’s the matter with you.”
“You dare—”
“Yes, I dare. You are on the verge of
what is vulgarly called a ‘crying jag’ and so I shall change the
subject and cheer you up by telling you some news that will amuse
you. In fact, that’s why I came here this evening, to tell you my
news before I went away.”
“Where are you going?”
“To England and I may be gone for
months. Forget your conscience, Scarlett. I have no intention of
discussing your soul’s welfare any further. Don’t you want to
hear my news?”
“But—” she began feebly and
paused. Between the brandy which was smoothing out the harsh contours
of remorse and Rhett’s mocking but comforting words, the pale
specter of Frank was receding into shadows. Perhaps Rhett was right.
Perhaps God did understand. She recovered enough to push the idea
from the top of her mind and decide: “I’ll think about it all
tomorrow.”
“What’s your news?” she said with
an effort, blowing her nose on his handkerchief and pushing back the
hair that had begun to straggle.
“My news is this,” he answered,
grinning down at her. “I still want you more than any woman I’ve
ever seen and now that Frank’s gone, I thought you’d be
interested to know it.”
Scarlett jerked her hands away from his
grasp and sprang to her feet.
“I—you are the most ill-bred man in
the world, coming here at this time of all times with your filthy—I
should have known you’d never change. And Frank hardly cold! If you
had any decency— Will you leave this—”
“Do be quiet or you’ll have Miss
Pittypat down here in a minute,” he said, not rising but reaching
up and taking both her fists. “I’m afraid you miss my point.”
“Miss your point? I don’t miss
anything.” She pulled against his grip. “Turn me loose and get
out of here. I never heard of such bad taste. I—”
“Hush,” he said. “I am asking you
to marry me. Would you be convinced if I knelt down?”
She said “Oh” breathlessly and sat
down hard on the sofa.
She stared at him, her mouth open,
wondering if the brandy were playing tricks on her mind, remembering
senselessly his jibing: “My dear, I’m not a marrying man.” She
was drunk or he was crazy. But he did not look crazy. He looked as
calm as though he were discussing the weather, and his smooth drawl
fell on her ears with no particular emphasis.
“I always intended having you,
Scarlett, since that first day I saw you at Twelve Oaks when you
threw that vase and swore and proved that you weren’t a lady. I
always intended having you, one way or another. But as you and Frank
have made a little money, I know you’ll never be driven to me again
with any interesting propositions of loans and collaterals. So I see
I’ll have to marry you.”
“Rhett Butler, is this one of your
vile jokes?”
“I bare my soul and you are
suspicious! No, Scarlett, this is a bona fide honorable declaration.
I admit that it’s not in the best of taste, coming at this time,
but I have a very good excuse for my lack of breeding. I’m going
away tomorrow for a long time and I fear that if I wait till I return
you’ll have married some one else with a little money. So I
thought, why not me and my money? Really, Scarlett, I can’t go all
my life, waiting to catch you between husbands.”
He meant it. There was no doubt about
it. Her mouth was dry as she assimilated this knowledge and she
swallowed and looked into his eyes, trying to find some clue. They
were full of laughter but there was something else, deep in them,
which she had never seen before, a gleam that defied analysis. He sat
easily, carelessly but she felt that he was watching her as alertly
as a cat watches a mouse hole. There was a sense of leashed power
straining beneath his calm that made her draw back, a little
frightened.
He was actually asking her to marry
him; he was committing the incredible. Once she had planned how she
would torment him should he ever propose. Once she had thought that
if he ever spoke those words she would humble him and make him feel
her power and take a malicious pleasure in doing it. Now, he had
spoken and the plans did not even occur to her, for he was no more in
her power than he had ever been. In fact, he held the whip hand of
the situation so completely that she was as flustered as a girl at
her first proposal and she could only blush and stammer.
“I—I shall never marry again.”
“Oh, yes, you will. You were born to
be married. Why not me?”
“But Rhett, I—I don’t love you.”
“That should be no drawback. I don’t
recall that love was prominent in your other two ventures.”
“Oh, how can you? You know I was fond
of Frank!”
He said nothing.
“I was! I was!”
“Well, we won’t argue that. Will
you think over my proposition while I’m gone?”
“Rhett, I don’t like for things to
drag on. I’d rather tell you now. I’m going home to Tara soon and
India Wilkes will stay with Aunt Pittypat. I want to go home for a
long spell and—I—I don’t ever want to get married again.”
“Nonsense. Why?”
“Oh, well—never mind why. I just
don’t like being married.”
“But, my poor child, you’ve never
really, been married. How can you know? I’ll admit you’ve had bad
luck—once for spite and once for money. Did you ever think of
marrying—just for the fun of it?”
“Fun! Don’t talk like a fool.
There’s no fun being married.”
“No? Why not?”
A measure of calm had returned and with
it all the natural bluntness which brandy brought to the surface.
“It’s fun for men—though God
knows why. I never could understand it. But all a woman gets out of
it is something to eat and a lot of work and having to put up with a
man’s foolishness—and a baby every year.”
He laughed so loudly that the sound
echoed in the stillness and Scarlett heard the kitchen door open.
“Hush! Mammy has ears like a lynx and
it isn’t decent to laugh so soon after—hush laughing. You know
it’s true. Fun! Fiddle-dee-dee!”
“I said you’d had bad luck and what
you’ve just said proves it. You’ve been married to a boy and to
an old man. And into the bargain I’ll bet your mother told you that
women must bear these things’ because of the compensating joys of
motherhood. Well, that’s all wrong. Why not try marrying a fine
young man who has a bad reputation and a way with women? It’ll be
fun.”
“You are coarse and conceited and I
think this conversation has gone far enough. It’s—it’s quite
vulgar.”
“And quite enjoyable, too, isn’t
it? I’ll wager you never discussed the marital relation with a man
before, even Charles or Frank.”
She scowled at him. Rhett knew too
much. She wondered where he had learned all he knew about women. It
wasn’t decent
“Don’t frown. Name the day,
Scarlett. I’m not urging instant matrimony because of your
reputation. We’ll wait the decent interval. By the way, just how
long is a ‘decent interval’?”
“I haven’t said I’d marry you. It
isn’t decent to even talk of such things at such a time.”
“I’ve told you why I’m talking of
them. I’m going away tomorrow and I’m too ardent a lover to
restrain my passion any longer. But perhaps I’ve been too
precipitate in my wooing.”
With a suddenness that startled her, he
slid off the sofa onto his knees and with one hand placed delicately
over his heart, he recited rapidly:
“Forgive me for startling you with
the impetuosity of my sentiments, my dear Scarlett—I mean, my dear
Mrs. Kennedy. It cannot have escaped your notice that for some time
past the friendship I have had in my heart for you has ripened into a
deeper feeling, a feeling more beautiful, more pure, more sacred.
Dare I name it you? Ah! It is love which makes me so bold!”
“Do get up,” she entreated. “You
look such a fool and suppose Mammy should come in and see you?”
“She would be stunned and incredulous
at the first signs of my gentility,” said Rhett, arising lightly.
“Come, Scarlett, you are no child, no schoolgirl to put me off with
foolish excuses about decency and so forth. Say you’ll marry me
when I come back or, before God, I won’t go. I’ll stay around
here and play a guitar under your window every night and sing at the
top of my voice and compromise you, so you’ll have to marry me to
save your reputation.”
“Rhett, do be sensible. I don’t
want to marry anybody.”
“No? You aren’t telling me the real
reason. It can’t be girlish timidity. What is it?”
Suddenly she thought of Ashley, saw him
as vividly as though he stood beside her, sunny haired, drowsy eyed,
full of dignity, so utterly different from Rhett. He was the real
reason she did not want to marry again, although she had no
objections to Rhett and at times was genuinely fond of him. She
belonged to Ashley, forever and ever. She had never belonged to
Charles or Frank, could never really belong to Rhett. Every part of
her, almost everything she had ever done, striven after, attained,
belonged to Ashley, were done because she loved him. Ashley and Tara,
she belonged to them. The smiles, the laughter, the kisses she had
given Charles and Frank were Ashley’s, even though he had never
claimed them, would never claim them. Somewhere deep in her was the
desire to keep herself for him, although she knew he would never take
her.
She did not know that her face had
changed, that reverie had brought a softness to her face which Rhett
had never seen before. He looked at the slanting green eyes, wide and
misty, and the tender curve of her lips and for a moment his breath
stopped. Then his mouth went down violently at one corner and he
swore with passionate impatience.
“Scarlett O’Hara, you’re a fool!”
Before she could withdraw her mind from
its far places, his arms were around her, as sure and hard as on the
dark road to Tara, so long ago. She felt again the rush of
helplessness, the sinking yielding, the surging tide of warmth that
left her limp. And the quiet face of Ashley Wilkes was blurred and
drowned to nothingness. He bent back her head across his arm and
kissed her, softly at first, and then with a swift gradation of
intensity that made her cling to him as the only solid thing in a
dizzy swaying world. His insistent mouth was parting her shaking
lips, sending wild tremors along her nerves, evoking from her
sensations she had never known she was capable of feeling. And before
a swimming giddiness spun her round and round, she knew that she was
kissing him back.
“Stop—please, I’m faint!” she
whispered, trying to turn her head weakly from him. He pressed her
head back hard against his shoulder and she had a dizzy glimpse of
his face. His eyes were wide and blazing queerly and the tremor in
his arms frightened her.
“I want to make you faint. I will
make you faint. You’ve had this coming to you for years. None of
the fools you’ve known have kissed you like this—have they? Your
precious Charles or Frank or your stupid Ashley—”
“Please—”
“I said your stupid Ashley. Gentlemen
all—what do they know about women? What did they know about you? I
know you.”
His mouth was on hers again and she
surrendered without a struggle, too weak even to turn her head,
without even the desire to turn it, her heart shaking her with its
poundings, fear of his strength and her nerveless weakness sweeping
her. What was he going to do? She would faint if he did not stop. If
he would only stop—if he would never stop.
“Say Yes!” His mouth was poised
above hers and his eyes were so close that they seemed enormous,
filling the world. “Say Yes, damn you, or—”
She whispered “Yes” before she even
thought. It was almost as if he had willed the word and she had
spoken it without her own volition. But even as she spoke it, a
sudden calm fell on her spirit, her head began to stop spinning and
even the giddiness of the brandy was lessened. She had promised to
marry him when she had had no intention of promising. She hardly knew
how it had all come about but she was not sorry. It now seemed very
natural that she had said Yes—almost as if by divine intervention,
a hand stronger than hers was about her affairs, settling her
problems for her.
He drew a quick breath as she spoke and
bent as if to kiss her again and her eyes closed and her head fell
back. But he drew back and she was faintly disappointed. It made her
feel so strange to be kissed like this and yet there was something
exciting about it.
He sat very still for a while holding
her head against his shoulder and, as if by effort, the trembling of
his arms ceased. He moved away from her a little and looked down at
her. She opened her eyes and saw that the frightening glow had gone
from his face. But somehow she could not meet his gaze and she
dropped her eyes in a rush of tingling confusion.
When he spoke his voice was very calm.
“You meant it? You don’t want to
take it back?”
“No.”
“It’s not just because I’ve—what
is the phrase?—‘swept you off your feet’ by my—er—ardor?”
She could not answer for she did not
know what to say, nor could she meet his eyes. He put a hand under
her chin and lifted her face.
“I told you once that I could stand
anything from you except a lie. And now I want the truth. Just why
did you say Yes?”
Still the words would not come, but, a
measure of poise returning, she kept her eyes demurely down and
tucked the corners of her mouth into a little smile.
“Look at me. Is it my money?”
“Why, Rhett! What a question!”
“Look up and don’t try to sweet
talk me. I’m not Charles or Frank or any of the County boys to be
taken in by your fluttering lids. Is it my money?”
“Well—yes, a part.”
“A part?”
He did not seem annoyed. He drew a
swift breath and with an effort wiped from his eyes the eagerness her
words had brought, an eagerness which she was too confused to see.
“Well,” she floundered helplessly,
“money does help, you know, Rhett, and God knows Frank didn’t
leave any too much. But then—well, Rhett, we do get on, you know.
And you are the only man I ever saw who could stand the truth from a
woman, and it would be nice having a husband who didn’t think me a
silly fool and expect me to tell lies—and—well, I am fond of
you.”
“Fond of me?”
“Well,” she said fretfully, “if I
said I was madly in love with you, I’d be lying and what’s more,
you’d know it.”
“Sometimes I think you carry your
truth telling too far, my pet. Don’t you think, even if it was a
lie, that it would be appropriate for you to say ‘I love you,
Rhett,’ even if you didn’t mean it?”
What was he driving at, she wondered,
becoming more confused. He looked so queer, eager, hurt, mocking. He
took his hands from her and shoved them deep in his trousers pockets
and she saw him ball his fists.
“If it costs me a husband, I’ll
tell the truth,” she thought grimly, her blood up as always when he
baited her.
“Rhett, it would be a lie, and why
should we go through all that foolishness? I’m fond of you, like I
said. You know how it is. You told me once that you didn’t love me
but that we had a lot in common. Both rascals, was the way you—”
“Oh, God!” be whispered rapidly,
turning his head away. “To be taken in my own trap!”
“What did you say?”
“Nothing,” and he looked at her and
laughed, but it was not a pleasant laugh; “Name the day, my dear,”
and he laughed again and bent and kissed her hands. She was relieved
to see his mood pass and good humor apparently return, so she smiled
too.
He played with her hand for a moment
and grinned up at her.
“Did you ever in your novel reading
come across the old situation of the disinterested wife falling in
love with her own husband?”
“You know I don’t read novels,”
she said and, trying to equal his jesting mood, went on: “Besides,
you once said it was the height of bad form for husbands and wives to
love each other.”
“I once said too God damn many
things,” he retorted abruptly and rose to his feet.
“Don’t swear.”
“You’ll have to get used to it and
learn to swear too. You’ll have to get used to all my bad habits.
That’ll be part of the price of being—fond of me and getting your
pretty paws on my money.”
“Well, don’t fly off the handle so,
because I didn’t lie and make you feel conceited. You aren’t in
love with me, are you? Why should I be in love with you?”
“No, my dear, I’m not in love with
you, no more than you are with me, and if I were, you would be the
last person I’d ever tell. God help the man who ever really loves
you. You’d break his heart, my darling, cruel, destructive little
cat who is so careless and confident she doesn’t even trouble to
sheathe her claws.”
He jerked her to her feet and kissed
her again, but this time his lips were different for he seemed not to
care if he hurt her—seemed to want to hurt her, to insult her. His
lips slid down to her throat and finally he pressed them against the
taffeta over her breast, so hard and so long that his breath burnt to
her skin. Her hands struggled up, pushing him away in outraged
modesty.
“You mustn’t! How dare you!”
“Your heart’s going like a
rabbit’s,” he said mockingly. “All too fast for mere fondness I
would think, if I were conceited. Smooth your ruffled feathers. You
are just putting on these virginal airs. Tell me what I shall bring
you from England. A ring? What kind would you like?”
She wavered momentarily between
interest in his last words and a feminine desire to prolong the scene
with anger and indignation.
“Oh—a diamond ring—and Rhett, do
buy a great big one.”
“So you can flaunt it before your
poverty-stricken friends and say ‘See what I caught!’ Very well,
you shall have a big one, one so big that your less-fortunate friends
can comfort themselves by whispering that it’s really vulgar to
wear such large stones.”
He abruptly started off across the room
and she followed him, bewildered, to the closed doors.
“What is the matter? Where are you
going?”
‘To my rooms to finish packing.”
“Oh, but—”
“But, what?”
“Nothing. I hope you have a nice
trip.”
“Thank you.”
He opened the door and walked into the
hall. Scarlett trailed after him, somewhat at a loss, a trifle
disappointed as at an unexpected anticlimax. He slipped on his coat
and picked up his gloves and hat.
“I’ll write you. Let me know if you
change your mind.”
“Aren’t you—”
“Well?” He seemed impatient to be
off.
“Aren’t you going to kiss me
good-by?” she whispered, mindful of the ears of the house.
“Don’t you think you’ve had
enough kissing for one evening?” he retorted and grinned down at
her. “To think of a modest, well-brought-up young woman— Well, I
told you it would be fun, didn’t I?”
“Oh, you are impossible!” she cried
in wrath, not caring if Mammy did hear. “And I don’t care if you
never come back.”
She turned and flounced toward the
stairs, expecting to feel his warm hand on her arm, stopping her. But
he only pulled open the front door and a cold draft swept in.
“But I will come back,” he said and
went out, leaving her on the bottom step looking at the closed door.
The ring Rhett brought back from
England was large indeed, so large it embarrassed Scarlett to wear
it. She loved gaudy and expensive jewelry but she had an uneasy
feeling that everyone was saying, with perfect truth, that this ring
was vulgar. The central stone was a four-carat diamond and,
surrounding it, were a number of emeralds. It reached to the knuckle
of her finger and gave her hand the appearance of being weighted
down. Scarlett had a suspicion that Rhett had gone to great pains to
have the ring made up and, for pure meanness, had ordered it made as
ostentatious as possible.
Until Rhett was back in Atlanta and the
ring on her finger she told no one, not even her family, of her
intentions, and when she did announce her engagement a storm of
bitter gossip broke out. Since the Klan affair Rhett and Scarlett had
been, with the exception of the Yankees and Carpetbaggers, the town’s
most unpopular citizens. Everyone had disapproved of Scarlett since
the far-away day when she abandoned the weeds worn for Charlie
Hamilton. Their disapproval had grown stronger because of her
unwomanly conduct in the matter of the mills, her immodesty in
showing herself when she was pregnant and so many other things. But
when she brought about the death of Frank and Tommy and jeopardized
the lives of a dozen other men, their dislike flamed into public
condemnation.
As for Rhett, he had enjoyed the town’s
hatred since his speculations during the war and he had not further
endeared himself to his fellow citizens by his alliances with the
Republicans since then. But, oddly enough, the fact that he had saved
the lives of some of Atlanta’s most prominent men was what aroused
the hottest hate of Atlanta’s ladies.
It was not that they regretted their
men were still alive. It was that they bitterly resented owing the
men’s lives to such a man as Rhett and to such an embarrassing
trick. For months they had writhed under Yankee laughter and scorn,
and the ladies felt and said that if Rhett really had the good of the
Klan at heart he would have managed the affair in a more seemly
fashion. They said he had deliberately dragged in Belle Watling to
put the nice people of the town in a disgraceful position. And so he
deserved neither thanks for rescuing the men nor forgiveness for his
past sins.
These women, so swift to kindness, so
tender to the sorrowing, so untiring in times of stress, could be as
implacable as furies to any renegade who broke one small law of their
unwritten code. This code was simple. Reverence for the Confederacy,
honor to the veterans; loyalty to old forms, pride in poverty, open
hands to friends and undying hatred to Yankees. Between them,
Scarlett and Rhett had outraged every tenet of this code.
The men whose lives Rhett had saved
attempted, out of decency and a sense of gratitude, to keep their
women silent but they had little success. Before the announcement of
their coming marriage, the two had been unpopular enough but people
could still be polite to them in a formal way. Now even that cold
courtesy was no longer possible. The news of their engagement came
like an explosion, unexpected and shattering, rocking the town, and
even the mildest-mannered women spoke their minds heatedly. Marrying
barely a year after Frank’s death and she had killed him! And
marrying that Butler man who owned a brothel and who was in with the
Yankees and Carpetbaggers in all kinds of thieving schemes!
Separately the two of them could be endured, but the brazen
combination of Scarlett and Rhett was too much to be borne. Common
and vile, both of them! They ought to be run out of town!
Atlanta might perhaps have been more
tolerant toward the two if the news of their engagement had not come
at a time when Rhett’s Carpetbagger and Scalawag cronies were more
odious in the sight of respectable citizens than they had ever been
before. Public feeling against the Yankees and all their allies was
at fever heat at the very time when the town learned of the
engagement, for the last citadel of Georgia’s resistance to Yankee
rule had just fallen. The long campaign which had begun when Sherman
moved southward from above Dalton, four years before, had finally
reached its climax, and the state’s humiliation was complete.
Three years of Reconstruction had
passed and they had been three years of terrorism. Everyone had
thought that conditions were already as bad as they could ever be.
But now Georgia was discovering that Reconstruction at its worst had
just begun.
For three years the Federal government
had been trying to impose alien ideas and an alien rule upon Georgia
and, with an army to enforce its commands, it had largely succeeded.
But only the power of the military upheld the new regime. The state
was under the Yankee rule but not by the state’s consent. Georgia’s
leaders had kept on battling for the state’s right to govern itself
according to its own ideas. They had continued resisting all efforts
to force them to bow down and accept the dictates of Washington as
their own state law.
Officially, Georgia’s government had
never capitulated but it had been a futile fight, an ever-losing
fight. It was a fight that could not win but it had, at least,
postponed the inevitable. Already many other Southern states had
illiterate negroes in high public office and legislatures dominated
by negroes and Carpetbaggers. But Georgia, by its stubborn
resistance, had so far escaped this final degradation. For the
greater part of three years, the state’s capital had remained in
the control of white men and Democrats. With Yankee soldiers
everywhere, the state officials could do little but protest and
resist. Their power was nominal but they had at least been able to
keep the state government in the hands of native Georgians. Now even
that last stronghold had fallen.
Just as Johnston and his men had been
driven back step by step from Dalton to Atlanta, four years before,
so had the Georgia Democrats been driven back little by little, from
1865 on. The power of the Federal government over the state’s
affairs and the lives of its citizens had been steadily made greater
and greater. Force had been piled on top of force and military edicts
in increasing numbers had rendered the civil authority more and more
impotent. Finally, with Georgia in the status of a military province,
the polls had been ordered thrown open to the negroes, whether the
state’s laws permitted it or not.
A week before Scarlett and Rhett
announced their engagement, an election for governor had been held.
The Southern Democrats had General John B. Gordon, one of Georgia’s
best loved and most honored citizens, as their candidate. Opposing
him was a Republican named Bullock. The election had lasted three
days instead of one. Trainloads of negroes had been rushed from town
to town, voting at every precinct along the way. Of course, Bullock
had won.
If the capture of Georgia by Sherman
had caused bitterness, the final capture of the state’s capitol by
the Carpetbaggers, Yankees and negroes caused an intensity of
bitterness such as the state had never known before. Atlanta and
Georgia seethed and raged.
And Rhett Butler was a friend of the
hated Bullock!
Scarlett, with her usual disregard of
all matters not directly under her nose, had scarcely known an
election was being held. Rhett had taken no part in the election and
his relations with the Yankees were no different from what they had
always been. But the fact remained that Rhett was a Scalawag and a
friend of Bullock. And, if the marriage went through, Scarlett also
would be turning Scalawag. Atlanta was in no mood to be tolerant or
charitable toward anyone in the enemy camp and, the news of the
engagement coming when it did, the town remembered all of the evil
things about the pair and none of the good.
Scarlett knew the town was rocking but
she did not realize the extent of public feeling until Mrs.
Merriwether, urged on by her church circle, took it upon herself to
speak to her for her own good.
“Because your own dear mother is dead
and Miss Pitty, not being a matron, is not qualified to—er, well,
to talk to you-upon such a subject, I feel that I must warn you,
Scarlett, Captain Butler is not the kind of a man for any woman of
good family to marry. He is a—”
“He managed to save Grandpa
Merriwether’s neck and your nephew’s, too.”
Mrs. Merriwether swelled. Hardly an
hour before she had had an irritating talk with Grandpa. The old man
had remarked that she must not value his hide very much if she did
not feel some gratitude to Rhett Butler, even if the man was a
Scalawag and a scoundrel.
“He only did that as a dirty trick on
us all, Scarlett, to embarrass us in front of the Yankees,” Mrs.
Merriwether continued. “You know as well as I do that the man is a
rogue. He always has been and now he’s unspeakable. He is simply
not the kind of man decent people receive.”
“No? That’s strange, Mrs.
Merriwether. He was in your parlor often enough during the war. And
he gave Maybelle her white satin wedding dress, didn’t he? Or is my
memory wrong?”
Things are so different during the war
and nice people associated with many men who were not quite— It was
all for the Cause and very proper, too. Surely you can’t be
thinking of marrying a man who wasn’t in the army, who jeered at
men who did enlist?”
“He was, too, in the army. He was in
the army eight months. He was in the last campaign and fought at
Franklin and was with General Johnston when he surrendered.”
“I had not heard that,” said Mrs.
Merriwether and she looked as if she did not believe it either. “But
he wasn’t wounded,” she added, triumphantly.
“Lots of men weren’t.”
“Everybody who was anybody got
wounded. I know no one who wasn’t wounded.”
Scarlett was goaded.
“Then I guess all the men you knew
were such fools they didn’t know when to come in out of a shower of
rain—or of minie balls. Now, let me tell you this, Mrs.
Merriwether, and you can take it back to your busybody friends. I’m
going to marry Captain Butler and I wouldn’t care if he’d fought
on the Yankee side.”
When that worthy matron went out of the
house with her bonnet jerking with rage, Scarlett knew she had an
open enemy now instead of a disapproving friend. But she did not
care. Nothing Mrs. Merriwether could say or do could hurt her. She
did not care what anyone said—anyone except Mammy.
Scarlett had borne with Pitty’s
swooning at the news and had steeled herself to see Ashley look
suddenly old and avoid her eyes as he wished her happiness. She had
been amused and irritated at the letters from Aunt Pauline and Aunt
Eulalie in Charleston, horror struck at the news, forbidding the
marriage, telling her it would not only ruin her social position but
endanger theirs. She had even laughed when Melanie with a worried
pucker in her brows said loyally: “Of course, Captain Butler is
much nicer than most people realize and he was so kind and clever,
the way he saved Ashley. And after all, he did fight for the
Confederacy. But, Scarlett, don’t you think you’d better not
decide so hastily?”
No, she didn’t mind what anybody
said, except Mammy. Mammy’s words were the ones that made her most
angry and brought the greatest hurt
“Ah has seed you do a heap of things
dat would hu’t Miss Ellen, did she know. An’ it has done sorrered
me a plen’y. But disyere is de wust yit. Mahyin’ trash! Yas’m,
Ah said trash! Doan go tellin’ me he come frum fine folkses. Dat
doan mek no diffunce. Trash come outer de high places, same as de
low, and he trash! Yas’m, Miss Scarlett, Ah’s seed you tek Mist’
Charles ‘way frum Miss Honey w’en you din’ keer nuthin’ ‘bout
him. An’ Ah’s seed you rob yo own sister of Mist’ Frank. An’
Ah’s heshed mah mouf ‘bout a heap of things you is done, lak
sellin’ po’ lumber fer good, an’ lyin’ ‘bout de other
lumber gempmums, an’ ridin’ roun’ by yo’seff, exposin’
yo’seff ter free issue niggers an’ gettin’ Mist’ Frank shot,
an’ not feedin’ dem po’ convicts nuff ter keep dey souls in dey
bodies. Ah’s done heshed mah mouf, even ef Miss Ellen in de Promise
Lan’ wuz sayin’ ‘Mammy, Mammy! You ain’ look affer mah chile
right!’ Yas’m. Ah’s stood fer all dat but Ah ain’ gwine stand
fer dis, Miss Scarlett. You kain mahy wid trash. Not w’ile Ah got
breaf in mah body.”
“I shall marry whom I please,” said
Scarlett coldly. “I think you are forgetting your place, Mammy.”
“An’ high time, too! Ef Ah doan say
dese wuds ter you, who gwine ter do it?”
“I’ve been thinking the matter
over, Mammy, and I’ve decided that the best thing for you to do is
to go back to Tara. I’ll give you some money and—”
Mammy drew herself up with all her
dignity.
“Ah is free, Miss Scarlett. You kain
sen’ me nowhar Ah doan wanter go. An’ w’en Ah goes back ter
Tara, it’s gwine be w’en you goes wid me. Ah ain’ gwine leave
Miss Ellen’s chile, an’ dar ain’ no way in de worl’ ter mek
me go. An’ Ah ain’ gwine leave Miss Ellen’s gran’chillun fer
no trashy step-pa ter bring up, needer. Hyah Ah is and hyah Ah
stays!”
“I will not have you staying in my
house and being rude to Captain Butler. I am going to marry him and
there’s no more to be said.”
“Dar is plen’y mo’ ter be said,”
retorted Mammy slowly and into her blurred old eyes there came the
light of battle.
“But Ah ain’ never thought ter say
it ter none of Miss Ellen’s blood. But, Miss Scarlett, lissen ter
me. You ain’ nuthin’ but a mule in hawse harness. You kin polish
a mule’s feet an’ shine his hide an’ put brass all over his
harness an’ hitch him ter a fine cah’ige. But he a mule jes’ de
same. He doan fool nobody. An’ you is jes’ de same. You got silk
dresses an’ de mills an’ de sto’ an’ de money, an’ you give
yo’seff airs lak a fine hawse, but you a mule jes’ de same. An’
you ain’ foolin’ nobody, needer. An’ dat Butler man, he come of
good stock and he all slicked up lak a race hawse, but he a mule in
hawse harness, jes’ lak you.”
Mammy bent a piercing look on her
mistress. Scarlett was speechless and quivering with insult.
“Ef you say you gwine mahy him, you
gwine do it, ‘cause you is bullhaided lak yo’ pa. But ‘member
dis, Miss Scarlett, Ah ain’ leavin’ you. Ah gwine stay right hyah
an’ see dis ting thoo.”
Without waiting for a reply, Mammy
turned and left Scarlett and if she had said: “Thou shalt see me at
Philippi!” her tones would not have been more ominous.
While they were honeymooning in New
Orleans Scarlett told Rhett of Mammy’s words. To her surprise and
indignation he laughed at Mammy’s statement about mules in horse
harness.
“I have never heard a profound truth
expressed so succinctly,” he said. “Mammy’s a smart old soul
and one of the few people I know whose respect and good will I’d
like to have. But, being a mule, I suppose I’ll never get either
from her. She even refused the ten-dollar gold piece which I, in my
groomlike fervor, wished to present her after the wedding. I’ve
seen so few people who did not melt at the sight of cash. But she
looked me in the eye and thanked me and said she wasn’t a free
issue nigger and didn’t need my money.”
“Why should she take on so? Why
should everybody gabble about me like a bunch of guinea hens? It’s
my own affair whom I marry and how often I marry. I’ve always
minded my own business. Why don’t other people mind theirs?”
“My pet, the world can forgive
practically anything except people who mind their own business. But
why should you squall like a scalded cat? You’ve said often enough
that you didn’t mind what people said about you. Why not prove it?
You know you’ve laid yourself open to criticism so often in small
matters, you can’t expect to escape gossip in this large matter.
You knew there’d be talk if you married a villain like me. If I
were a low-bred poverty-stricken villain, people wouldn’t be so
mad. But a rich, flourishing villain—of course, that’s
unforgivable.”
“I wish you’d, be serious
sometimes!”
“I am serious. It’s always annoying
to the godly when the ungodly flourish like the green bay tree. Cheer
up, Scarlett, didn’t you tell me once that the main reason you
wanted a lot of money was so you could tell everybody to go to hell?
Now’s your chance.”
“But you were the main one I wanted
to tell to go to hell,” said Scarlett, and laughed.
“Do you still want to tell me to go
to hell?”
“Well, not as often as I used to.”
“Do it whenever you like, if it makes
you happy.”
“It doesn’t make me especially
happy,” said Scarlett and, bending, she kissed him carelessly. His
dark eyes flickered quickly over her face, hunting for something in
her eyes which he did not find, and he laughed shortly.
“Forget about Atlanta. Forget about
the old cats. I brought you to New Orleans to have fun and I intend
that you shall have it.”
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